I awoke from my sleep from a knock on the door. Today was the concert, and I still had to get ready. I got out of my bed and hit the stone cold floor. As I got to the front door I went to unlocked it and stood a fan-girling Rhian. “What are you doing here so early”, I say while still yawning. “Sorry but I really couldn’t wait, I was up all night just thinking about it”. “I got to get ready though we still have like three hours”.

I went into the kitchen, to make some coffee to wake me up a little, Rhian follows shorty after I arrive into the kitchen. “So what are you thinking on wearing”? “I‘m not so sure, I still have to get in the shower do my hair and makeup”. I offered Rhian a glass of coffee, but she declined. I don’t know why, but I am a little apprehensive that something bad might happen that I might bump into someone at the concert that I know. I’ve always been used to being bullied, but I didn’t need to worry about that right now, I had to be focused and go ahead and get ready. I couldn’t get over yesterday. I mean, I bumped into the Andy Biersack. Was it fate that brought us together? No it’s not it can’t be, no one’s ever been in love with me, and probably ever will be. I’ve always been a mistake to this world. Every day I always say negative things about myself. I just feel like I don’t belong here. I sigh in annoyance.

I rushed up the stairs to pick out some clothes to wear tonight. I was thinking on going with a Black Veil Brides band tee, some combat boots, and black ripped up skinny jeans. Rhian nodded in agreement that was a perfect outfit to go with tonight. We still got a while.

. I got in the shower anyway, while Rhian just stuck around on my bed, listening to some music. I always played music while I showered. I went through my playlist and taped on and played ‘You Only Live Once by Suicide Silence’. I stepped into the shower as the hot water beat down on me. I loved the feeling of being in the shower, it just lets me escape in my own world and not worry what’s all around me. I turned up the volume a bit on my phone so I can hear the music better. I got out fifteen minutes later.

I dried off with my towel on the bathroom door handle. As I was drying off, I hear my notification ringer go off. I viewed the message. It was my mom saying she will be there later tonight. What? She usually stays with her friends all weekend, why was she coming home early I thought to myself. I have a concert to go to, and if she finds out I’m gone, she’ll beat me to shreds. I shook the feeling off. Nothing can go wrong tonight. It just can’t. I have been having a great time meeting the people who saved me. Almost every time I do something a little fun, someone always steps in and ruins it. I try my hardest to not think about it. I hope nothing goes wrong tonight, can it?

Notes

I think this story is really starting to come out great. What do you guys think? Still more to come, have a nice day you lovely people. <3