Keep It Secret

"Okay guys," Jinxx said. "This is my sister, Arianna."
"Ari." I corrected him quietly.
"She's touring with us, like I told you before." He told me their names, instruments, that stuff. "Don't you guys have a singer?" I asked.
"Oh, Andy? Yeah, where is he?" Jinxx said.
"He's on a pizza run," Ashley replied.
Jinxx showed me to the bunks, and to my bunk. It was across from Andy's, and below Jinxx's. I threw my bag in the compartment under my bunk. "Who's this?" Came a voice from the doorway. Shit, I thought. He's hot. "Oh," Jinxx said. "This is my sister, Arianna."
"Ari." I corrected him, yet again.
"Cool. I'm Andy." He said, turning towards me. His icy blue eyes stared right into mine for a heartbeat, and then turned back to my brother. "I got pizza, and we should be heading out in about 6 minutes."
"Nice. Hey Ari, you can get comfortable or whatever, we'll be out here." Andy lingered for a second more, holding my gaze, then he left. I plopped on my bunk, turned on a BVB album on my phone (might as well get used to them), and closed my eyes.

Apparently I fell asleep, because next thing I knew, it was dark outside and we were moving. I rubbed my eyes and swung my legs over the edge of the bunk. Going to the bathroom, I fixed my hair and makeup before heading out to the main area. "Morning, sunshine." Andy mumbled. He was drinking a Shock Top. I plopped onto the couch and looked at my phone to distract me (not that it possibly could; all I get is hate). I could feel a gaze on my cheek (that's my sixth sense), and turned to see Andy staring at me. "What?" I asked. "Is my makeup smeared?"
"No," he answered. "Just looking at you."
Breathe deeply, Ari. He can't possibly be into you. You're an ugly emo slut. I thought to myself. "Where is everybody?" I wondered aloud.
"Studio drop-by." Andy answered. He was staring at me again. Luckily, the awkward silence that followed was broken by my brother and the boys returning...with pizza! "Is pizza all you guys eat?" I asked everyone.
"Basically," CC answered.
"Meh, mostly," Ashley said.
"They only eat one kind," Andy said, gaze not wavering from my face. "So they might as well get it when they can." He shrugged, and smiled. Don't blush, don't look, don't blush, don't look, FUCK! My mind kept saying. Too late for that. I could already feel the heat rising to my cheeks as I looked back at my phone. "So...is anybody else going to shower?"
"Nope!" -CC
"No." -Ashley
"I never do." -Jake
"I'll go after you," Andy said. I shrugged and went into the bathroom. There, I pulled out my shampoo, conditioner, and my blade. They're going to get suspicious when they see cuts on my arm, I thought. I'll do it on my legs instead. I washed my hair, and took a shaky breath. I sliced my leg once, twice, up to ten times. My legs stung from not being used to cuts. I turned the water off and got out of the shower. The idea came to me in a flash. I pulled out a bottle of hydrogen peroxide and a packet of bleach (don't ask me where I got them). I mixed them together, put some gloves on, and rubbed it into every single strand of my hair. This'll take about 30 minutes. Not too long. "Ari? You okay?" It was Jinxx.
"Dude, I'm doing something spontaneous, I'm fine, go away." He lingered for a second, then walked away to the group. I heard him talking to everyone about me, and my ears burned. He just HAD to be the most protective older brother ever. 30 minutes came and went, and I rinsed and dried my hair. It was the lightest, brightest shade of blonde without being bleach-white. I smiled. You're just doing it for Andy, My subconscious said. But he'll never love you. You're a fat, ugly, worthless, bitch.
You're the bitch, I responded. I blow-dried my hair, styled it, and redid my makeup. I changed into my Batman hoodie and sweatpants, and walked out. Andy was the first to notice. "Holy shit!" He said. Quickly, I put my finger to my lips. He thankfully understood. "What is it, Andy?" Ashley asked, walking to where we were. "Holy shit is right!" He exclaimed. "Guys, get in here!" Shit. Jinxx is gonna flip out. I just stood there, hands behind my back, gauging their reactions individually. "Ari...your hair..."
"Is blonde, I know." I finished for him. "And, I'm going to bed." I walked past them to the bunks, shut the door, and got on my phone.

Unknown Number: Hey you okay?

Me: Who dis?

Unknown Number: Someone.

Me: Because that helps.

Unknown Number: I'm on this bus.

Me: Well you're not Jinxx or Ash, because I have their numbers.

Unknown Number: Microphone.

Me: Andy how the hell did you get my number?!

Andy: Your brother.

Me: I hate him.

Andy: I'll tell him that, then.

Me: ANDREW DENNIS BIERSACK DON'T YOU DARE HE WILL KILL ME

Andy: Haha kidding I won't.

Notes

Sorry this took longer than expected, school's a bitch. I'm also not gonna update until at least one person comments.

Kisses, kittens!

--Please_Kill_Me