Darkest Time

Chapter 12: Why? What happen? Damn I can't Believe This, Ashley's POV

I was just sitting in the kitchen, my legs pulled up to my chest, my arms wrapped around them and my head on my knees. I was shaking and rocking back and forward. I needed to check on him but my body wouldn't let me move, I was that much in shock. I almost killed one of my brothers! This should have went away! Why didn't it why? I could sense the blood of my other brothers walking into the house. They are going to hate me for what happen to CC. I mean if I didn't stop and realized what I was doing, he would be dead but I can still sense his heart beat, it's barely there though. They need to get him to the hospital. I know all the lights in the house were off this happen this afternoon and it was night time now. I sense all the guys outside my house, something was wrong they should be coming in, but wasn't for now and I was freaking out. I looked over at CC, he was still laying on the floor where I had attack him. He didn't do anything. It just happen, I sense his blood, sense he was a hunter and that fast I attacked him. I could see in the dark and that even scared me too. I didn't want to be a vampire. That stuff was to help me not make it worse!

"Ashley! CC! Where the hell are you guys?" my eyes snapped close and I was shaking hearing Andy's voice, I seen the lights go on and the guys walking to the kitchen. I heard them stop and I could tell they were looking around at the screen in front of them. Shit, Andy going to kill me. Then I sensed the same thing I did in CC and was shaking more. "Ashley? CC?" I heard Andy ask.

"Ashley, you okay?" I heard Jinxx moving toward CC to check on him. "Andy, he's okay, we need to get him to the hospital now! You stay with Ashley. Try to get him to talk. Jake I need your help, we need to get CC to the car now." I heard Jake move over to CC and they carry him out. I just hope that I stopped in time. I never wanted to kill my brothers. The fact that I hurt CC like this killed me.

"Ashley, you need to talk to me, what happen? That stuff didn't work, did it?" He was coming closer to me and I was crying and shaking because I wanted to do the same I did to CC to him but I was holding myself back.

"Get away from me! I'm a monster! He didn't even do anything!" I was yelling through sobs.
"Ashley, calm down we can help you. CC will be okay, Jinxx and Jake are going to get him help. You need to stay calm right now. Let me help you." Andy got closer and closer.

"Please, just stay away from me, please. I don't want to hurt you and the others." I moved away from him but this house was just too closed in for me. I wanted to run and I mean run!

"Ashley, calm down. We can help you, I promise you we can help you." He walked over to me and put a hand on my shoulder but that's all it took for me to get up and run toward the door. "Ashley! Get back here!" I heard Andy yell but I was already out the door and down the road. He would never be able to follow me. I was too fast.

I walked down the sidewalk of LA, I could see just fine with it being dark and I hear everyone's heart beat and smell the blood in their vines. I didn't like it one bit I was just a human, I wanted to be just a human! I want to be with my brothers! I just kept walking until I got near the one park that was far away from my house. I sat down and just looked at my phone. 200 missed calls, 100 texts, 10 voice mails. I seen that Andy was calling again and I just let it ring. I looked at the time and it was 3 in the morning, they didn't get back until 8 so I been out here for a while. I check my voice mails, they were mostly Andy asking me to come home so they can talk to me. Jinxx telling me he knows I didn't mean to hurt CC that he will be okay. Jake telling me I need to come home so that we all can find out why it didn't work, why I'm not human. I didn't want to go home. I almost killed my fucking best friend!

"You seem to be in pain my love. What happen? Want to talk about it?" I looked up to see that Lilith was there and I growled a bit and stand up on my feet and looking her dead in the eyes.
"This is because of you and that damn group you are with! My one brother is in the hospital because of this thing I became! Why me? Why did I have to be the one to be turned! My brother could be fucking dying because of me!" I didn't give a shit if I was yelling at her. I nearly killed my brother, my best friend! "I want to be myself again! I hate you fucking vampires! I should just drive a fucking steak through my heart right now!" I was shaking with rage but she didn't seem to move and wasn't scared.

"You're just mad because you hurt one of your friends, he's doing okay though. He's in the hospital and got all the help he needed. I'm sure that it was you that Dante told Luca to attack. It was you or your friend in the hospital. The others knew we were coming so we couldn't go after them. You need to calm down dear, I know it sucks to attack a friend. Was hoping you would attack one of the others but sadly it had to be him." She looked me in the eyes and her talking , telling me all this was pissing me off even more.

"Don't talk about my brothers like that. And how the hell do you know CC is going to be okay, you better not go anywhere near him! And I don't want to attack any of my brothers! They are my friends and I will forever be with them!" I was getting more upset and she walked over to me and just wrap her arms around me. "Let me go....please...." I could feel this weird connection and hope that it wasn't from all the times I slept with her.

"Quiet, my love. You know I would never do anything to hurt you or your other brother. Our problem is with the other three. They killed Dante's lover, what is Dante to do, just sit back and let it go? Cole was as old as me and Dante. Dante turn him when he was 17 and really sick. Dante made the mistake of falling in love with a human and almost lost him. That's why he had Luca attack you. Known that I took a liking to you. He didn't want me to feel that plan. We just found out that you were with the hunters that night so he also wanted to turn you to get rid of them. But you're so stong, and the help of your brothers are amazing, so Dante wants to talk to them. We did the only think we could." She just pulled me close to her, I couldn't fight her, there was something that wanted me to be with her. It's like a force known I'm a new vampire and she was an elder. It was like she had control on me. "Come with me babe. You will see your brothers again."

"I should get back to my brothers. Please, I don't want to be away from them. I need to make sure I didn't kill CC. Just leave me alone." I wanted to fight her but the hold she had on me was stronger. "Please, just let me go...."

"I won't hurt you Ashley, no one will. Now come on, I want you to meet my friends after you rest some." She took my hand and she started to walk off into the woods. I could feel my phone going off again but I didn't answer it, I just let it go and follow her into the woods. I didn't know where she was taking me but I couldn't fight the need to be around someone when I was so scared and didn't want to go back to hurt more of my brothers. So I just follow her.

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I know Ashley hurt CC I'm a evil person! But now Lilith is taking Ashley somewhere with her? This isn't cool. I mean what is Andy and them going to do. CC in the hospital, the girls are gone and now Ashley too? Andy, Jinxx and Jake got their hands full and what is Ashley going to do if he see that they have the girls. Oh this story is getting weird lol

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