brotherly Love
Brotherly Love
I’m going to see Kellin again and this time Andy can’t do shit about it. I layed down and as soon as the blackness almost consumed me I thought about the spark I felt when Andy and I kissed
Jada’s Pov
Andy and I soon left to go on tour and I kind of felt bad for using him but I love Kells and I want to be with him...I think, No! I do want to be with Kells he’s so sweet but Andy was my first and he made me feel special and when he kissed me the other day I felt sparks even though I shouldn’t but I can’t help what I feel and now I’m questioning if I should be with Kellin or Andy….no I love Kellin he loves me we are getting married.
Andy: Jada we are almost there so I wouldn’t fall asleep if I were you...he was right I was dozing off and we were near the venue
Jada: I won't thanks for the advice…..I kissed his cheeks only to see love and care in his eye’s.I know I shouldn’t be feeling this way about him because I have Kellin but I can’t help it. Once you love someone like I loved andy then it’s hard to let them go…
Once we got to the venue Andy grabbed my hand and took us to the front gate and to my right I saw the Sleeping With Sirens tour bus and I started walking towards it due to my fangirling instincts.
Jada: OMG ANDY PLEASE TAKE ME TO GO MEET SWS PLEASE WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER!
Andy: Jada….you know I love you but I don’t want to see them right now maybe later.
Jada: UGH fiiiiiine but ONLY because I can’t say no to those eye’s…...he started blushing and i smiled at that.
I pulled my hand from his saying I needed to use the restroom and for him not to wait up because I might make them late. So once he left I walked to a bathroom and did my business because I needed to. Once I walked out I saw Andy and smiled...I know I shouldn’t feel this way but I can’t help it...it’s like the one thing that has been missing for years suddenly came back. And as I started walking back Kellin came up to me and held my hand.
Kellin: Hey babe
Jada: Hey I don’t think that we should be together right now what if Andy see’s?
Kellin: He won’t plus you’re my fiancee not his….I’m the one who loves you...not him why can’t we be together right now???
Jada: Just a little while longer so that he isin’t suspisious.
Kellin: Okay...I love you so fucking much Jada
Jada: And I love you too Kellin we’ll be together again soon I sware
Kellin: Okay
With that Kellin walked away.
