I'd Die For You

*CC's POV*

I woke up around 6 in the morning from my phone going off. I looked to see that it was Andy and answer it. "Hello?" I sounded like I was half asleep yet. Though I couldn't hear him moving around.

"Hey, they want us at the studio again at 8. You think you can make it? If you can't, it's fine. I mean I know living in a different house and not together is weird. But if you can make it, just come." Andy was right it was different living in a house without the others but I had Roku and the kids to keep me busy. I should tell him about Liz but I don't want to just yet. I really should take care of this alone. "Oh, the house that we use to live in. It ended up in flames last night about 10 pm, an hour after we left. They don't know what cause it but it went up in flames, we could have all dead in that fire if we would have stay for one more night like some of us planned on." Really? Maybe that's why Roku was so freak out. I looked over at her and she was sound asleep. She told me that Liz said something about she knew we all moved because we weren't in the house during the fire.

"I'll be in, just need to get the shower and maybe get the kids ready, they should be waking up any time now." I got up and going to the bathroom.

"Okay, see you when you get there. Later." Andy hang up and I got my shower before going to the kitchen to make some food. Just like I thought the kids got up at 7 and were in the kitchen. I decided to take care of them again since Roku needed some sleep. I was making pancakes for them and just thinking about what Andy told me. If someone tried to burn down the house with us in it. It would have been Liz, I need to go check out the remains of the house, see if I can find something, maybe something to lead to Liz so that I can let the guys know that she was the one behind the fight and was hoping to kill us all in it.

"Daddy?" I heard Lexis calling me. "Daddy, the spoon is on fire." I was trying to see what she meant but my mind didn't really notice it. "Daddy, it's on fire! The Spoon is on fire!" I looked down and the flames were so bad that they burn my hand and I through the spoon in the sink and turn on the water and put my hand under it. Fucking Liz has my mind all fucked up and I can't believe this just happen to me. "Daddy?"

"I'm fine, Just don't worry about it too much. I just burn myself, it will heal." I smiled at her but seen both of them just looking at me in worry.

"Are you sure? You didn't even react to it, like you zone out. Dad, is everything okay?" Aiden never really worry but when he did, he wanted to know all the details.

"I'm good..." I walked over and checked on the pancakes, I was happy to see them not burn and got the kids their food. "I need to go to work today, so you two be good, let your mother sleep." I looked at them and they just stared at me.

"But can't you stay home with us? We don't want you to leave. We one both you and mommy here today." Lexis was just looking at me I could see the tears in her eyes and it bother me a bit but I just walked over and kissed their heads before looking down at them.

"I promise, as soon as me and your uncles are done with this record, we will spend more time together but to do that we need to get done with this record. Now you two stay inside and wait for your mom to get up. Maybe if I come home early, we can go to the park or check out that theme park I seen." I smiles at them and they just smile back and begin to eat. I grabbed my keys and walked out to the car and drove off to workm though I wanted to stop somewhere first before I just went to the studio.

It took me half an hour to get to the old house. I looked at it and it was still standing but it was gone took. Where me room use to be and the kids room was gone, the other rooms were burn but not completely gone. Something told me this had Liz all over it. I got out of the car after parking it and locked it before going to the house. I was looking around and something catch my eye. Someone tied all the doors shut and even nailed the windows shut. This had fucking Liz all over it. I was shaking with anger and fear, if we would have waited one more day, she would have kill us, all of us. I closed my eyes and was so fucking pissed off until I felt someone wrap their arms around me. Just by hold they had their arms I could tell who it was. "What the hell do you want, get your fucking hands off of me." I turn around and pushed her away from me and just stared Liz down making sure no one could get behind me and that I could keep all openings in my sight.

"Come on, that wasn't what you use to say." She just laughs a bit.

"I only told you that because you're arms were always around me and I was afraid that if I said one wrong thing or made the wrong move you would snap my neck. Sadly you aren't in charge of me anymore. And don't scare me." I just narrow my eyes at her.

