The One for Me: An Andy Biersack Love Story
Chapter 3: Loosing You
So i after school i headed off to the mall, and unexpectedly i didn't see my friends. Maybe their late. I then sat down on the mall bench and waited, and waited for them. Soon, it was starting to get dark, so i headed home and decided to call it a night.
When i got home, i wanted to give each of them a call. I called Pandora first. No answer. Then, i called Hannah, still no answer. Where they alright? What's going on? I say to myself. Last but not least, i called Destiny. She picked up the phone, finally. "Hey, can I talk to you."? I try to ask her. "Yeah, i guess". She says in a snobby tone of voice. "Why weren't you nor Hannah and Pandora at the mall today, like you said you guys would? "I nearly waited for four hours". I snapped at her with a furious tone. "Listen bitch before you start yelling and getting pissed off you need to just relax and let me explain". I stood shocked. She never talked to me like that before. What has gotten into her lately? "Explain yourself then". I told her. "Oh, i can explain a whole bunch of things to you, Breanna". Destiny continued speaking. "We never did like you. We just wanted to get information out of you and use you like the bitch you really are". "I can't believe you would ever think we would ever be friends with you, and now that we know everything we want to know, the three of us are going to tell the whole school on Monday". I begged her not to. She then hung up the phone, right in front of my eyes. I stand there with tears rolling down my cheeks. I have nobody.
I ran to my room, slammed the door, getting ready for what i should've done a long time ago.... suicide. It was my only choice to escape this misery for good. I made an announcement on all of my social media accounts that i wasn't going to be here anymore, guess they all got their wish. I jumped out of my bed and sprinted into the kitchen, my mom wasn't home. So i just did what i needed to do. I grabbed a chair from the dining room. I then went into the garage for a rope. I was going to hang myself. I got everything i needed and went back into the kitchen. I got a rope all tide up where i wanted it to be, and stood on the chair as i pulled the rope around my neck. This was it... and i was ready. I can finally be free from all of this pain that has been building up in me for years. I was about to tip the chair over, but then i heard my phone's ringer go off. My ringtone was Carolyn, by Black Veil Brides. I heard Andy sing as the beautiful background music played. I then realized something... there are other people out there who are like me. I'm not the only one who feels this way. Depp inside i knew for sure i was stronger than this, and i might make it through. I got down off the chair and put everything back.
But... i was just played by three people that pretended to be my friends. I wanted to make one last phone call to Destiny and chew her out. I dialed the number and she answered. "Hey, I just wanted to say fuck you, Hannah, and Pandora for making me feel this way". She didn't say anything back, but i knew that she was listening. I hung up the phone, and that honestly felt good that i did that. But that doesn't change on how i really feel inside... i still felt empty, worthless, unwanted. Then, i had no friends at all. I was all alone now. I was lost. I just lost people that i loved, that i thought who accepted me for who i was. I was really wrong. I'm such a fuck up to the whole world. I just felt like, no one would ever want me.
Notes
Wow.. didn't expect that.Their you guys have it. Hope everyone is liking the story. See you guys in the fourth chapter.
Great chapter! Can't wait for the next one!
12/13/16