You Find Your Hell Is Home

*Jinxx's POV*

After Jake told me we were going to the place that my nightmares been at. I fought him about going, I didn't want to go on a ghost adventure shit! I was haunted enough by ghosts in the past and even now. Though Jake win, he got me to come with them on this trip. Maybe if I face my fear, it will help me over come the nightmares I been having. I was sitting all the way in the back seat, Jake was in front of me and the others had their full seat too. I was looking out the window. We would be at the first house in a day. It would be three weeks before we got to the hopsital. See, Andy went looking up things online about ghost stories that were unexplain. He wanted to try and figure them out. One of the houses were my old house, the one we ran from. My brother and I went back to the house but it wasn't as bad as it was when we were little. But that was also the same town that the hospital was in too. I really didn't want to go, but I heard the guys saying that if they could find out what happen in the hospital, it would be good and they would reopen the case. Get the families that lost their children to the evil doctor some hope and peace to move on and not be so lost anymore.

"Jinxx...." My eyes snapped open and I looked around. Please not here. I was watching everything about me. Andy was driving, Ashley had a map telling him where to go. CC was watching videos on his phone and Jake was just messing with his guitar. "Jinxx...." I was really freaking out because it sounded like it was coming from the side of me. I looked over and the ghost was right there. If it wasn't for Jake being in front of me, I would have screamed or said something to her. She reached over and I could feel her freezing hand touching my face.

"Please, please leave me alone...." I whispered looking at the side of my eye to make sure that Jake didn't hear me. When he kept playing with the guitar I relaxed. But remember the ghost next to me, the one touching me. Ghost couldn't touch you, what the hell is going on???

"Stay away, go home...." That fast she was gone and I still felt her cold hand against my cheek. I was really shaking, and just grabbed my pillow and lay down in the back seat. I can't believe she is fucking following me!

"Jinxx, are you okay? Maybe it's not good to fall asleep just yet." I looked up at Jake and sighs a bit.

"I'm fine, just laying down. I mean this is a really long trip. Let me know when we are at the rest stop. But really where are we going first? You guys never told me." I just lay there looking up. Trying to keep my mind off the ghost.

"Andy said it was the house where the family disappeared one night. No one knows what happen to them." CC just looked at Andy.

"Well another thing is that it's haunted too. CC don't think this is okay to be doing this. We told him just to suck it up. I mean we all need to do something. It's getting really boring at home. These other houses are just going to be the fun for it. The only mystery we are going to is Saint Helens Asylum. They said the doctor there about 15 years ago went crazy, he started thinking that all the kids needed help and started doing experiments on them. They closed down the Asylum after a while. There was a total of 16 kids, one was taken out of the asylum after two kids went missing. The other 15 were killed. They said that the doctor was found working on one of the kids, it was a girl about 14 years old name 203, or at lease what he called her. They couldn't find her and it turn out that Dr. Logan kidnapped her, they were too late to get to her though. There was another name on the list, but before the cops could find out who it was. Logan got rid of the file. He called all of them by numbers never their names." Ashley was freaking me out even more. I tried to stay calm but it wasn't working too well. I closed my eyes.
"Though they couldn't find any of the files. See there was a total of 400 people in that place. it was only them 16 he target. So, we are going to find out why he target them. I think the files are still there so if you really want to skip the other places. We can just got to Fort Dodge, Iowa...." Andy had to fucking say that name. The home of my childhood home.

"Guys, I don't think you are helping at all. Really he looks as if he's going to be sick. Just stop or I will kick both your asses." CC was always the one defending one of us when the others tried to gang up on one. I mean we are like brothers. We tease the shit out of each other like brothers too.

"Come on Chris, we are just having fun..." Ashley just laughed. "I don't believe any of this bullshit anyways. We are going to Saint Helens Asylum, but we won't get there until like 3 weeks from now. We are going to stop here for the night and tomorrow we will be at the first house."

We pulled over at a rest spot and as soon as the van stopped I was outside and heading to get food and go to the bathroom to try and calm myself down. They had to fucking talk about the story of that place. It was all over the news about what happen there. A doctor name Logan, went crazy, did tests on the kids and then killed them because he would torture them in the most horrible ways. I thought of my dreams, was that Logan? Was he somehow in my dream and why was he in my dreams.

"Jinxx....." The lights flashed off and on really quick, when they came on and stay on. The mirror had writing on it. It made my body freeze, I couldn't move. 'Stay away from Saint Helens Asylum'. I looked around hearing the doors of the stalls slamming close one at a time. BOOM! BOOM! BOOM! Soon the water in all the sinks turned on and turned red like blood spilling over the side and toward me.

