Twisted Reality

-Taylor's P.O.V-
It was hard to wrap my head around. I thought this was going to be easier than it was starting to get impossible. I sighed as I crawled up to Andy's room and laid on the bed. He opened the door and sighed at me.
"Taylor come on don't be so down." He sat next to my lying figure. I groaned and he rubbed my back softly. I groaned and looked up at him in his green eyes. They were beautiful either color that they were. I say up and crossed my legs then laid my head against his shoulder. He sighed and ran fingers through his hair. He was worried about something. Maybe about the fact that I wasn't as good as the rest of them? God why do I have to be so stupid I sighed heavily and got up.
"Hey I am going to shower but do you have a shaver my legs are getting bad." I asked.
"Yeah in the bathroom first drawer on the left." He smiled and I grabbed some of my clothes that I grabbed from my apartment. I made my way to the bathroom and stripped in silence. I started to run the warm water and sighed. I broke the razor and looked at the skinny tiny blade. I haven't done this in a month and I really am craving it since I looked at it. I ran the cold blade across my thigh and winced as the hot water ran a crossed it. I cut four long lines and washed my body. I got out and dried my hair with the towel and my body. I put on my clothes very slowly with my pants because of the fresh wounds. I walked out and Andy smiled and walked to the guys with me.
"Now I have been dying to learn something." I smiled and they nodded.
"Okay what is it?" CC smiled back and was excited.
"I want to learn to speed run." I jumped up and down excited and CC smiled and copied my motion. We walked outside and he smiled and got in running position. I smirked and we both took off. I felt like I was running normally but here I was running along the speedy CC. We ran like that for an hour and enjoying ourselves. We ran back to the house and got inside laughing.
"You know what? That was the best time ever!" I laughed and CC did too. Andy smiled and swung me around hugging me. I giggled and he kissed me while smiling. He sat me down and I grabbed my phone. My teacher gave me a heads up that during the break that he wanted me to study hard. I rolled my eyes and shut it off. Andy sat next to me and wrapped an arm around my shoulder. My thigh started to hurt badly and I winced and he looked at me for a minute.
"Whats up?" I asked and he smiled.
"Nothing I just noticed you were hurting." He looked at me and smiled.
"Oh well I am new to the fast running so." He nodded and watched the T.V. Good be clueless. I held onto his hand as we cuddled.
"Hey Taylor I am going on tour." He looked at me and I studied his expression. He was serious.
"Can you come with me?" He asked looking worried.
"Yes I can go with you." I smiled. He might find out… Shit.

Notes

I am trying so hard writers block
Taylor's Clothes: http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=206110616