I can't feel anything anymore.
Hospital
I heard the faint sound of beeping and smelt cleaning products. Where the fuck was I? I shifted and instantly groaned at the movement.
I slowly opened my eyes and saw a doctor standing over me.
" oh good your awake how are you feeling?" He asked
" a little soar and my head kills "I said.
" we'll you lost a lot of blood and you have some bad bruises on your ribs but you should be okay" he said and I nodded remembering what happened.
" your brothers have been waiting for you , I'm going to grab then" he said and left.
I froze. After over a year, I couldn't see them. I had no other choice but to lay back. I was about to fall back asleep when the door shot open.The Guys walked in and looked at me, they're eyes were red and puffy
Jake ran in and hugged me. I felt tears on my back and I hugged back.
" you have no idea how much I missed you" he said I felt my body shake.
" I - I misse you too" I said my voice cracking. He let me go and instantly Ashley jumped in the bed hugging me to him. I groaned.
" don't you ever fucking leave again" he said burying his face in my neck. I hugged back but remained silent. I didn't have words to express how much I missed them.
Andy walked over and pulled Ashley off and quickly took his place .
" hey.." Ashley wined
" I'm so sorry this happened , you have no idea how miserable it's been without you" he said
He stood up and jinxx hugged me.
"My fucking god I missed you, I thought we would never see you again" he said rubbing my back. I leaned against him.
" Me too"I said softly.
" your so lucky Sammi called us or you would be much worse, and don't worry Djs in jail and will befor a long time" he said and I smiled
Jinxx stood up and sat down . leaving cc standing there awkwardly. Andy was sitting on the windowsill and Ashley jake and jinxx were sitting in chairs. They all looked At cc glaring and he coughed nervously looking at me.
" Jess that day it wasn't wh-" I cut him off.
" I know cc, Ella told me everything" I said and he looked at me. The others stared.
" you believe it?" He asked and I nodded
" wait really?" Andy asked shocked. I laughed alittle.
" yeah, I didn't at first then Sammi kinda shoved me into the wall and screamed the sense in me" I said and they allchuckled
" of course" Jinxx said and I laughed softly again.
"so your not upset with me?" Cc asked and. I shook my head
" no"
He smiled and ran to the bed hugging me. I breathed in the scent I missed so much. I missed being in his arms. He let go and smiled before sitting in a chair next to jinxx.
There was a moment of silence when someone spoke up.
" why didn't you contact us" jake asked suddenly and I sighed.
" I don't know, my mind took over , I thought you were done with me cc, and then when I ran I knew I couldn't come back, I thought you hated me" I said and they starred at me.
" Jess we could never hate you, we hate that you left but never once hated you, we were worried sick " Ashley said and I sighed
" I'm sorry"
" another thing, how long has DJ been hitting you" jinxx asked
I remained silent
" Jess" Andy said
" 2 weeks after we got together.. Which was 2 months after I left" I said and they gasped.
" a year Jess..?" Cc asked ad I nodded
" why didn't you leave?" Jake asked
" he wouldn't let me, I was scared and I needed someone" I said and they sighed sadly
" je-" Ashley started but I was done with this conversation.
" can we just drop it?" I asked and they nodded.
"I'm going to call the girls to tell then your okay" Andy said. Jinxx and jake got up and followed, each kissing my forehead on the way out.
" I saw hot nurse down the hall, im going to get her number" Ashley said and I laughed.
" slut!" i called as he smirked walking out leaving cc and me alone.
" so how are you feeling?" He asked sitting on the side of the bed.
" I'm okay, just soar" I said and he smiled.
" good" he said
I looked at him. His eyes , those eyes I fell in love with a year ago, and those lips.
He looked at me and then to my lips and my breath caught in my throat as he started to lean forward.
His face was inches from mine his hot breath tickling my lips. I moved to connect our lips when the door opened. He jumped up and back into the chair and my breath was heavy while my heart bested faster than anything.
Ashley walked in holding his cheek.
" didn't go we'll?" I snickered and he glared.
"I think she just couldn't handle all of this" he said motioning to his body.
Cc and me laughed
" so anything go on in here?" He asked raising an eye brow and I looked at cc.
" no nothing at all man" he said looking at me and my breath heaved again. I was still in love.