"Christian, you're not playing nice. You always have to ruin a good time by being so real." She sighs and walked around the house and was making sure all the ties and nails were out of the house. "The cops didn't get to look into this yet, but they won't find what you did. You all should have been in that house. I didn't even see that moving truck. I told Matt that we needed to watch you all 24/7. He told me not to worry about it. Told me that you wouldn't move out of this house for another month. Guess he was wrong. Your little family would have been dead." She moved closer to me, that I was up against the house and couldn't move anymore. Her lips were close to mine but didn't touch mine. "I guess you all out smarted me. But it won't be long Christian. I'm not done and I have friends that will help me." She kissed my cheek before turning and walking around. As soon as she got in the van and left. I let all fear show in me. She's getting brave, and I don't like that one bit. I got in my car and drove to the studio to meet the others. I just hope I could keep up with them because they would know that something was up with me.

The record was almost done and the guys were mixing it now. I was sitting on the sofa though I was in my own mind. I heard the music but it wasn't on my mind, just nose in the background. Liz was getting some guts and that was bugging me. I didn't know if I wanted to tell the guys, I didn't want to get them in the middle of this or their families. I needed to find a way to deal with this myself. Leave even Roku and my kids out of it. Though if something bad would happen to me, they would go after Roku and the kids anyways. It's what this is all about. I broke the family. Matt, Liz and they unborn. It wasn't my fault. I told them that night I was too drunk to drive.

*Flash back*

I was only 14, the kids from the football team told me to come to a party. I did just that, they only asked me to come becuase I was dating Liz at the time and everyone loved her. I was walking around the party and just had a cup in my hand. I was leaning against the wall, watching Liz. I should have just took her home that night but I didn't want to look like a loser in front of people. Nick made my life hell enough and I needed to drink the pain away of having everyone but Liz and Matt turned against me.

"Christian, you should really stop drinking. I mean you have to take Liz home and you shouldn't be driving drunk, nothing good will come from this. Please, fucking listen to me man! Don't drive." He was trying to get the cup of my hand and I just walked off, I know he was trying to be a good friend by I just didn't want to listen to him.

"I can drink all I want to. Don't tell me what to be doing Matt, My fucking life is ruin. I didn't get my cousin killed. He got himself killed. I told him to come with me. He didn't run like I told him to. They all need to stop turning their back on me and blaming me for his stupid mistake! He was trying to kill me, I ripped free and told him to follow and he didn't. I was trying to save him after he nearly tried to kill me!" I just glared at him.

"You really need to stop drinking, give me your keys, I'm not letting you drive Liz home. Hell I'm not letting you get in that car. You're going to put both your lives in danger. Come on man, just being so stubborn!" Matt had me trapped against the wall trying to get my keys from me and couldn't.

"What the hell is going on boys?" We both looked up to see Liz with her friends Juliet, Sam and Nikki. They were all really good friends and the other three hated me so much that they got their boyfriends to beat the shit out of me when Matt wasn't around. Juliet was the one that host the party. "Matt, leave him go, anyways I want to go home." She smiles at me. Even though Liz used me and tried to turn my only best friend against me because she wanted me for the money my dad now had known that I would get some of it for college if I want to go there.

"He's so fucked up that it could be bad for you. I don't want you both to end up dead or something. Come on, just hear me out, stay here for the night..." Matt was giving her a weird look and I didn't know what that look meant.

"Just let him go, you know Christian is the best driver, even when drunk. You stay with Juliet and I'm going with him." She smiles and took my hand. We walked out to my car, Matt was protesting. But I told him to chill out.

Liz and I talked on the way home, though I was getting tired and before I knew it, I was out cold and woke up in the hospital. My Matt was there and I was so confused what happen. All I know was I was driving and everything went dark. I sat up and nearly screamed in pain from the ivs in my arms and even the fact that I had a broken leg, ribs, a arm and collarbone was broken too and I was all cut up. I lay back down and sighed letting him know I was awake now. He moved over to me, but I could see the hate in his eyes and I know that look, it was when he didn't like someone, when he wanted to beat the hell out of them and he was looking at me with that look.
"I told you not to go that night. Why the hell didn't you listen to me???" He moved and had my arms pinned to the bed. I felt the iv move and it fucking hurt.

"Man, what's going on? I don't even remember anything that happen. I just remember living the party and driving home before everything when dark. Ow....come on man let go." He did but didn't move away. I just lay there and didn't known what to do. "What happen? I really don't remember."

"Let see, about a month ago, you left the party when I told you not to because you were too fucking drunk. But then Liz talked you into it anyways. On the way home you passed out behind the wheel and flipped the car after you went off the road. You know, I bet you didn't even notice that Liz was prego, did you?" I was on heavy medicine for the pain becuase I didn't feel the broken bones anymore. I was looking at him and my vision was going out a bit but then I would see him again.

