hide {andy biersack fan fiction}
agoraphobia
Alexia's POV
I open my eyes. the weak light seeps in through my faded purple curtains and dances across my room. I turn over and lie on my back whilst grabbing my phone of the bed side table. I switch it on and the bright light illuminates my face. 5:30 , great. I internally groan and shut my eyes again.
its been 10 years since I became agoraphobic, ten years of stress and ten years of pain. I never leave the house and i barely ever leave my room , only for toilet trips and the occasional snack. but apart from that its just me and these four walls. Sometimes its fine , sometimes its bearable , but at others its insufferable. Sometimes I feel like I cant take it anymore , like I cant deal with it anymore. I cut a lot. There's numerous scars and bruises on my arms and thighs. Its an escape route , another option. There's many times where my sister has found me passed out on the floor surrounded by pills and my own flesh and blood. I guess it could be worse though...
Maddison's POV
Its been 10 years now since my little sister has become agoraphobic. She stays in her room all day and never comes down. I bring meals to her room but she refuses to eat. I encourage her to get out but she refuses to move. I suggest going to the movies but she refuses to go. I worry about her , day in and day out. Constantly wishing for the day where she escapes her wretchedness and greets me with open arms. But it never will. It never will.
flash back to 8 months ago
I bolt up the stairs , Alexia's screams getting louder and louder. I run across the landing and storm into the bathroom to see her sprawled out on the floor, surrounded in piles of her own flesh and blood. Tears burst out of my eyes and ran across my cheeks. I got down on my hands and knees and desperately tried to help her , but it was too late , her eyes were rolling back and her hands were pale and cold.
Notes
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heyyyy (✿◠‿◠) this is my FIRST EVER fan fiction so I hope you like it ^w^ I really know where I'm going with this so I hope its going to turn out as good as what it is in my head ≧◡≦ I'm going to try and update once every two days , but i'll try and find a schedule and stick to it
(which will be practice for me because I'm very forgetful and unorganised XD)
sooooo.... until next time ? peace out ⊂◉‿◉つ