"Stop this!" I moved back until I hit the wall and just slided down the wall and pulled my knees to my chest and just wrapped my arms around my legs before hiding my face. "Please, just stop this. I'm so tired of this. JUST FUCKING STOP!"

"Jinxx, you must stay away. It's not safe at Saint Helens." I felt a cold hand touch me and looked up to see her right in my face.

"What do you mean? You're a fucking ghost! You shouldn't even be here right now. Just who the hell are you??" I was scared but trying to be brave. I don't know if it was working. She moved her face inches from mine and sighed. She kissed my cheek before whispering into my ear.

"You don't remember? That really hurts. But stay away from Saint Helens. Your friends are really stupid. You will all die." With that she moved away from me and send blood flying at me. I hid my face and when I looked up again, everything was normal.

"Jinxx, are you okay man? We are setting up out beds on the seat. Jinxx?" CC walked around the concer and frown seeing me on the floor. He was really worry about me now, I could see it in his face. "What's going on man? You really need to talk to us. If you can't handle it. I'll tell Andy to take you home. I really think this is stupid. The Asylum he wants to go to is in a middle of a fucking woods. The roads been closed down for years and the only way to get to it is park at the gates and walking up a mile long road. Everythings dead around the place and it's the most Haunted area in Iowa right now. They won't even go and rip the place down because it's that badly haunted and people are still going missing...." Oh thanks CC. You do know telling me people still go fucking missing it to make me feel better. I give up on my brothers. They are enjoying this, they have too. "Jinxx, you don't look so good..." He helped me up.

"I'm fine, just really tired." I know I was lying but I didn't want to tell him what's going on.
"No, you're not. What's going on? You and Jake been acting weird. He's been trying to talk Andy out of going to this place since you came in here. Just talk to me tell me what's going on and don't you fucking walk away. You never acted like this...." He made sure I couldn't walk away, he blocked my only way out.

"Fine, you all know about the house in Fort Dodge, my childhood home. You know it gave me nightmares. It was things I could live with, it bugged me but I could live with it. About a few months ago, it became worse." I just walked over to the sink, and turn on the water. I was ready to freak out, but it was normal water for once. I cupped my hands and spash water on my face to help me calm down. That ghost is even starting to touch me now, saying more things. That's not fucking normal. What is with me? I looked up at myself in the mirror, seen CC just standing there looking at me.

"Yeah, we all know about your childhood home. We were just going to go there, but fucking Andy had to find a link that said 'do you know the mystery of Saint Helens?' He clicked on the link and it show pictures and dare anyone brave enough to come visit this place. Something seems really off about it." He walked over to me. "Though, what's going on now? What do you mean it got worse?"

"I keep having the same nightmare over again. They use to be different, use to be once and a while. But not anymore, I'm always walking around this hallway. I don't know where the place is, I think it's Saint Helens Asylum. But there is this ghost girl that keeps calling out to me. Telling me to run in the dream, tries to wake me up when the doctor is after me. He's always after me. When I do wake up, I hear her again and something always happens." I turned to look at him. He seems to be really worry now.

"Dude, ghost can't hurt you or touch you. They are just there to see or scare you. Nothing is going to happen. As for the nightmare, do you think it's Saint Helens? Were you ever in the place?" He just lean against the wall, waiting for me to answer.

"Maybe we should go back to the others." I didn't want to talk anymore.

"No, you tell me what's going on. Why is this ghost getting to you?"He crossed his arms and I just sighed.

"She just said my name and then things start getting weird. Blood running down walls, making words. Water turning to blood. She keeps telling me to not end up like them or now is telling me that we shouldn't go to Saint Helens, to stay away from that place. She can even touch me now, her hand feels like ice, she makes the whole area she touch ice cold. I don't know what to do Chris, we need to tell them to stop." I walked out of the bedroom and toward the van. "If you don't believe me I understand. The story seems crazy but it really is going on. She was just in there. She slammed all the stalls shut and turn the sinks on and trapping me at the wall. She touch the side of my face and kissing my cheek telling me you were all stupid for wanting to go. Told me to stay away, that we would all die." He stopped and I looked back at him.

"That we would die? Dude, are you sure it's just not in your head. That is some really messed up shit that a ghost is telling you that." We were at the van, I could tell the guys were asleep. I stopped CC from opening the door.

"I don't know, I'm just really fucking freaking out. But I have to know. What are these other places we are going to? And you can't tell them, only Jake is the other person that knows about what's going on. Don't say a word to Andy or Ashley." I looked him in the eyes and I mean it. "And why are we going to these other houses?"

