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"Clem, wake up." I rolled over but Jake wasn't there and i shot up.

"Hey, it's okay. I'm right here. Clem, calm down." I turned and saw Jake and the guys then remembered my nightmare and hugged my knees.

"Is she okay?"

"She's been this way since i got her here." Jake hugged me and i relaxed into his body then jumped when Andy's phone rang.

"Sorry." He went outside and Jake rubbed my back as i calmed down from the nightmare.

"Jake, what happened to her?"

"Blake happened." I felt my phone ring but ignored it until Cc answered.

"Clementine's phone. No, she can't. Hmm, seeming as you beat the hell out of her, no." I tensed, knowing who it was, then Jake tightened his grip on me.

"Clem, he won't get you."

"Whatever, asshole." Cc hung up and Ash smiled at me when Jinxx sat next to me.

"Hey Clem, listen, we're touring soon-" I freaked at the thought of them leaving me alone but Jake held me closer to him and i cried really badly.

"Listen to him, Clem!" I shook my head and cried as Jinxx moved back. All the guys moved back but Jake. I scare them, they hate me now.

"Clem, listen to me, i talked to our manager and he said we could bring you too." I shook my head as i tried to forget everything Blake put me through then started scratching at the cuts that were healing.

"Clem, no!" Jake grabbed my hands as Ashley pulled my sleeves back up but i was fighting them and crying out. Andy ran in and wrapped his arms around me then held me until i stopped fighting and laid limply in his arms.

"Dude, she's shattered."

"I know but i can't let her go!" Jake yelled then pulled me into a hug. I cried into his chest and he told the guys to go while we packed and everything.
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I walked onto the big black bus then laid on the couch as Jake put our bags away. I held my legs close and held the blanket around me even tighter and looked out the window when the bus lurched and we started moving.

"Clem, watch out." I moved so Cc could sit then he turned on the TV but i saw a news clip about my abusive parents and snatched the remote when he went to change it.

"Clem!" I growled at him and turned it up then the guys came out as i watched the house burn and heard they burned inside. I smiled and felt a weight lift off me then gave Cc the remote back and laid back on the couch as i smiled.

"What was that about?"

"I don't know, she just got happy about some couple dying."

"Wait, Clem, are they your parents?"

"They hurt me like Blake did." I whispered and felt a soft hand on my arm. I looked up at Jinxx and smiled then they sat around me as we drove to San Diego for the first show. When we got there, i was in a sweater that was Jake's and some skinny jeans with my converse and was walking around with the guys. We got to their sound check and i sat to watch them but someone sat next to me and Jake glared.

"Hi, beautiful." I turned to see TJ Bell but sunk away from him.

"Aww, don't be scared of me." He went to brush my hair back but i screamed and fell to the ground as i moved away.

"CLEM!" Jake jumped down then ran to me as the guys stopped playing. Jake grabbed me and glared at TJ as i curled into his side and people stared.

"What did i do?"

"She doesn't like people she doesn't trust touching her." Jake growled then helped me up and i held onto him tightly.

"You should remember that for the next time you try to touch her, Bell. Come on, Clem." Jake helped me onto the stage and i sat on the edge as they finished. When we went back to the bus, i got hungry and Cc smirked then held his hand out to me.

"Come on, i'll take you to get food." I took his hand and he took me to catering then i sat as he got us something to eat. I saw bands staring at me and whispering then started to scratch but Cc came over and gently grabbed my hands.

"Clem, honey, no. Don't do that." He pulled my hands apart and i looked down ashamed.

"It's okay, just eat then we can go back to the bus." I ate slowly as he sat next to me silently and ate then i jumped when someone sat next to me but i turned to see Andy and the guys sat around us then i relaxed.

"Hey, Andy!" We turned to see Chris Motionless and i felt my fangirl side come out slightly.

"Hey, Chris. What's up?"

"That girl, is she mentally unstable or just crazy?"

"Excuse me?" Andy growled as the entire tent got quiet.

"Is she mental or something?" I felt everyone staring at me as Andy stood then got in Chris' face and i knew this was about to get bad.

"Andy, please." I whispered and grabbed his hand then he looked at me and his eyes softened.

"Alright, Clem." He sat back down but Chris grabbed my arm and i screamed as i clawed him. Jake and Jinxx got him off me, Ashley shoved him back, Cc and Andy got between us and i cried into Jake.

"DON'T TOUCH HER!" Jinxx yelled and Chris seemed shocked he got mad.

"And why not?! Why does she flip when people touch her?!"

"BECAUSE SHE'S BEEN ABUSED FOR SO MANY YEARS OF HER LIFE THEN HER STALKER EX KIDNAPS HER AND BEATS THE FUCK OUT OF HER FOR TWO MONTHS!" Ashley yelled and no one moved or spoke. I was silently sobbing into Jake's chest then i held him and he picked me up like a child and carried me back to the bus. That night, i wouldn't let him go and fell asleep to him humming a sweet song to me.

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