One Purdy Girl !!

Our small solo tour... over.. just like that.
" You guys will do two more shows then you will be traveling back to LA and meeting up with Black Veil Brides and touring with them as their opener. " our manager gushed.
" Are you kidding me!? " Alexander shouted. " WE CAN NEVER GET AWAY FROM BEING THAT BAND WHO'S GOT THE BASSIST OF BLACK VEIL FUCKING BRIDES IN IT. "
Alex throws his water bottle against the brick wall.
" HEY I DIDN'T ASK MY BROTHER TO BE PART OF A FAMOUS ROCK BAND. YOU NEED TO GROW THE FUCK UP ALEXANDER. LIFE ISN'T ALWAYS FAIR. FRANKLY BE FUCKING HAPPY . I HATE PIGGY BACKING OFF MY NAME BUT AT LEAST ITS HELP GET US GIGS OK. " I shouted back at him. Raven began to cry.
" Great now the babies crying. " Scarlett groaned. " You two can't go through a day without fighting can you. Alex you are way out of line. You knew when we started this band that Ash and Luna would get linked together nonstop. Luna you could be a tiny bit more understanding of this. " she calmly spoke.
" I am not dealing with this bullshit. I need to care for my daughter. " I stormed out slamming the door behind me.
I can't believe them . It's not like I asked to have a rock-star brother. We both happened to have dreams of being rock-stars its not our fault.
Raven sits there screaming in my arms. I start rocking her back and forth. Our Manager texted me that the new bus had arrived. I walked to it. They had gotten one with a back room for Raven and I. I shut the door to the room and lock it.
I slowly walk over to the rocking chair and rock raven to sleep.
She slowly closes her eyes.
I Softly sing.
" Hush little baby don't say a word
Mama's gonna buy you a mocking bird
And if that mocking bird don't sing
Mama's gonna buy you a diamond ring
and if that diamond ring turns brass
Mama's gonna buy you a looking glass.
And if that looking glass should break
Mama's gonna bake you an angel food cake.
And if that angel cake should fall
Your still the best little girl of all. "
She starts to snore a little. I walk over to the little crib they had gotten me and lay her down in it.
Being a mother seems to be the only thing that is keeping my whole together.
The Band hates me for constantly linking them to my brother. CC is 7 hours away.
I am trying to do the work of 3 people. I do my hair, makeup , getting everyone food, and being a Mommy all at the same time.
I flop back on the bed and slowly start to cry.
My phone vibrates
*~*~*~* CC calling *~*~*~*
" Hello. " I softly say trying not to sound sad.
" Whats wrong my love?" He knew something was up.
" Everything. Ravens been fussy , the bands pissed off at me for once again linking them to ash. I'm so far away from you. " I reply holding back tears. " I just I don't know if I can do this. Touring being a mom, being Ash's sister.
" Hey Hey Hey. Now you listen to me. Your an amazing mom your a natural . Now touring its never easy ever. Its long hours sitting in bus with people for hours on end. Hours of soundchecks and sleepless nights. Baby your a rock-star with or without Ashley being your brother. I think him being your brother only proves talent runs in your family . " He reassured me.
He always knows what to say.
" Now what city are you in? " he asked typing away.
" We are in Reno why? " I ask puzzled
" I will be on the next flight out. " He said proudly.
" YOUR SERIOUS!!" I softly exclaimed as I didn't want to wake Raven.
" Yes. I will see you soon. I have to go baby. I love you Moonbeam. " He happily spoke. I blushed .
" I love you too Lover. " I whispered hanging up the phone.
I hear a soft knock on my door.
I open it and its my managers assistant.
" You go on in 30. I can stay with Raven for you. " She meekly spoke.
" Thank you so much. She should sleep till hour set is over. If she wakes up she needs her diaper changed. DO NOT bottle feed her. If she gets hungry i will get a drum solo going and come feed her. " I say smiling. and run off to get ready.
I grab my black tank top then throw a red shredded tank top over top of it put on black skinny jeans and combat boots on.
I fix my hair and make then run off to backstage.
Everyone's waiting to go on the opening act finishes and everyone runs to get our set ready.
20 minutes later.
" HELLO RENO . WE ARE OUTSIDE LOOKING IN. ARE YOU GUYS READY TO PARTY?" I shout.
We play three songs. The crowd loves the set so far.
" So This next song we wrote as recently. As many of you know I just had a baby girl about a week ago and we wrote this song thinking about all the questions we had about who she will be. "
We play who are you and everyone goes nuts.
" Thank you So much. We loved writing this song about our little bird. " Scarlett shouted. Shooting me a smile.
" This next songs called Outside Looking in. " I say. The stage goes black everyone screams.
I look off stage and CC is there smiling holding Raven who has woken up.
The music starts.
" Do you ever sit in a room filled with crowds of memories....."

* 20 minutes Later after two encores*
" THANK YOU RENO YOU'VE BEEN AMAZING!!" I shout as I run off the stage.
The curtains shut and Alexander slams his guitar case shut.
" Alexander stop the bullshit. That right there that show is why we are doing this. Who cares if we get linked to another band. Our fans love us for us. Now for who our memebers are related to." I snap at him.
He ignores me and storms away.
" Give him time. He's a little sore that he was wrong for snapping earlier" Scarlett says patting my back.
I run right over to CC.
He pulls me into a kiss. I instantly feel my stress melt away.
" Lets go I have a meet and greet to do. " I smiles leading them to the Meet and Greet area.

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