Darkest Time

Chpater 8: Why Does It Have To Be Me, Ashley's POV

I was sitting in my room and just looking around, it's been about 5 months now since the first time I nearly attacking my brother. I could feel the fangs now and I had good hearing and smell. The witch that they got to try and help me. She's been working on a thing to help me but it was going really slow. I was allow to leave my room, to be around the guys. But sadly, I didn't want to. I didn't want to hurt anyone, didn't want to hurt my brothers, their girls, or even the three that came into the house to try and help me. I know that Lilith was trying to get a hold of me but since Andy found out that she was with that group that is after us. He didn't want her around.
I heard my door open and seen that it was the one girl that was here to help us out. Mostly me, I just smiles at her. "Hey, who send you in here to talk to me? And I know one of them did."

"They are just worry about you. They wanted me to make sure that you were okay. You been really anti social since everything that happen in the last few months." Oh yeah I forget that, there been a few times I almost ended up trying to kill one of my brothers. It's like they have this sense about them that annoys my vampire self and I just want to kill them. I think it's the hunter thing. I see why all supernatural beings can pick us out now.

"Don't remind me of that. First CC and then the rest of them? It just sucks, I don't even get why it happen to me. I didn't kill anyone, I didn't even know about that vampire kid." I just close my eyes keeping calm. I was pissed that this happen but I didn't want to take it out on people.

"One I have the stuff done, sadly it won't be ready until a week. So try to not kill anyone. Another thing is that Lilith took a liking to you. With that, she's going to try to do everything in her power to get you. The fact your brothers won't let her see you. She probably really annoyed, then the fact when she find out that we are helping you guys with this vampire issue. Since I know spells and things to help that she won't be able to turn you guys into the undead. It's going to get on her nerves more. So going to have to be really careful." Shikgaru seem to just be thinking a bit.

"Shit, so once she find out that I'm back to normal and can't be turned again. She's going to go crazy? Though once I get back to normal she's going to have a hard time ever getting close to me again." I just laughs a bit and closes my eyes.

"That's what I'm worry about, with the girls back home. If they know that taking the girls will get your brothers to come to them. I know how Dante works. He's not the nicest person, vampire I guess I should say. For now you should come out and hang with your brothers. You won't hurt them. You're strong and they are too." She smiles a me before walking out of the room.

I guess she was right, maybe I was over thinking things too much. Maybe I can help them come up with a plan. And if they want us so bad, the girls would be in trouble. Though Lilith was the issue too now. For some reason she wanted me, sadly I didn't want her anymore. If she cared at all about me she wouldn't have let them turn me into one of them. I walked out of my room and just hanging out with the guys. Though I had this feeling, we were all being watched right now. I looked over to the window and I could see Lilith. I don't know why the guys didn't see her or even sense her. She was looking at them and then turn her eyes to me. I could see the hate and love in her eyes. She smirks and then disappeared.

"I wouldn't bother with her. She knows what's going to happen. She might be in love with you but she knows Dante will never let a human, yet alone a hunter in his group. Only way to beat Forbidden Secrets, is to take out the head and no one ever did that. Dante is too smart for his own good, and the fact that his mate was killed he's pissed." I look at the other vampire that was in the house and looked at the guys to see they didn't even notice me yet. I walked into the kitchen and Natasha followed me.

"I don't get it, how can you be around humans and not want to kill them? Even worse hunters? I mean I know we kept it from everyone but you can still sense them." I just got a drink something that Natasha made me.

"I know you guys don't want to be in that life. Cole stepped out of line and he deserved what he got. If it wasn't for your brothers. Roku and I would have been killed and Shikgaru would have been taking. You know she likes you. She was worry about you just being locked up in the room all day. We will find a way to help you, we need to do something about your friends' girls. With them being back they are all in danger." She just looked at me and smiles. "Things will work out just be strong like you guys always been and what you tell the fans to be." She walked off back to the living room.

I was just standing out in the kitchen for a while drinking the stuff that Natasha made, it wasn't stuff that I really liked though it was enough to keep me from snapping on my brothers. I just lean against the count and thinking of things. How long can I keep this up before I actually do want to attack my brothers and end up killing them or something. I would never want to do that and it scared me to even think that I could fuck up one time and they would be dead. I wouldn't be able to stop myself. I looked over as I heard someone clear their throat and notice that it was Andy, I know he been worry about me. I'm one of the guys that talk most and hang out with CC a lot. But I haven't be doing that.

"You okay Ash? You seems to be doing a lot better. Should come hang out with me and the guys." He smiles at me and I know he wanted me to go back to how things are but how can you when all you want to do is attack or hurt people close to you? "Don't worry about whatever you are thinking. If things get bad we will stop you like always. I know you're worry about hurting one of us but we won't let that happen." Andy was always too smart for his own good.
"You know me too well and that is really creepy." We both just laughs and I sighs a bit. "I guess there is really nothing to worry about. I just don't want the girls to know too much about what's going on with me and us. Didn't help I seen Lilith outside watching through the window." Shit why did I just tell him that?

"Wait, she was here and watching us from the window. Shit that mean she knows about the girls now and I mean all 6 of them. Looks like we are going to have to keep our eyes open now." He just sighs a bit before going and walking to the living room and just chillling out with everyone.

I looked out the window and I couldn't feel the eyes on us anymore. I don't know what was going on but I guess I should join them. I mean there wasn't much I could do. Sitting in my room was boring as fuck so I needed to get out more. Can't really leave the house because of the evil vampires outside. But I could always hang out with my friends. So guess that's what I'm going to do, there isn't anymore eyes on us so I can relax for now.

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So yeah, Ashley might be getting help, though now they have a pissed off vampire like Lilith or it don't look good.

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