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Loner

Where it all began

I remember it like it was yesterday. My mother and father had gotten into an argument one day and i guess dad was so fed up to the point he threw my baby brother's crip seat at me, thinking it'd hit the wall. I stayed home that friday so nobody would ask questions. But when i woke up late in the afternoon mom was gone. Dad had told me she left to be with Gary, the guy she cheated on him with. Usually i'd think he was lying but i could tell he wasn't because of the tears in his eyes and then i saw the budlight beer can, thing was he stopped drinking long time ago. Weeks went by and Dad was looking terrible. He grew depressed and didn't even get out of bed most days. The days he did get out of bed he had taunted me, for no reason. I would walk in the house and he'd be like "go to your room and take off that make-up you look like a clown" and i'd say nothing. On 12 January 2010 he had krept into my room while i was asleep and crawled into my bed. I whimpered. He started to put his hand on my thigh getting closer to my privates, he reeked of beer and i said "daddy what are you doing?" he continued to unbutton my pants and say "yes i am your daddy"... That happened about two more times. One day at school my teacher Ms.Annie had asked me to stay after class, she was like the mother i had always wanted. She'd bring me little snacks and help me study if i needed it, anyways she had saw the pain in my eyes, i started to have baggy eyes. The class had ended and she strutted over to my desk in her long black dress "look sweetie" she said in her motherly voice. "Now i understand it's been stressful but you need some sleep" her warm hand touched my face "tell me what is going on". I didn't wanna tell her but i told her because i didn't want to deal with the pain anymore, dad's pain. Child protective services ended up taking me away from him and he ended up in jail for rape for the next 14 years, (i doubt he'll make it) and put me in a home with a bunch of random kids who i didn't even know. The first night there was hell! These girls who were darker than a burnt cookie or whatnot had beaten me because i was the newbie. One girl said her name is Tynesha and if i narced on her she'd get her "homeboy" to come and "set me straight" i barely knew what she was talking about. Thankfully the lady taking care of us had woken up and stopped them from hurting me. I didn't stay there long, Ms. Clark, the caretaker had told my social worker, Mr.Hickman, that i didn't belong there, that i was "a rich white snowflake who thought i was better than the other girls"which for one i have never been rich or anything close. The most expensive thing i had was my Product TitleCanon Powershot SX530 HS Camera with 32GB Deluxe Accessory Kit that costs $289.00 from my grandmama who saved her money for me to get it. This does not conclude my life struggles....

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