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I can't feel anything anymore.

I come alive in the lights.

"Burn Bright on in 5!"

I smiled adjusting my in-ears and looked around to see the others jumping up and down near the stage. I

looked over in the corner where Jake , jinxx and Andy were off to the side talking quietly.

Wonder what that's about?

Jake looked over at me and I raised an eyebrow before he quickly turned back to the others. I sighed out and looked around for cc who has been missing for an hour.

Everyones been acting very weird Ever since I woke up from my nap last night , exsepcialy cc who kept spacing out last night and when we finally fell asleep he kept tossing and turning and muttering in his sleep. I was worried but every time I asked they insisted they were fine.

My thoughts cut off as someone snaked their arms around my waist.

I smiled as Cc nuzzled his face into my kneck and I turned around in his arms looking up at him. He wore a nervous smile and I got worried again.

" ready?"

" of course"

I smiled kissing his lips, We pulled away and I starred up at him again studying his face. He looked stressed out.

" what?" He asked raising an eyebrow and I shrugged

" you just seem off, you sure you're okay?"

He nodded quickly

" for the last time I'm fine, you worry too much "

I opened my mouth to say something but was cut off as the stage lights dimmed and the crowd screamed.

" 30 seconds!"

Cc let go of me and kissed me pationatly. I smiled into the kiss but was caught off guard by the intensity.

" I'm fine okay? Go kill it ,i'll be here after, I love you"

I smiled

" I love you too cc."

I turned and went over to the side of the stage where the others were already lined up shaking their arms out.

I got in back of Matt who turned around and smiled just as James ran out.

" ready ?" He yelled

"Aren't I always?"

I smirked back as cam and Sean both ran on , the crowd cheered louder.

" good" he smirked before turning and running out after them.

I looked behind me to see the others standing in a line smiling at me

.I smiled back and walked on the stage ,the lights making me feel alive as the crowd cheered louder.

Shit I loved my life.

---

" thank you boston and goodnight!" I called as we finished the last song.

We all walked off tired and out of breath but smiles were plastered on all of our faces.

It was one hell of a show. One of the best, they sang to every word and for some reason, I felt amazing.

" amazing as always baby sister" jake said walking up to me with the others minus jinxx.

I wonder where he was?

" where's jinxx?" I asked as cc came up to me kissing the side of my head.

They all looked at eachother nervously causing suspicion to rise in my head again

. " he's getting something." Andy said

"Getting what?"

" just stuff , don't worry about it" jake said and I raised my eyebrows for about the tenth time today , something was up and I couldn't figure out what it was.

Before I could answer cc looked around before cutting my thoughts off.

" why don't you go take a shower."

"Why now? I want to watch you guys"

"We don't go on for 15 minutes ,if you miss the beginning that's fine. " cc said and before I could protest James was beside me.

" yeah let's go , I'll come on the bus with you"

I nodded slowly looking at each of them cautiously before I gave up and kissed cc before walking away with James.

Why the hell was everyone acting so strange?

---

" Jess hurry up!" I heard James shout as I brushed out my hair.

I quickly put it down and shut the bathroom light off before walking out to the living area.

" Jesus, first you rush me to leave and now you're rushing me to go back, pick one" I muttered walking past him to sit on the couch and put on my black vans.

He stood up and looked at his phone typing quickly and looking up at me.

" whatever grumpy come on! Their sets almost over"

I groaned standing up

" Jesus I'm ready lets go"

He smiled and grabbed my hand basically dragging me off the bus and into the cold night. I was only in a asking Alexandria shirt with a plaid shirt over it and black skinny jeans so I was freezing.

We got to the back door of the club and showed our passes to the gaurd who opened the door.

One we stepped In music pounded through us as we walked towards side stage, James quickly leading the way.

"James slow the fuck down" I called walking up the stairs , as I got to the top he was already in the corner.

I went to walk there but something caught my eye on the stage. It couldn't be.

I squinted and walked closer, holy shit it was.

Ashley was yelling into the mic playing his bass while the crowd went nuts.

Why was he here? Is that why everyone's acting strange?

" jessy!!" I heard voices call and before I had time to react arms latched themselfs around me nocking me to the ground.

" what the fuck "

The bodies got off me and I looked up seeing Juliet, Sammi, and Ella standing above me.

