The One for Me: An Andy Biersack Love Story

I lay in my bed. I yawn as i got out of bed stumbling. "ugh" i say to myself. ' I fucking hate school", i say sleepily. I didn't want to go to school today "I just can't take anymore hate and beatings". But how the hell am i going to get an education if I don't go to school? I decided to go anyway.
After I got out of the shower, i went to dresser and got dressed into a Asking Alexandria band tee, ripped acid faded skinny jeans, and some black vans. I did my makeup and hair in my bathroom. i wanted to go with a layered look with my hair today. When i was done in the bathroom, i went back into my bedroom and added some of jewelry on. "Band bracelets" i say. I put my bracelets on my wrists. Then, i got my Black Veil Brides rosary around my neck. I wear bracelets on my wrists everyday for school. Mostly to hide my self harm scars.

I grab my jacket and head out the door. I walked up to my bus stop and of course I was ambushed by some people from school. It happens almost everyday. As i snapped out of my thoughts, i saw a fist hurdling towards my face. I fall to the ground in embarrassment. I winced in pain. Everyone at the bus stop laughed. "That's for being an emo bitch Breanna". Kyle said. he's one of the bully's at my bus stop he goes to the same school as me. I started bawling my eyes out. "What"? "What did I do to ever deserve this"? I whisper to myself. I heard the bus coming as I got up from the ground. Kyle and his friends were laughing as hard as they can, while I manage to get up. The bus came to a stop. Everyone piled into the bus when I sat in the very back, like always. Kyle punched in the eye and in the nose. It felt like it was swelling up. I let out a groan of pain and hurt.
So i just hoped it wasn't broken, maybe just bruised. I fall back into my seat and hope to god that this day would go by fast. I stick my headphones in my ears, blasted Black Veil Brides- Faithless into my ears, and ignored the world around me. When we arrived at school, i get off the bus after everyone else.
As i get off the bus, I was going into the school, and was greeted by Hannah, Pandora, and Destiny, in the hallway. My friends and I, we all hung out outside. "Hard morning again"? Pandora asked me. "Yeah". I tell her. She gave me a hug. I let out a whimper and she looked at me with a concerned look. She pulled up sleeves and was shocked to see a whole bunch of scars and cuts all on my arms. "Breanna, why are you doing this"? "I thought you stopped... didn't you"? I shook my head no, not able to trust my voice. I stood there, waiting for a response. "Breanna, we'll help you get through this" I don't want you to do that to yourself". I nodded in agreement. I try so hard to stop cutting, but i just end up failing.

We all head back into the school, as the bell rang for first hour. "See you guys at lunch" I say to all three of them. We all said our goodbyes and went to class.
I went to my first hour and walked into the classroom and sat at my desk. "well, look what we have here". Claire said to me. She's another bully i have to deal with. 'What happened to your eye"? She says. "Nothing" I say to her. "I just heard you got punched by Kyle this morning at the bus stop, when i first heard that I laughed". "Please just leave me alone Claire". "Whatever bitch". Claire says to me in a mean and rude voice. I just ignored her, then the teacher finally walks in. I lay my head down on my desk and wonder if my life will ever change. "No, probably not", I say to my self. Well, it looks like this is going to be a long and hard day again, as usual.

Notes

Hope you guys liked the first chapter. There will be more coming soon.