They don't need to understand

Meridia*

I was sitting there at a small coffee shop waiting for my mum to be done her shift. It was 10:20 at night and I was dying to get home to my bed. "Mum how much longer till we close up?" I asked tiredly "Only half an hour Mer" was her response I groaned and thumped my head down on the table that sat beside the counter. Just then the bell for the door rand and my head shot up, This boy and his father came walking through. The boy was tall and had breath taking blue eye's.. I know he would never go for me I have no friends. My arms are scarred as fuck and I have bruises from my abusive boyfriend "Hey what can I get for you guys?" my mum asked with a bright smile on her face the guy blushed? ew. "Can I get 2 coffees?" he asked as the mysterious boy looked over at me, I gave a small smile but he rolled his eyes and went to find a seat for him and his father "I'm Chris by the way. Chris Biersack" he held his hand out to my mothers "Sarah" she said in return.

And thats when my life got worse. Chris and my mum hit it off, they became really close friends and would hang out every day. Too bad I couldn't say the same for Andy and I. He, Along with all the others, Hated me. He would give me dirty looks, make comments about me when I passed him and his friends in school, and made my life hell. It didn't help that my boyfriends beatings became a daily thing. And to top it all of My mum and I are moving in with Andy and his dad...

"Watch where your going, Fag" one of the girls spat at me as I got pushed to the ground, I had to will myself not to cry "Awe, Is the little emo baby gonna cry?" I looked down avoiding eye contact, then as if on queue The bell rang and I ran home. Tears flowing down my face.

As soon as i got home I ran straight to my room not answering my mums "Whats wrong?" I slammed my door shut and flopped down on my bed in tears not caring if anyone heard my sobs.

Over the course of the next 4 weeks Andys cruelty got worse and I found out Chris and my mum were going steady... fucking grate.

I was in the kitchen looking for some food, Because well. I kinda live here now and Andy came in "ugh, why are you eating, you fat pig" I looked at him then looked at my half eaten sand witch, I tossed it in the garbage and ran to my room and into my conjoined bathroom and forced my fingers down my throat until everything was gone. I got a text from Ryan who I really didn't want to hear from right now

Ryan:Why the fuck have you been ignoring me bitch

Meridia: I've been really busy I'm sorry

Ryan: whatever Bitch I'm coming in.

Then there was a knock at the door and Andy went to answer it "Who are you what do you want?" he asked, And I prayed he wouldn't let him in "Where's Meridia?" Ryan asked harshly "Ugh, She's in her room" moment's later he entered my room "H-hey" I said quietly "Don't fucking hey me bitch, You better not be whoring around, Because remember what I told you" He said stepping closer as I took a step back "I-I'm not I promise" I replied "You're a lying bitch" He seared and slapped me across my face "Now where the fuck have you been?!" His voice was getting louder and I mentally thanked the lord Chris and my mum were out, the only people here are Andy Ryan and myself, But Andy won't care "School and home, S-sir I promise" he struck me across my face again, then punched me in the jaw "Pl-please s-stop" I cried. I looked behind him a bit to see Andy had just walked by but quickly returned taking in the scene in front of him "NO YOU FUCKING BITCH YOU DESERVE IT" He kneed me in the gut and I fell, then started to kick me in my ribs, Out of no where I heard a booming voice "THAT IS NO WAY TO TREAT A GIRL" it was Andy... my vision was quickly fading "What are you going to do about it fag?" Ryan spat "I can kick you out of my fucking house." He replied, Ryan scuffed and turned around and kicked me again, In my head this time, "OW" I cried out "Thats it you fucker" Andy said, and he drug him to the door by his hair and threw him outside. Everything was going dim and I could barley hear Andy saying "That fuckers gone now" I felt myself get lifted up and placed on my bed then he left and I drifted into sleep.

I woke up in the morning with pain every where, My mum came in to tell me to get ready for school but I told her I was sick.
I spent the whole day in bed crying and getting texts from Ryan. I was walking around the house when Andy got home and again he rolled his eyes at me. I guess it was a one time thing, I walked into the kitchen where he was, I went to get some water "T-Thanks for last night" I said under my breath "Whatever" he said as he poured some orange juice in to a glass then poured it on my head I gasped and spun around "What was that for" I exclaimed "You're Kind of fat aren't you" he asked. And that's when things went down hill.

Notes

So if you were reading this from my original account, Hey, Been a while how have you been. If you're new. Hello. This had like 16 subscribers back in the day *2015* rip my old account