Angel from hell

I woke up that Friday morning feeling like shit. There were days when a woke up happy because I actually had a good dream. That dream being about my crush, Michel. He's so cute. I've never actually talked to him. He could be a douche for all I know. He's in 11th grade as well and we share most of our classes together. He has semi-long black hair, with light green eyes and has a perfect smile.
Anyways, I took a shower and did the usual routine. I decided to wear an Asking Alexandria shirt. I exited the bathroom and went back to my room. I picked my phone up my bed and saw I had a text. It was from Andy. What now? I was honestly scared to see what this text said

Andy:"Trevor. This is so fucking weird. In the song you showed me, there was more lyrics in there that are in songs I've written at like ages 13-15. I don't know what this means. I don't know if this could mean we're related or we were meant to meet each other. Like maybe you're the little sister I never had."

I began to text back, but I really didn't even know what I was saying anymore.
"and maybe you're the older brother I never had. But, I don't know. Let's talk after school. My parents are home all day today so can you pick me up after school and can we go over to your house, please?"

I plugged in my earbuds and put on some Of Mice And Men. I exited my room and ran down stairs, in a rush to get to school. But, when I looked to my left at the bottom of the stairs, all I saw was my mom on the couch and my dad rubbing her feet.
I don't get why he's nice one second and a total messed up douche the next. I ran out of the house and began walking to school.
I was almost to school when Andy replied to my text,
"K sounds good, I hope you have a good day, love you Trevor!"

I was shaking. Did he really just say "I love you."
Maybe he just said that so I felt good, not cuz he meant it. But, I guess I should say it back,
"Um. Love ya too?" Ugh why did I have to question it.

"What's with the question mark?" He replied as I entered the big school doors.
"I was just surprised. Sorry love you too Andy. See you after school."

The fuck was wrong with me? I went straight to the cafeteria and saw Athena and Shelby sitting at the table they sat at at lunch yesterday. I sighed. I missed her. But, she's right. I have Andy now. I don't exactly know how this whole "best friendship" between Andy and me is going to work out, but, I'm willing to try.
About 5 minutes later, the bell rang. I usually would run to first period, but today I was really dreading the idea of it. Athena sits right next to me. We're usually picked by Mrs. Hawn to be partners.
As I entered the class, I saw Shelby sitting in my seat. What the actual fuck? I looked at Athena, with tears in my eyes. All she did was smile and point to Mrs. Hawn. I looked at Mrs. Hawn and all she did was point to the seat in the front row in the corner. The most dreaded fucking seat. Wait, that's not where Shelby sat. That seat was always empty.
But, as I noticed that Michel sat right next to me, I hurried into that seat and didn't care about anything else.

When it was finally lunch time, I realized I had to sit alone. I never really ate lunch. I decided to just go sit in front of the school. I exited the front doors to the school and sat on the grass. I wasn't necessarily supposed to be out here but, I needed fresh air. I needed time to think.
I lost my best friend, but then gained Andy as a best friend the same day. And just the next day he tells me he loves me. I knew as only a friend though, of course. If he were to ever develop feelings for me, well I don't even know what I would do.
There I sat in front of the school, just thinking. Thinking about how dramatically my life has changed in just the past week. I'm not complaining. And I'm not saying I love this new change. But, it's not so bad.

The bell rang about 10 minutes later and I hurried to English. I had this class with Michel too.
Now, I know what you're probably thinking,
"Why is she just telling us about Michel."
And the reason is because Athena likes him too. She doesn't know I like him but I know she does. Before I was too scared to tell anyone I liked him because I was scared of losing her but, we're not friends anymore. Maybe I'll even have the courage to ask to hang out with him.
i entered Mr, Taylen's class and took my seat. Although I hated him, I did like that he let us sit where ever we wanted to. But, Carter was already sitting next to Michel. I ended up sitting way in the back.
I was actually paying attention today. I think it's because I wanted to escape my thoughts. I didn't want to think about Andy nor Athena right now, even though they were for completely different reasons.
I didn't want to think about Andy because I was scared. The experiences that we've had are just almost imposdible. On the other hand, I didn't want to think about Athena because the thought of her made me sad, yet angry. Cry, yet rage.

After school was over, I felt relieved. Today was Friday. Finally. This week has felt like a year.
As i exited the school, I saw Shelby by the oak tree. Wow. They were even stealing mine and Athena's after school tradition away.

As I waited for Andy's beautiful black mustang to pull in front of the school, I wrote in my journal. Just another one of those days I felt like expressing myself in my journal.
He showed up soon after that. I waved to him then ran to his car and jumped in the passanger seat.

He started driving to his house. I was excited to see his house. But I had to make sure to not tell ANYONE where he lived.

Notes

Ugh, this chapter is pretty shitty sorry. It's 2am rn and I have to wake up early for work. Rip me. Anyways, thank you guys for all the support. Love you!