"Wait, I been out for a month and Liz is prego? But it can't be mine." I was even more confused now and Matt jus laughed darkly.

"Not you retard, the baby was one, and she's not anymore. The baby was killed when the car flipped. I been waiting a month to talk to you again about this. See, Liz shouldn't have been with you. We got back together a week ago. I told her that we needed to tell you and she thought it would be fun to just stick with you for now on. But you had to fucking take her in the car with you and kill our kid. You're going to regret this Christian. You better hope your father's money can really save you. Looks like you have no one now, because you just brought a new enemy on you. Guess Liz's plan to make me hate you finally work. Guess I can also tell you that the gang going around hurting and killing people is mine. I did it to protect you, but now you're just another victim of our, don't worry I won't kill you. Just make sure you show up after you get out of here." He smirked and before I could say anything to him he grabbed me around the neck and cut off my air, I just try to fight but someone was holding my arms down and everything just went dark.

After I did get out of the hospital, I tried to hide in my house, but his gang came after me. They beat the shit out of me, made it that I couldn't fight back and put force me to go with them before standing me in front of Matt so he could take his shots at me by punching me in the stomach. It hurt so bad and they did this until I knew I couldn't hide or get away from them. I lived like this until they hurt me and Sarah in front of my dad. We were force to move after I turned 17, I deal with that mess for 3 years until my dad seen it for himself and moved us the next night.

*end of Flash back*

I don't know how long I was thinking about that memory, I really tried to forever it but seeing Liz, being that close to her made me remember the full details. I mess have zone out because Andy was next to me, shaking me to snap out of it. I just looked at him and was really confused until I seen that I was still in the studio and everyone was just looking at me. I should tell them what is up.

"Chris, are you okay man? We been trying to get your attention for the last hour. We were really to take you to the hospital or something." Andy just looked really worry and I couldn't keep it from them.

"I'm fine, was just back in a really dark memory. You guys heard about what happen to our old house last night right?" They all nodded and I sighed more. "It was Liz, she tried to kill all of us. She didn't see that we moved out and because we left a lot of out old stuff behind, she tied the doors shut and nailed the windows close to try and kill us in the fire. She didn't know that we moved though. I went to see the house because I found it really weird and she was waiting for me. There is three other people we need to watch out for. Juliet, Sam and Nikki. They are all girls and best friends of Liz. She told Roku that she will be getting her friends to help and them are the three I know always stick with her other then Matt and his friends. Since his gang is gone we don't have to worry about that anymore. But we need to worry about them three girls. Some if anyone comes up with the names like that. Don't listen to them. And don't let them get too close to you. They are as bad as Liz is." I just closed my eyes and they all just sighed.

"So Liz been bugging you then?" Jinxx was annoyed now.

"She called Roku, I heard her freaking out when I got home last night and grabbed the phone and screamed at her. But I think it made this big game for now. She even got close enough to me to kiss my cheek. You all know I don't let that bitch that close to me and she trapped me. We need to keep an eye on her." I just looked down and Andy pulled me into a hug. The others came over and hug me even though Andy was already. Group hugs I hated them but I needed it. I don't know how much I can stay sane anymore. I'm so scared, I'm so worry and I feel sick.

"Everything will be okay Chris, we are all here for you. I promise you. We are all here for you and we aren't going to let them win this. Bring on whatever they plan on doing because they will be the ones to dead, not you or us." Everyone was just looking at me now as Andy talk.

"Thank you guys. Anyways, I should get home, I promise the kids I would take them to the theme park, maybe we all can go tomorrow if it's okay with them if take a break." I looked at the guy helping us with the record and he nodded letting us know that we could have a break for one day. The guys all agreed about going tomorrow to the theme park. Find now we all left the studio and I went home helping Roku get the kids to bed before telling her what I found at the house. I then told here that we were going to the theme park with everyone tomorrow. She was worry but I told her with everyone being there Liz would be stupid to come after us. Me and her went asleep after this talk and I only hope things would be okay tomrrow.

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A/N: CC's past, so yeah told you this story was about to get dark. It's kinda is writing itself the flash back wasn't even my main idea it just happen. anyways next chapter will be up tonight before work or tomorrow some time.

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