I pulled Andy into my arms and he began to cry harder, eyeliner striking his face. I almost cried too, but I chocked it down, someone has to be strong here.

"Andy. Baby, please don't cry. It hurts when you cry." I patted his head, but he bobed it up looking at me... Angerly?

"Yea? It hurts when I cry? How the fuck do you think I feel when the person I love does that to themselves! Carressa theres no reason! You're beautiful! I swear to God it you ever do it a- "

"Andy! Stop! I've heard it all before. I get it." I pulled him back into my chest were he contined to wheep. "And you don't really love me."

"The fuck I do Carressa! I love you more then anything else! How dare you think I don't!" Andy ripped himself free of my grip. He ran to the bathroom and slammed the door behind him. I ran up to the door to open it but he had locked it. HE was crying again, really hard too, so hard he was making the dead animal noises. I started banging on the door, really hard.

"BIERSACK! OPEN UP NOW!" I kept banging on the door while I screamed. He didn't he just sat in there and kept crying.

I banged on the door for another 15 minutes before I sunk to the ground against the door, when finally I broke. I sat and cried quietly. Andy had stoped and was silent, but I kept crying.

"Andy... I love you too..." I basically whispered threw the tears.

*ANDY'S POV*

When I seen Carressa's cuts my heart sank. How could someone so perfect actually be so broken inside? She puts up a good outter wall. She stairs at me waiting for me to re-act. I feel like holding her, crying, or screaming. But I won't do any of that. I just need her to know I'll be here for her. Whether or not we last forever.

I bend down to her arm. *Don't cry Andrew! Don't cry!* I keep thinking to myself and I kiss it, but, I break into tears. I keep my mouth to her arm though. I need her to know... I need her to know I love her.

I tried to get up and look at her, but I couldn't move, I felt numb to the world. I'm glad she did it for me, or I would have never been able to leave that spot. Carressa pulled me into her arms and patted my head, she made soothing noises while I cried. I cried hard too. My eyeliner started streaking down my face.

This isn't me, Andrew Dennis Biersack does not cry! Over anything... Well I guess he does when the one person he loves doesn't want life... Finally, Carressa spoke.

"Andy. Baby, please don't cry. It hurts when you cry." I flushed with anger. Hurts. When. I cry?! How does she think I'm hurting right now!

"Yea? It hurts when I cry? How the fuck do you think I feel when the person I love does that to themselves! Carressa theres no reason! You're beautiful! I swear to God it you ever do it a- "

Carressa interuppted me with a stern voice, it kind of startled me. "Andy! Stop! I've heard it all before. I get it." She pulled me back into her chest, and I didn't deny, I started to weep again, at least she got my message.

"And you don't really love me." WHAT?! How could she say that? How could she think that? I love her more then anything! I need her!

"The fuck I do Carressa! I love you more then anything else! How dare you think I don't!" I pulled free from her embrace, I paced by the bed crying before I locked myself in the bathroom. I didn't want to be near her. I couldn't be near her. I'm already hurt? Why did she have to hurt me more? I sat on the edge of the tub and began to cry. Cry until I was making the dead animal noises. I looked over the the edge of the tub and saw a razor. While still crying I picked it up. Right then Carressa started banging on the door.

"BIERSACK! OPEN UP NOW!" She kept banging, she was hitting the door so hard the top was opening.

I ignored her, if you hurt, so do I! By then I stopped crying, I was to busy thinking about what I was about to do.

I laid the razor against the my wrist I started to drag it across. I seen the first bit of blood... I felt so ali-

"Andy... I love you too..." Carressa said in a whisper. I stopped what I was doing, and threw the razor in the garbage. I didn't even get an inch cut, there was only a bead of blood, I whipped it off and it was gone.

I heard Carressa crying softly, oh it hurt when she hurt!

I opened the bathroom door and Carressa fell to the floor. She quickly stood up and wrapped her arms around me. She hugged me tight and cried into my neck. I hugged her tight back too, lightly crying into her hair.

"Please.... Baby please... Never do it again.... Please." I cupped her face in my hands and tilted her face up so she had no choice but to look at me.

"I won't Andy. I promise." Carressa's final tear fell from her eye and I kissed it away.

"Baby, I'm tired." Carressa said. I let her got and smiled. She smiled back and got into the bed and pulled the covers all the way up to her chin. She looked at me with big puppt eyes, and in a voice that sounded like a little kid that was just caught with it's hand in to cookie jar she said "Andy. Will you come cuddle with me?"

I laughed uder my breath and crawled up beside her, she put her head on my chest and under the covers wrapped her leg around my waist. I held her in my arms and kissed her head.

"Andy..." Carressa whispered just on the verge of sleep.

"Yes baby?" I whispered back.

"I love you..." Carressa said, then let out her first soft snore.

"Ilove you too Caressa. I love you more then I could ever scream." I said as dreams came and claimed me.

Notes

My heart was pumping REALLY hard writing this one! But it all ended okay. <3