That explains where jinxx was.

" holy shit" I breathed out jumping up and hugging them.

"Why are you here?!?"

I exclaimed releasing the hug.

They smiled and shrugged

" no reason, just wanted to come" Juliet said I stared at them about to protest but just closed my mouth, they wouldn't tell me anyway.

" whatever.." I said sarcastically and they smiled

" let's watch the show" Sammi said I nodded and walked with them to the side stage.

Andy was hanging on the microphone singing the last words to Shadows die.

Cc was at his drums smiling as jinxx and jake leaned against eachother on their guitars.

As the song ended Ashley walked towards Andy catching me in the corner of his eye and smiled.

I smiled back as Andy took the mic off the stand and started to speak.

" this is our last song tonight, this ones called In the End."

I smiled as the song went by.

During jakes guitar solo Ashley ran to the side where we were and before I could react the girls stepped away as he slung his bass behind him and in one grab picked me up and put me over his shoulder.

" Ashley!"

I kicked but he held me tight and ran back on the stage not letting me down. I squirmed and saw cc laughing at his set as the song ended.

Once it ended Ashley took me off his shoulder and set me in front of him as Andy started to speak.

" before we go we have somethig special to do, come here Jess" Andy said and I cautiously walked towards the center of the stage where he was

He looked at my face and laughed before slinging an arm around me.

" you all know Jess , right?"

The crowd cheered and I laughed

" well we have an announcemrnt but you all have to be quiet okay ?"


They cheered a little but became quiet as I looked back but didn't see cc at the set.

I went to turn around but bumped into cc who came up beside me laughing.

" well ill leave this to cc"

Andy handed cc the microphone and stepped back while I looked at cc .

" what the hell?" I mouthed and he chuckled giving me a kiss on the cheek causing some girls to squel in the crowd.

" well I know you're very curious to as why we all have been acting weird and if you're quiet you'll find out" he said smirking and I shook my head smiling.

He looked at me for a second before lifting the microphone to his mouth again but keeping his eyes locked with mine.

" Jess, since the day we met I knew you were special, in everyway , I love you, I love your grumpiness, how you're extremly shy, everything about you drives me wild."

He took a breath as I stared at him feeling my heart thud I my chest.

" we've been through a lot but I've never stopped loving you even those days we were apart, I still love you and I always will."

He reached in his back pocket before slowly kneeling down on one knee as he pulled out a velvet box.

I heard some squeals from the crow and he laughed a little. I let out a small gasp as he opened the box and took out a ring and lifted the microphone back to his face wearing a nervous smile.

" Jessica Beatrice Pitts"

I smiled at the use of both my middle name and the last name.

" would you make me the happiest man in the world and be mine forever. Will you marry me?"

Once the words left his mouth I felt my knees weaken as he stared up at me nervously .

I let a smile spread across my whole face as I nodded my head up and down. I felt my heart heat up and my arms start to shake

" of course"

He smiled and quickly slipped the ring on my finger before jumping to his feet and grabbing my face pressing his lips against mine.

I smiled into the kiss as the crowd erupted in cheers but he kept his lips firmly against mine with his hands still on my face making no intention of pulling away and I wasn't complaining.

" well I think that was a perfect end to the night what do you think Boston?!" I Heard Andy cheer into the mic

We finally pulled away and he wrapped his arms strongly around me as the crowd cheered louder.

" well id like to say congratulations to these two idiots, glad you two will be happy forever" I heard again and I looked over at him smiling.

" And on that note that's a night ! See you next time Boston!"

They cheered and cc let go of me and gave me one last kiss before wrapping an arm around me as we made our way off stage.

Shit what a night.

Notes

Happy?! Don't hate me to been so long.

Comments

Hey whens the update I'm in love with this story and you haven't updated in like 2 months plz plz plz update soon

Crazyendorphin Crazyendorphin
5/14/14

update! :DD

the fucking anz the fucking anz
3/16/14

@Havic Fortuna
I have more stories until I update! Ill update very sppn

@Havic Fortuna
Thank u!

I legit spent all night and morning so far reading the first part and all of this. (I've been up since 3pm yesterday and it's 7am right now) This has got to be one of my favorite stories. Please update soon, you're fucking awesome. I love your writing!!!

Havic Fortuna Havic Fortuna
3/10/14