Smile Little Princess.

Sometimes I don't want to live, I wont lie. Everyone judges, what's the point of trying? Have you ever felt so sad you can feel your heart physically break? yeah, me too. I just want to be loved. I just want someone to hold me and promise me I'll be okay, maybe that's not possible. I guess I have to tell you about myself, since your reading my story. I'm 17. My names Rose. Well here it goes, I'll let you start reading my story. Good luck and Goodbye.


(June 23, 2013) 3:15am.

Why!? Why is it never enough? I've tried so hard! I've given everything! For what? for some kid to push me and tell me I deserve to die. I cant take this anymore! I have to do something, I have to end it.

(present time that night)


I quickly ran, feeling the air leaving my lungs as I tried to make it to the bridge as fast as I could.
I stopped as I felt the cold metal beneath my bare feet. I quickly jumped to the railing and with effort pulled myself over, maybe this would be my final goodbye. I looked underneath to see beautiful dark waves, welcoming me. Almost singing to me as though a siren luring a sailor to his death. I felt my eyes burn as I let the wind guide me, my feet slowly slipping past the safety of the cold long bar. I let a soft sigh as I watched my breath hover before me as the cold air reached out to it, comforting. I felt my arms reach to the waves as though asking for a hug which was promised if I should only jump into its embrace. "Here it goes" I whispered, I slowly leaned forward letting the wind guide me to what would soon be my home. I felt myself fall until I was jerked backwards, a heavy weight put upon me as the blacktop cut into my back. "No" I heard a soft whisper, and that was when my story began.

Notes

Hey guys, so this is gonna be more serious.