Andy Biersack x reader SMUT

Y/N's P.O.V
I lay my head down on my pillow, listening to music through my earphones. What the hell is wrong with me?! I have a goddamn crush on my older brother! It's just, he's so... attractive and... intelligent and talented... I can't help but love him as so much more. A few days ago, my older brother Andy had arrived back home from Warped Tour. Every time I look at him, and he looks back, we stare at each other for what seems like an eternity. It makes me really wet down there...
*KNOCK* *KNOCK*
I rip my earphones out of my ears.
"Come in?" Oh, it's Andy...
"Hey, Y/N, I was wondering if we could have a little talk?"
"Y-yeah, okay," Oh god, I stuttered! Andy closes the door, walks over and sits down on the edge of my bed. I wonder what he wants to talk about.
"So... Y/N, since I've arrived, I've noticed something. but, the thing is, I'm not quite sure about it and I was wondering if you could maybe confirm it for me... or, prove me wrong," I look at him, obviously extremely confused. What is he on about?
"Uh, go on..." I say, wanting him to spit it out already.
"Well then. Y/N, do you love me? I mean, more than your brother. I want you to tell me the truth, okay? I won't judge you if you do..." He looks at me with serious eyes. I gulp. Oh no, he knows! Andy knows about me having a crush on him!
"I, uh... ummm... y-yeah, I d-do." I say quietly. "Oh gosh, Andy! I've liked you forever! Whenever I'm around you I get really nervous. I'm sorry if I've disappointed you now. Please don't hate me..." I look down, starting to cry from stress. I just admitted to my brother that I love him. Why does life work this? Why?
My tears continue to drop onto the bed coverings. Then, I feel a hand caress my cheek. I lift my head up. There he is, staring straight into my soul through my eyes, smiling a genuine warm, hearty smile.
"Y/N, I don't hate you. I'm not disappointed in you. I'm actually really happy about this... because, I feel the same way. I love you too Y/N," He wipes away my tears. I smile back at him, knowing it's true. He starts to lean in, closing his eyes. I do the same. I don't care what people have to say about this. They don't need to understand, no one needs to understand. Our lips touch slowly. I've waited forever for this to happen. At first the kiss is nice and slow, but then gets rougher as we go along. Andy starts to push me backwards so that I'm laying down on the bed, Andy on top of me. He groans into the kiss, trying to push his tongue into my mouth. I deny, so he tries to break in by playing with my right nipple through my pajama shirt, since I'm not wearing a bra. I moan, allowing him to enter my mouth. Pulling away, he rips off my pajama shirt; taking in every inch of my bare chest.
"Damn, Y/N! I knew that your breasts were big, but I didn't know that they've really been this big the whole time..." I blush, and look to the side from being the shy person I am. I shouldn't be this shy with my brother... I mean, he is my brother... right? It's not like we never had baths together when we were really little kids. Regardless, I'm embarrassed either way.
"Y/N, don't be shy... you're beautiful. You know that, right?" I nod, his assurance making me feel better and less shy about it. I gesture towards his Motley Crue shirt, implying that I want it to be fair. "You want this off?" He points to his shirt and I nod again. Andy pulls off his shirt, and leans down to kiss me again, massaging my breasts as he does so. Suddenly, I feel something hard poking the inside of my thigh, and I squeak, causing Andy to stop kissing me and look up at me, worry filling his warm oceanic eyes.
"W-what's that thing p-poking me?" I look at him, and he merely chuckles, sending me to go into a deep spiral of confusion.
"That, Y/N, you don't need to worry about right now..." He says, making me even more confused with each and every word he says. Continuing on kissing all the way down my neck and sucking at certain places, Andy proceeds to pull down my pajama pants. I moan, for some odd reason. He continues to suck at that place and I moan more, feeling so much pleasure. I unbuckle his belt and I feel him grin cheekily against my neck. He sucks harder making me moan a bit louder. Oh god, I need him so badly.
"A-Andy, I n-need you..." I mumble trying to pull his pants down. He pulls his pants down for me, and then pulls down his boxers. I had no idea my brother was that big.
"Are you sure you're ready for this Y/N?"
"I'm sure..."
"Okay, tell me if it hurts, okay?"
"Okay," Andy doesn't pull down my underpants, but simply parts them to the side a bit, and places his tip at my entrance.
"You ready?" I nod. "Okay."
He slides in slowly, eventually pain starts to course through my body. I flinch and a single tear falls from my eye. Andy continues to go in, to the point where he can't go in any further.
"Tell me when to start," I nod again. The pain is unbearable!
Soon enough, after about a minute, I say a single word; "Go." He starts to thrust slowly, but passionately. After a while the pain starts to die down and I fell a tinge of pleasure instead.
"A-Andy, f-faster!" I manage to moan out. He does as told. Andy's thrusts go from painfully slow, to pleasurably fast. Moaning, I grab onto his back and wrap my legs around his waist to bring him closer to me and to deepen the penetration. This action makes me moan really loud, making Andy have to cover my mouth with his hand as he speeds up. The room is being filled with moans, groans, pants, and the sound of our bodies slapping together.
All of a sudden, I feel a sort of feeling in the pit of my stomach. Without any kind of warning, I cum all over Andy's throbbing member, moaning as loud as I possibly can. Andy moans too, god that was sexy. He speeds up his now sloppy thrusts.
"Oh fuck! Y/N!" He yells, pulling out of me. Wait, he didn't climax... was I not good enough for him? Well if I didn't pleasure him then, I'm going to pleasure him now. I push him backwards and wrap my hand around his dick. Andy looks at me with questioning eyes. I simply smile and start pumping my hand as fast as I can. He moans a loud, sexy moan. His eyes meet mine, and I moan as well because of the intimacy between us.
"Ohhhh Y/N! Fuck! Oh yeah, that's fucking good," Andy cums all over my hand and I lick at it, enjoying the taste. "Where the hell did you learn to do that?"
"Nowhere," I say simply. "I just did it."
"Well, that was fucking amazing... let's go to bed, shall we?" I nod. We both get under the covers, not bothering to put on any of our discarded clothing, and fall asleep in each other's arms.
I just lost my virginity, and my innocence, to my brother whom I am now incest with. People will talk, but, there is one thing; they don't need to understand.

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