If I've ever met you
Guilty pleasures
I was aware of the fact that I was lying on the ground with a boy on top of me who was just as drunk as myself but I couldn't help it. I was displeased with his behaviour but damn, was I attracted. I stood up, not without difficulties, while Andy was watching my every move.
,,I am going back,,
I helped him get up. It was too awkward to say something so I just turned my back and left.
,,See ya soon, then?,,Andy yelled.
,,I hope not,,
I continued to walk back to the pub. When I came in, there were barely a few people so it was probably very late. I was lucky, in a avery weird way said, that my parents stopped caring about what I was doing all the time after I turned 18. It came as a surprise as they were very strict my entire life, thing that caused me a lot of mental break downs. I was a happy child, but as a teenager, I was rebelious and non-conformist. I fought for everything I have now. Nothing was easy. Anyway, I looked for jared who was sitting at a big table with a bunch of guys. They looked like they were having a lot of fun. I went there, waved and asked:
,,Hi, guys! I just ditched my date and I was wonering if I can sit with you for a while.,,
,,Yeah, sure, Rebbeca. Let me introduce me to the guys. He is Ashley, aka manwhore; he is Christina, great drumer and a very energetic person; Jake- master guitarist and Jeremy - the best violonist you'll ever meet. Guys, she is Rebbeca.,,
Everybody waved and smiled. They were so much more open than Andy.
Jared:,,So, Andy wasn't for you, huh? But I could swear that I saw you going in the back of the pub,,
R:So what if we did?,,
Ash:,,Baby, nobody goes there without doing something kinky.,,
R:,,Ok, ok, you got me. But it was just in the heat of the moment,,
C:,,Yeah, I am sure of that,, *laughing*
J:,,Anyway, it is very late. What are you gonna do now? It is like 3 am.,,
R:,,Well, my only choice is to wait until 6 am for the first bus,,
J:,,That doesn't sound too convinient. If you want to, I could drive you home.,,
R:,,I don't want you to bother so much.,,
J:,,It's no bother. Christian lives there anyway so it is not like I don't have to go anyway.,,
R:,,Really? I ve never seen you before.,,
C:''Well maybe because I am a night owl. I dont like going out during day. Too many retarded people on the streets.,,
R:,,I see. Well, Jared, if I am not a burden I'd be forever greatful if you drove me home.,,
J:,,That's my girl!,,
We sat and talked for another 30 minutes than Jared closed the pub and we al squeezed in his van. Jared was a very cautious driver so it took a while to get home. It was almost 5 in the morning whe I got home. I entered the house trying not to do too much noise. Everybody was still sleeping. I slowly walke to my room where I changed into my pijamas and went straight to bed. I was lucky tht it was almost summer and I finisged my exams or I would have had a lot of trouble with all of the school ditching. I knew that I shouldn't neglect mu university dreams but I already applied everywhere, even in the places I hadn't interest. So in the end, all what remained was waiting. I fell asleep quickly but probably because of my high level of alcohol I starting dreaming instantly. I was in a coffe shop drinking a latte. The windows were big and clean and the sunlights were tickling my skin. It was peaceful and quiet. I was waiting for someone for a while so i started humming to myslef to keep myself occupied. On the other side of the window I saw a tall figure approaching. I smiled cause I knew it was him. He stopped in front of the window and put his hand on the surface. From the other side, I put my hand on his and smiled. The window suddenly disappeard and i found myself in his arms.
,,Won't you stay a little bit longer?,, he whispered in my ear.
,,Of course i will,,
,,Then why are you leaving,,
,,I'm not.,,
Then I realised that an unknown force was dragging me into the sky. I could get just one more look at his bright blue eyes, filled with sadness and regret. I woke up suddenly. My mom was tapping me softly on the arm. I opened my eyes slowly,. My room was filled with sunlight. I felt at peace.
,,I am going back,,
I helped him get up. It was too awkward to say something so I just turned my back and left.
,,See ya soon, then?,,Andy yelled.
,,I hope not,,
I continued to walk back to the pub. When I came in, there were barely a few people so it was probably very late. I was lucky, in a avery weird way said, that my parents stopped caring about what I was doing all the time after I turned 18. It came as a surprise as they were very strict my entire life, thing that caused me a lot of mental break downs. I was a happy child, but as a teenager, I was rebelious and non-conformist. I fought for everything I have now. Nothing was easy. Anyway, I looked for jared who was sitting at a big table with a bunch of guys. They looked like they were having a lot of fun. I went there, waved and asked:
,,Hi, guys! I just ditched my date and I was wonering if I can sit with you for a while.,,
,,Yeah, sure, Rebbeca. Let me introduce me to the guys. He is Ashley, aka manwhore; he is Christina, great drumer and a very energetic person; Jake- master guitarist and Jeremy - the best violonist you'll ever meet. Guys, she is Rebbeca.,,
Everybody waved and smiled. They were so much more open than Andy.
Jared:,,So, Andy wasn't for you, huh? But I could swear that I saw you going in the back of the pub,,
R:So what if we did?,,
Ash:,,Baby, nobody goes there without doing something kinky.,,
R:,,Ok, ok, you got me. But it was just in the heat of the moment,,
C:,,Yeah, I am sure of that,, *laughing*
J:,,Anyway, it is very late. What are you gonna do now? It is like 3 am.,,
R:,,Well, my only choice is to wait until 6 am for the first bus,,
J:,,That doesn't sound too convinient. If you want to, I could drive you home.,,
R:,,I don't want you to bother so much.,,
J:,,It's no bother. Christian lives there anyway so it is not like I don't have to go anyway.,,
R:,,Really? I ve never seen you before.,,
C:''Well maybe because I am a night owl. I dont like going out during day. Too many retarded people on the streets.,,
R:,,I see. Well, Jared, if I am not a burden I'd be forever greatful if you drove me home.,,
J:,,That's my girl!,,
We sat and talked for another 30 minutes than Jared closed the pub and we al squeezed in his van. Jared was a very cautious driver so it took a while to get home. It was almost 5 in the morning whe I got home. I entered the house trying not to do too much noise. Everybody was still sleeping. I slowly walke to my room where I changed into my pijamas and went straight to bed. I was lucky tht it was almost summer and I finisged my exams or I would have had a lot of trouble with all of the school ditching. I knew that I shouldn't neglect mu university dreams but I already applied everywhere, even in the places I hadn't interest. So in the end, all what remained was waiting. I fell asleep quickly but probably because of my high level of alcohol I starting dreaming instantly. I was in a coffe shop drinking a latte. The windows were big and clean and the sunlights were tickling my skin. It was peaceful and quiet. I was waiting for someone for a while so i started humming to myslef to keep myself occupied. On the other side of the window I saw a tall figure approaching. I smiled cause I knew it was him. He stopped in front of the window and put his hand on the surface. From the other side, I put my hand on his and smiled. The window suddenly disappeard and i found myself in his arms.
,,Won't you stay a little bit longer?,, he whispered in my ear.
,,Of course i will,,
,,Then why are you leaving,,
,,I'm not.,,
Then I realised that an unknown force was dragging me into the sky. I could get just one more look at his bright blue eyes, filled with sadness and regret. I woke up suddenly. My mom was tapping me softly on the arm. I opened my eyes slowly,. My room was filled with sunlight. I felt at peace.
I'm in love with this:)
8/3/16