unexpected turn

"Good morning, beautiful." I say.
"Good morning, handsome." She said smiling.
I lean down and kiss her nose she giggles and grabs my face. She pulls me down and kissed me. I'm shocked but calmed down and kissed her back. We stayed that way for a couple of minutes. Suddenly I got the urge to do something I didnt want to do with her. At least not until she was ready. I was starting to heat up. I pull away and got up. She looks like she thought she did something wrong.
"I'm gonna go take a shower." I say giving her a smile as I walk out. I turn on the cold water and got in.Andy you need to calm down, I say in my mind. I put my hands agaist the walls as I face the shower head. When I was fully calm I turned on the warm water. Suddenly (name) walked in. It was the day before when she accidentally walked in. But instead of letting her go, I pulled her in and trapped her against the door. I kissed her neck. That was when I sank my fangs into her. She was about to scream when I put a hand over her mouth. She tried to push me away but she was getting too week. Then it stopped and I nearly fell in the shower. I quickly get out of the shower and get dressed. I put my hands in my hair stressfully. What is this girl doing to me. Even the vampire side doesnt want to hurt her. I guess both sides of me love her cause he tries to keep calm when shes around.

I walk out of the bathroom smelling bacon, pancakes, and eggs. I walk into the kitchen and see (name) cooking breakfast. When it was done we ate and talked. Then the flashback came back.
"Hey, (name), we need to talk." I say as I saw her smile turn into a frown.
I'm going to hate myself for doing this.
"Your not safe here." I say. "You need to leave."
That was when I see tears forming in her eyes.
"Ok, then I'll see myself to the door." She said as she grabs her phone and asks for a taxi. She ends the call and walks back to my room to grab her things. She looked out the window and sees the taxi. She was about to walk out of the house when I stop her.
"I just need my coat back." I say. She puts his jacket.
"I knew you'd get tired of me really fast. Everyone else does. Thanks for everything. She said as she tried so hard to give me a smile as she handed me my jacket. She walked out the door and walked over to the taxi and fit inside. A minute later it drives off. I close the door. Days past and I never left the kitchen looking outside the window where the taxi was. I take another drink of whiskey. And then I start to cry. And I never cried. Why are you crying Andy? Shes safe from you.
Jinxx came over and opened the door.
"Wheres your girl, man?" He asked
"I let her go." I said.
"Why, man? I thought she was the one." He said.
"I thought so too, until this morning when I had a flashback of me attacking her in the bathroom when she accidentally walked in on me." I say.

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