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Take Me Away

Life Has Been Hell Without You

A couple minutes later, Joe comes back.
“Cat, you have a visitor."



:3 Cat :3



“I’m coming!” I tell him.
“Ooooooohhh, does Cat have a friend? Maddy jokes.
“I hope so!” I grin. He actually came! I walk out of the bunk area, and make my way to the front lounge. And there he is. Looking like a god, sitting on our countertop. He sees me and gives me a small smile. If only he knew. I return it with a big grin. There is hope for us, someday.

XXX Ash XXX

She walks out, looking effortlessly beautiful as always. I give her a small smile. She sees my +1 and her smile drops. Andy wanted to come with. I had told the guys our history a long time ago. Andy said he wanted to come to put her in her place if he needed too. Honestly, I think he just came to see that girl he met at the party, Katie or something.
“Andy just came to see Katie, didn’t he?” I force my self to keep calm. They both answer me.
“Kate.” They say in unison.
“And, yea I did.” Now Andy is the one grinning. Awwwww someone has a crush.
“Last bunk.” She points her thumb to the back of the bus. He grinned and skipped down the hall. Fucking weirdo, skipping. She plops herself on the couch, stretching her legs onto the chair across from her. She used to do that all the time at my apartment.
“Come sit with me!” She pats the spot next to her, I obey. I instinctive slide my arm around her waist. Ooops not supposed to do that.
“Sorry.” I mumble and retract my arm. She just sighs. And puts it back where it was. I grin, and she buries her face in my chest. I missed this.
“Comfortable?” I ask.
“More than you will ever know. She replies. This was us. We used to sit like this, we used to say that line, we used to talk for hours. I missed my Cat.
“I missed you so much!” I gush pulling her into a hug. She hugs me back just as tight.
“I missed you too Ash.” She pulls pack and looks me in the eye.
“More than you will ever know.” She smirks and we both start laughing.
“So what’s been up with you? And don’t leave out the bad things, alright? I don’t care if you killed someone when I came to Miami, just tell me!” She’s serious now. So I tell her.
“Well, the first year was hell, I missed my best friend so much. I was drinking a lot. Lost my job.” I’m putting things mildly for her. Just as I’m saying this, she looks ready to cry.
“I’m sorry, I really am. I just …. Couldn’t stay there.” She hugs me again. She gives me the okay to continue.
“Well, one night I was playing my bass, ya know the blue one you gave me on my birthday?” She nods.
“Some guy who works at the label heard me, and came up to my apartment. He gave me his card, and eventually I got hooked onto Black Veil Brides. And now, “ I poke her in the nose.
“I get to be reunited with my best friend.” She smiles, and what a beautiful smile it is.

:3 Cat :3

My best friend, I missed him so much. I love him so much, but I can’t, not yet.
“So, what have you been doing?” He asks. I stare at the floor. I can’t tell him, he kept it all together when I left. I was a hot mess. Scratch that, a hot suicidal mess.
“Oh. That’s not important, just that you’re back is enough for me.” I’m still looking at the floor.
“Cat, just tell me!” He wines, so I finally look up at him.
“It doesn’t matter, It’s in the past.” I put my hand up to his cheek, if only he knew how beautiful he is. He smiles, an all out Ashley Purdy smile that I haven’t seen in five years. He looks at my hand, and then sees my wrist. Shit I forgot to cover them up. His smile vanishes and he grabs my arm pulling it towards him. A tear leaks out of his face. I use my other hand to wipe it away, he grabs that one too.
“Why Cat?” He looks like a kicked puppy. I speak in monotone, all the happiness has left me.
“I got low. Really low. I didn’t see an end to the pain. The only reason I’m alive today is because of Kate. I was at a bar, and I broke up a fight between her and a girl Andy’s size. I left and made these in the parking lot.” I run my fingers over the two darkest, and largest scars, one on each wrist. Now I’m the one with overactive tear ducts. The water works are making their way down my face, one after another. He pulls me into his side, and lets me cry.
“Finish the story.” He says softly.
“Well, Kate had come out into the parking lot, she had been kicked out by the bouncer. She saw me and brought me to the hospital. After that, we sorta clicked. And then we started a band. My label found us playing a gig in Malibu, and hooked us up with Maddy, one of our guitarists. And then we released an album. Our second one is coming out soon. I haven’t had problems since that night. I’ve even helped Kate too.” He just hugs me tight, and lets me cry it out.

We lay there for a long time, even after I’m done crying. I lift my head and look at him. He looks down at me.
“Life has been hell without you.” We both say at the same. I grin, and he gives me his infamous smirk.
“So where does this leave us at?” He stares at me. I see the same hopefulness in his eyes that I did five years ago. I frown.
“Ash, I fucking love you, so much. But I can’t. Not yet.” He looks down as if this has been the inevitable.
“It will happen soon. I promise. I can feel it. The last time I was there …….” I let my last sentence die on my lips. If only he knew.
“I’ve given you five years Cat, I don’t know how much longer I can wait.” He nuzzles his head on mine.
“I’m going to need some type of deposit to hold your place, you would be surprised at how many Purdy girls there are out there.” He looks miscevious. That’s okay. I could do with a little mischief in my life.
“Well then,” I pull his face to mine and kiss him. He pulls me closer and depends the kiss, our tongues wrestle for dominance. I lose. Well, I know a better way to get his attention. I grab his crotch, making his breath hitch. I move my hand away and pull my lips off of his just in time for Andy to come barreling into the lounge,
“Ashley, we are leaving.” I look at him and laugh. He looks comical. It adds to the fact that his hair is tasseled, and his shirt is missing.
“What’s wrong?” Ash asks, looking confused.
“She’s wearing Spiderman “knickers”.” He put his fingers up and made quotations around the word knickers. Ashley bursts out in laugher, only making Andy stomp off the bus faster. We both stand up.
“Let me know when your ready, your deposit,” He pauses, pulling me as close as possible and kissing me again. I thought it was romantic and all until he grabbed my ass.
“Is now complete.” He finishes pulling back and leaving the bus. I hope it happens soon. I really do. For my sanity’s sake as much as his.
Right on time, the alarm in the kitchen goes off. I turn it off before heading back to the bunks.
“It’s time to get ready for our show guys!” I shout. Maddy groans, obviously just waking up.
“Oh, and I’m changing part of My side attraction for tonight, you don’t have to play differently, it’s just a lyrical change.” Last minute idea, for the last part of the song. Tonight was going to be beast.

Notes

Alright, sorry I took so long.
Does anybody have any guesses why she has to wait?
Next chapter will have a self-harm scene so be warned. ( I don't promote self-harm. If you self harm and need someone to talk to, message me! I'm always one to talk, and I'm on all the time.)

"Someday soon, I'm going to meet my maker." ~Unknown
That's my favorite quote, it was said by a dying person. They believed death was a good thing, but you were supposed to wait until it took you. Not the other way around.
There is always another option.
Well, on that happy note, happy sweat my ass off, three months of freedom!
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7/7/14
Haha XD ok I'm dying with ash! WALK STRAIGHT
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7/24/13
Blahhhhh I want more :(
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7/12/13
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7/11/13
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7/11/13