I slowly opened my eyes and saw a doctor standing over me.
" oh good your awake how are you feeling?" He asked
" a little soar and my head kills "I said.
" we'll you lost a lot of blood and you have some bad bruises on your ribs but you should be okay" he said and I nodded remembering what happened.
" your brothers have been waiting for you , I'm going to grab then" he said and left.
I froze. After over a year, I couldn't see them. I had no other choice but to lay back. I was about to fall back asleep when the door shot open.The Guys walked in and looked at me, they're eyes were red and puffy
Jake ran in and hugged me. I felt tears on my back and I hugged back.
" you have no idea how much I missed you" he said I felt my body shake.
" I - I misse you too" I said my voice cracking. He let me go and instantly Ashley jumped in the bed hugging me to him. I groaned.
" don't you ever fucking leave again" he said burying his face in my neck. I hugged back but remained silent. I didn't have words to express how much I missed them.
Andy walked over and pulled Ashley off and quickly took his place .
" hey.." Ashley wined
" I'm so sorry this happened , you have no idea how miserable it's been without you" he said
He stood up and jinxx hugged me.
"My fucking god I missed you, I thought we would never see you again" he said rubbing my back. I leaned against him.
" Me too"I said softly.
" your so lucky Sammi called us or you would be much worse, and don't worry Djs in jail and will befor a long time" he said and I smiled
Jinxx stood up and sat down . leaving cc standing there awkwardly. Andy was sitting on the windowsill and Ashley jake and jinxx were sitting in chairs. They all looked At cc glaring and he coughed nervously looking at me.
" Jess that day it wasn't wh-" I cut him off.
" I know cc, Ella told me everything" I said and he looked at me. The others stared.
" you believe it?" He asked and I nodded
" wait really?" Andy asked shocked. I laughed alittle.
" yeah, I didn't at first then Sammi kinda shoved me into the wall and screamed the sense in me" I said and they allchuckled
" of course" Jinxx said and I laughed softly again.
"so your not upset with me?" Cc asked and. I shook my head
" no"
He smiled and ran to the bed hugging me. I breathed in the scent I missed so much. I missed being in his arms. He let go and smiled before sitting in a chair next to jinxx.
There was a moment of silence when someone spoke up.
" why didn't you contact us" jake asked suddenly and I sighed.
" I don't know, my mind took over , I thought you were done with me cc, and then when I ran I knew I couldn't come back, I thought you hated me" I said and they starred at me.
" Jess we could never hate you, we hate that you left but never once hated you, we were worried sick " Ashley said and I sighed
" I'm sorry"
" another thing, how long has DJ been hitting you" jinxx asked
I remained silent
" Jess" Andy said
" 2 weeks after we got together.. Which was 2 months after I left" I said and they gasped.
" a year Jess..?" Cc asked ad I nodded
" why didn't you leave?" Jake asked
" he wouldn't let me, I was scared and I needed someone" I said and they sighed sadly
" je-" Ashley started but I was done with this conversation.
" can we just drop it?" I asked and they nodded.
"I'm going to call the girls to tell then your okay" Andy said. Jinxx and jake got up and followed, each kissing my forehead on the way out.
" I saw hot nurse down the hall, im going to get her number" Ashley said and I laughed.
" slut!" i called as he smirked walking out leaving cc and me alone.
" so how are you feeling?" He asked sitting on the side of the bed.
" I'm okay, just soar" I said and he smiled.
" good" he said
I looked at him. His eyes , those eyes I fell in love with a year ago, and those lips.
He looked at me and then to my lips and my breath caught in my throat as he started to lean forward.
His face was inches from mine his hot breath tickling my lips. I moved to connect our lips when the door opened. He jumped up and back into the chair and my breath was heavy while my heart bested faster than anything.
Ashley walked in holding his cheek.
" didn't go we'll?" I snickered and he glared.
"I think she just couldn't handle all of this" he said motioning to his body.
Cc and me laughed
" so anything go on in here?" He asked raising an eye brow and I looked at cc.
" no nothing at all man" he said looking at me and my breath heaved again. I was still in love.
Hey whens the update I'm in love with this story and you haven't updated in like 2 months plz plz plz update soon
5/14/14