You Find Your Hell Is Home

*Jinxx's POV*

When I woke up, I felt dizzy and trying to remember where I was. I looked around the room and seen the guys talking to Alice and Jackie about something. I sit up and sighs a bit trying to remember the last thing that happen, then I remember it. The file, me being 202, I was in this fucking asylum when it first reopen. I tried to think back why I was send here in the first place. Then I remember it all. I was a young kid and having issues fitting in. From the house being haunted and creeping us out to the point that we had nightmares. We just up and left in the middle of the nice and got as far away from the place as we could.

"Hey man, it's good to see you're up." I looked over to see that CC was looking at me. Everyone was now. I just nodded and trying to wrap my head around things, make sense of all of this.

"So, I was here before. It's so weird that I didn't remember anything. But I use to go back Jeremy. I just gave up the name for Jinxx. That's why he could get a hold of me so well because I was once part of this place. I was friends with all the kids here and hang out with a lot of people. It was like my own family for a few years." I sighed more.

"You were here to get help becoming a stronger person. Your family thought it would help you after being in that house of nightmares for so long. I told them I could work with you. You're a trouble maker for sure. It wasn't until 8 years of being with me that I knew you were a medium. I just didn't get to work with you on that because Logan came into the pictures. I knew the other kids were all trap and I knew he was going to get Alice too, so I had to send you home and get rip of the file that he wouldn't be able to get his hands on it." I nodded and got up before looking out.

"So is he gone then? I mean we are free right?" I really just wanted to get out of the asylum but I didn't know the plans that the others had.

"Well, we will be done with this place, but I was thinking that we could do something to remember everyone that was here, but get rid of the building. There is a mass grave behind the asylum that is hidden. I think we can get them to knock this place down so no one can be trapped inside of this ever again. And build a wall of everyone that is bury in that mass grave. Jacket gave us all the names of the bodies in that grave. The kids and doctors and parents that all fell down to Logan." I didn't know why Andy would want to do this but I had a feeling that it was something to do with Jacket talking to them before I woke up.

"It would be good if this place is knocked down, we wouldn't have to worry about Logan trying to return. As long as this asylum is standing, he will keep returning now matter how many times we try to send him to hell." I just got up. I was so fucking done with this place. I walked out of the office and down the halls to the main doors.

"Are you okay? You seem different." Alice was following me out of the building and I just got in the van.

"I'm fine, it's just I want to go home. These past months have been hell. I been living in fear of everything and it was because of this place, because of who I was. I was ready to end it all. If Jake didn't come to my house that day I would have and we would have never ended up here. Though, what were we? Why do you want me to remember things?" I just looked at her and she looked away but I made her look at me and she sighed.

"We were together, that night that I was kidnap, I was coming to your house, I wanted you to talk to you, ask you if you wanted to go out sometime. I was almost at your door when these people grabbed me. They threw me into a van and took me to the asylum. I was handed over to Logan and he dragged me back into the one room. He strapped me down on a bed and told me to tell him anything he wanted to know on 202 and he would let me live. I told him I didn't know anything. If it was anyone but you I would have told him but I didn't want anything to happen to you. Jacket seen me come in and classed the cops. Though they made too much sound and when he found out they were there for me. He killed me. I never got to tell you anything." She just sighed.

I try to think back to when I use to be in the asylum. It seem that there were things that I forgot about and then going through my mind, things were becoming clear to me. There was one girl that I hanged out with the most. I did have a crush on her but I was trying not to fall for anyone at the asylum because I didn't know if I would ever see any of them again when I got out of the place. She happen to be that girl and when she went missing and later found dead. I closed my mind off to that world because it was too pain without her. "I'm sorry I forgot about everything here. I just couldn't deal with it. First you went missing. Everyone was looking for you and no one could find you. After a week they found you dead and I just couldn't deal with myself. I blocked off my mind of what we had in this place and everything about it."

"It's fine, anyways. You guys are on your own now, if you need me. You can call me but I won't be around like I was before. We beat him, we all beat him and once this building is gone, it won't be his gateway. So when you get into town. Go to the offices and talk to them about tearing it down. Tell them there is a mass grave of about 1000 or more bodies...." She lean in and kissed my cheek before going back over to Jacket. I seen the guys walking over and putting the stuff in the van before getting in.

"So let put all this behind us. I'm done with ghost shit for the time being. Let just get done with what we need to do and then go the hell home." Andy pulled out of the driveway and we headed into town. After we took care of that we went back to LA where w belong. Getting ready for tour and trying to move on with our lives again. I don't want to remember anything of this but it was good to see Alice again.

*2 Years Later*

We were in Iowa for tour, I decided to go off on my own and go to the spot where the asylum was. While I was driving up the road, it was nothing but a clearing anymore. The building was gone and what stood there now was this big stone thing with names on it. That made a half circle around the mass grave. It had the names of everyone that was there and I is nice to see they made the old creepy place into a park now. I walked up to the stone and pull my hand on Alice's name and smiled. I knew what I was doing.

"It took you forever to return. You told me you would be back." I turned around and smiled at her. I was glad no one was there at the park today.

"I know, we been really busy with tour. Right now we are on break so I thought since I was in town I would come and see what they did to the place. this is really nice and it's good to see they planted flowers for everyone here. The park and everything. To think 2 years ago this was a creepy place with an asylum. Now it's just open and there is sun shine, now dark and creepy anymore." I was just shocked with what the town did with this place.

"It was thank to all of you, after you left, it took them a month to make plans. They even had people looking for the bodies and when they found the grave, they check to see how big it was and made this and planted the flowers to show where everyone was. Now people just come here and do things but they make sure to drop by saying there piece to the dead before going away. I'm so happy to see you again after all these years. You look healthier." She just laughed known what I was going to say.

"Well when you don't have ghost keeping you up all night but scaring the hell out of you. Things do get better." We just laughed more and I stayed to talk to her, telling her about all the things I been up to. To think, just 2 years ago. We all could have dead and became part of Alice's world. Logan would still be around and who knows what would have happen with me. But we decided to never talk about this again. It's why I came by myself here. It's because the guys didn't want to remember any of it and I respected their wishes but I wasn't going to let go of Alice again. So here I was, talking to the only person I ever cared about. I'm happy now, we all are and this is where this story comes to an end.

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