Too Young to Fall in Love.
Got No Heart To Break, Like It That Way
“Sin, don’t you dare walk about from this.” Ashley says as he grabs a hold of my bicep, keeping me from walking away from him any further. “Don’t you dare walk away from us.”
“Since when do you care if a girl walks away from you?” I spit at him as I rip my arm from his grasp. “None of your bandmates at anything nice to say about your track record. You sleep with girls and leave them hanging. Your longest relationship was with yourself. You can never keep a girl because you love the partying life way too much; just like every other fucking rockstar out there.”
“Don’t you dare compare me to your father,” He scoffs. “Is this why you’re running? Because of your dad?”
“I’m running because I know what happens on that tour bus and those hotel rooms, Ashley.” I sigh. “I’m a product of that. My mom was a Motley Crue groupie. She slept with my dad and ended up pregnant. And I ended up knocking on Nikki Sixx’s door 18 years later. I don’t want to be with someone like that.”
Ashley lets out a sigh, “Madisyn, I’m nothing like your father. Yes, I’m in a band and yes I play bass but that’s where the comparisons end. I love you so fucking much; more than I ever felt with anyone else. I don’t want to lose you. I’ll fight for you if I have to.”
“Ashley,” I sigh. “No matter how I feel for you, I can’t let myself end up with a rockstar. I’m sorry…” With that, I take one final look at him before walking away…
“Since when do you care if a girl walks away from you?” I spit at him as I rip my arm from his grasp. “None of your bandmates at anything nice to say about your track record. You sleep with girls and leave them hanging. Your longest relationship was with yourself. You can never keep a girl because you love the partying life way too much; just like every other fucking rockstar out there.”
“Don’t you dare compare me to your father,” He scoffs. “Is this why you’re running? Because of your dad?”
“I’m running because I know what happens on that tour bus and those hotel rooms, Ashley.” I sigh. “I’m a product of that. My mom was a Motley Crue groupie. She slept with my dad and ended up pregnant. And I ended up knocking on Nikki Sixx’s door 18 years later. I don’t want to be with someone like that.”
Ashley lets out a sigh, “Madisyn, I’m nothing like your father. Yes, I’m in a band and yes I play bass but that’s where the comparisons end. I love you so fucking much; more than I ever felt with anyone else. I don’t want to lose you. I’ll fight for you if I have to.”
“Ashley,” I sigh. “No matter how I feel for you, I can’t let myself end up with a rockstar. I’m sorry…” With that, I take one final look at him before walking away…
I love it, it is so beautifully written and well worded.
4/15/19