--Flashback--

I was strolling down the hall, on my way to class, people rushing past me and some just going at a slower pace, I was the one going at a normal speed because I wasn't in a rush to catch up and just going slow was in my opinion, stupid.

As i entered the classroom an eraser came flying towards me from across the room and came in contact with my eye making me hiss in pain and cover it. Laughter echoed the room and around me and I tried keeping calm. 'Don't blow up Ashley, just ignore it', I told myself taking my hand away from my eye and headed towards my desk when suddenly I tripped and ended up smashing my face against the table. That was the last straw, I stood up turning round to the culprit who was no other than Ronnie Radke himself who loved to just bully the fuck out me and do whatever it took to make me mad and grabbed the back of his collar.

I had no control and i ended up having him pinned on the ground with me repeatedly smashing my fist against his face and yelling a string of curse words into his face. I didn't stop. I couldnt stop and my hand was getting bloody with each blow. Screams and yells were heard and I stood up now kicking the male in the ribs, face just anywhere I could, I could hear him howl out in pain and spit out blood, I could feel the smirk plaster on my lips and I grabbed his arm and the next thing I know was a loud painful cracking sound of bone getting snapped. I was pulled away from the male before I could do anything else, I couldnt concentrate on what was going on and my vision started getting dark.

The only thing i saw was, Ronnie with a face covered with blood, his nose crocked and his arm bent in a way it shouldn't before darkness took over.

--End--

The next thing I know after that was I woke up in a cell, not this one, a totally different one and was in courts. Apparently i did major damage; broke his nose, knocked out a couple if teeth, bruised his entire face, broke his arm and fractured many of his ribs and one ended up pearcing an important organ but they fixed it and he wss very lucky to survive and this was all because I was tripped. I couldnt believe I almost killed a guy, I know for a fact if the teacher never pulled me away, I would've ended up killing him.

I couldnt live with that, knowing that my actions could've seriously kill somebody, no my disorder, I couldn't live with knowing my stupid disorder could end up killing someone so easily. I snapped out my thoughts when I heard the door creak open and saw my doctor standing there with his eyes narrowed and his lips molded into some sort of sneer. He hated me I know that for a fact but I guess the feelings are mutual. "Take your pills" He demanded slamming down a small container filled with pills down onto the table in hopes to startle me which by the way it didn't, it never did. Man he tries so hard I kind of feel for him.

I didn't say anything, I don't dare open my mouth, this angers him more and he picks it up sliding off the lid as his jaw was clenched, watching him intently as he did so he shook two pills into his palm. I stand up but I'm quickly seated back down by two guards who hold me down, the doctor looking at me with some sort of sick grin. I know what he's going to try and do, he doesn't all the time, I manage to keep my mouth shut tight. "Pry his mouth open" He ordered the two men who started to try and open my mouth. I thrash about violently, this anger's me, they make me take pills that make me worse, they don't help why can't they just see that, it pisses me off that they force me to take them. I gasped as a fist came in contact with my stomach and then gagged a little as the doctor practically shoved his hand down my throat letting go of the two pills. Once I was released I arched over and had one hand placed on my stomach when they winded me and a hand covering my mouth. They were to far down my throat I couldn't throw them back up so I had to swallow them instead, without any water, my spit had to do but it burned my throat and it wasn't easy when you just got punched full force. When I finally got the pills down I took a gastly breath in and then back out. I heard a scoff and then the door slam knowing I wss now alone once again.

I don't want to be here.

Notes

||Okay two updates in one day, this is more longer than chapter one because I thought chapter one was to short so here's another longer one.

Sooo just wanted to put Ronnie Radke in it because why not? I didn't want to make some random name up for a bully. I'm not saying Ronnie is but just for the story. He might make an appearance as well, who knows.

Andy will turn up real soon so hold your horses, even though its only chapter two but shh anyway hope your enjoying it so far cause I'm actual trying, I'll be going on holiday real soon so I won't be able to update for a while but I'll try

so see ya in the next chapter. Which probably will be tomorrow.