Andy’s P.O.V.
Everyone was disconsolate with this, I felt like it was my fault. She didn’t deserve this, I could only blame myself. Jinxx was driving us home, it was my car but I wasn’t in the mood to drive it any time soon. I have felt a wet substance form in my eyes. Tears. I haven’t been this upset since god knows when, I didn’t want this to happen.

I didn’t want any of this to happen. She didn’t deserve this, she’s been through so much. I wanted to do my best to make her happy. I still loved her deep down, I still had that feeling. I didn’t want that to go away, I was still in love with this beautiful young woman. But at the same time, I couldn’t just leave Juliet, I don’t want to leave her hanging. She’s supposed to be coming here later on to come see me for the first time, after we’ve been on tour. Yeah, I’m excited for her arrival, but at the same time, I need to also take care of Breanna, since this was my fault that this happened.

Juliet doesn’t know about Breanna, or what had happened for the past couple of weeks. I have no clue how I’m going to break it to her. Juliet is one of the jealous types, so I’m preparing for a small breakdown out of her. We were lucky enough to bring Breanna home the night of the accident, she wasn’t to damage which was a good thing. I wanted to make sure Breanna was comfortable as possible until she heals fully.
But, I’ll always have that devil right by my side, telling me I’m the one to blame for the accident, that it’s my fault for letting this happen, and forever leading her up to this. It was my fault, I’ve always been so hard on myself on everything. I would always blamed myself for everything, it’s been building up for years and sometimes I feel that I’m about to snap. I didn’t have the perfect life either growing up, so I can really relate to Bre.

She’s such a sweet girl. I just hope everything goes alright. I wonder how Juliet is going to react when I have to be paying a lot of my attention to Breanna. I already know that she isn’t going to be too happy with the deal. Even though I haven’t seen her for the past three months, it’s still my responsibility to do what is needed. I’m anxious to see what tomorrow brings. I hope things won’t start collapsing. I don't need this, not now.

Notes

I'm such a failure. Well, here's chapter twenty, so sorry if it's a bit short, i haven't had a lot of ideas lately. I'll be sure to update again, stay tuned. <3