"We are going to the houses of the families that lost their kids in Saint Helens. See, they found out that the kids that Logan took for his experiments. Their families were killed or disappeared since they found no bodies. All these places are in Iowa or towns outside the state. So 15 houses, they been trying to figure it out. So Andy is the one that wants to try and find out the truth. And to have something to do." I just nodded and he open the door and we both got into the van, going to our beds we made on the seats.

It didn't take me long to fall asleep, I was so tired from not getting much sleep because of this. As soon as I was out, I woke up in that hospital again, strapped to one of them old fashion wheelchairs. I tried to move my hands, get free and when I looked down, there were straps over my ankels and knees, one holding down each of my arms to a armrest. I had a strap over my chest too. Another thing I realized, I was moving and I tired to look around to see who was pushing me but couldn't.

"Stop fighting, you're not going to get out of this. You should know that by now Jinxx." I froze, what the hell was I doing in this chair. He rolled me into the room. There was this chair there and a pool behind it. My eyes widen in fear.

"STOP! You can't do this to me!" I was fighting more to try and get free. I almost did before I felt a sharp pain in my neck and everything going black. Soon I woke up again and I was in the chair, the wheelchair he was pushing me in was out of the way. I couldn't move me feet or hands. He had them strapped tightly against the chair and I felt a bucket of water spilled over my head. Waking me up more and looking around.

"It's good to see you're awake. Now its time for some treatment. You're really not going to like this one." He smirked sickly and pulled a level. That fast the chair I was in went into the water and I went under. I fought to get free and hold my breath as long as I could. He pulled me up, letting me get air before doing this again. He did it a total of five times and then just let me there. "You are a hard one to break. That is going to have to be fun for a chance. You're so different then the others. I see that I need to step it up a bit." He laughed.

I started to cough badly from the water getting in my system. I didn't want to talk to him, nothing I did help me. I heard a click and right back into the water I went. I fought trying to keep holding my breath and trying to get free. It wasn't until the ghost show up, I could have scream seeing her, but I was under water and he wouldn't let me up.

"It's okay, it's a dream. He can't hurt you in a dream. You have to be strong. Fight him, don't let him take over your dreams. You're allowing fear to get to you, to ruin your life and he's using that to get into your dreams. Fight him....." She put her lips to mine just in time before I went to take a breath, though with her there, I was able to breath with her help. I just stared into her eyes. Why did it feel like I knew her. Soon I was pull out of the water and she pulled away when we weren't in the water no more.

"So, you're the one giving him so much hope. I thought I made it that none of you could leave your home. I had enough of you miss little ghost....." He grabbed her and held her by the hair and smirked. "You want to give him a chance against me. Let see how he does without your help." That fast I was back into the water and I seen him walk away. Whoever this fucking dude was, he was going to leave me here and who knows what he was going to do to the ghost that's been a pain in the ass. I tried to get free.

After minutes of not being able to free myself, I couldn't hold my breath anymore. I just looked up wishing someone would wake me up. When I got really light headed, I just left go, water filling my lungs and I just scream in pain. Soon I was pulled out of my sleep from someone shaking the hell out of me. My eyes snapped open and I looke to see all of them just looking at me. Andy was the one right next to me, shaking me.

"Come on Jinxx, you need to wake up, you're fucking scaring me!" I whimpered and he looked at me and just hugged me. "Fucking hell, you have no idea how long we been trying to wake you up. You been sleeping for over 12 hours. Screaming, and whimpering. What the hell was going on???" He was so worry and I looked at Jake and CC wondering if I should tell him and Ashley about things, and about just how bad the dreams were getting from having a drill at the side of my head to getting tied to a chair and put in a water tank. They both nodded and I just sigh more.

"I have something to tell you Andy. My nightmares are more then worse, then they were before." I just looked up at them and at the concer of my eye, I seen the ghost girl staring at me. She nodded too, agreeing with Jake and CC about telling them.

"What do you mean more then worse. I thought they were going away....." Andy lookded so confused.

"Well you see....." I started with the very first dreams, just walking around the hallways and just being chased by the doctor, then they started getting worse the day we left. Then I told them everything the ghost girl does to me when I wake up. Seeing their faces, I could tell they were all scared now. But I could see in Andy's eyes, he wasn't going to let this go just yet. That was until all of us heard a loud BOOM! And looked around until we seen something that scared the shit out of us. When I looked at the back window. There was words in blood, that said 'You all will regret this' I could hear his voice but I know they just seen the letters. Please fucking tell me he's not coming out of my dreams too.

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A/N: Another chapter done, Don't worry, things will pick up, and the others will have their povs too, just I needed Jinxx for the first two. This is mostly about him. I'll take a break for the next chapter, do someone else either Andy, Jake, Ashley or CC. Just so you can know how they are feeling about this. I don't know which one but going to make this as nightmareish as I can.

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