To infinity and beyond
Shocking news
I just sat there , I didn't know what to say . He just said he loved me. All that was going through my head is lie , lie , lie. If he loved me he would not rape me...
-Is this a joke ? I said breaking the awkward silence . I looked up at him and I could see him looking down .
-No ... I loved you since I saw you .. But then , you were with Andy ...
-YOU COME UP TO ME AND FUCKING RAPE ME AND THE. TELL ME YOU LOVE ME ???!!!! Wtf is going through your mind ?! I asked nearly screaming.
-I WAS WRONG OK ?! I DID NOT MEAN THAT ! I KNOW I FUCKING RAPED YOU BUT THOSE WERE HARD TIMES FOR ME ! With those words going through my mind .. I was very shocked , but I had to leave.
-Stay away from me , you monster , don't dare touch me again. I said tears were forming in my eyes , with that I stood up and left to see the girls .
-Is everything fine ?? Andy asked me .
-Yeah , I just .. Need some alone time with the girls ..
-Mhm . That's all he said and me and the girls went upstairs.
-So ? What's up ? Ella asked sitting on the bed next to me.
I was looking down at my hands.
-He said he loves me. I said calmly.
Both of them gasped.
-What do you mea-
Before she could continue her sentence I cut her off .
- He said he loves me , that he was going trough hard times , and that he knew he'd have no chance with me because of me and Andy.
-But .. You .. He raped you... Sammi said.
-I know Sammi ...
-Do you believe him ? Ella asked me .
-I don't know ... I muttered , I started crying.
-Why are you crying ? Shhhh . Ella said comforting me and Sammi pulled me in a hug.
-Cause this is so fucking difficult .. Why did it have to be me ? I'm stuck in all this vampire thing :. I got raped .. I'm a total disaster , I just can't stand it anymore .... I said sobbing and putting mascara all over Sammi's shirt.
-Yes I know , but you have Andy. She said.
-I can't tell him this , he'll get mad and .. Probably kill him.
I can't believe I actually didn't want Peter to die . Something strange was happening , I hope I didn't have any feelings for him..
-Fine , well , me and Ella are gonna go at the guys tonight if you want , it's Friday so yeah . And by the way we have to Go to class.
-Yeah , sorry about your shirt and all. I said wiping away my tears.
-Dont worry , now go wash your face.
So I went to fix my face , I still had the puffy red eyes though.
We went to class and I was thinking about this thing the whole time.
I couldn't get Peter and Andy out if my mind , i didn't know what to do.
We finished class for the day and decided that Ella and Sammi will go at the boys tonight so I and Andy have some alone time to explain everything.
Once we got in the room I changed in my pjs and went to sit on the bed . After that that Andy came in and started kissing my lips .
-Andy I'm sorry but , I'm not in the mood for what I've said this morning . I said pushing him away slowly and avoiding eye contact .
-Tell me all. He said ad so i told him everything I noticed he got mad and had his fangs out .
-Please don't do anything bad , please.
-He can not love you.
-I know..
-Do you love him too ? He said looking up at me.
-I .. I don't know ..
Thats all I said , he got even madder . His eyes were now red.
-Andy I-
Before I could finish my sentence , Andy was drinking my blood roughly , I couldn't move , I was scared , this was not MY Andy.
-Is this a joke ? I said breaking the awkward silence . I looked up at him and I could see him looking down .
-No ... I loved you since I saw you .. But then , you were with Andy ...
-YOU COME UP TO ME AND FUCKING RAPE ME AND THE. TELL ME YOU LOVE ME ???!!!! Wtf is going through your mind ?! I asked nearly screaming.
-I WAS WRONG OK ?! I DID NOT MEAN THAT ! I KNOW I FUCKING RAPED YOU BUT THOSE WERE HARD TIMES FOR ME ! With those words going through my mind .. I was very shocked , but I had to leave.
-Stay away from me , you monster , don't dare touch me again. I said tears were forming in my eyes , with that I stood up and left to see the girls .
-Is everything fine ?? Andy asked me .
-Yeah , I just .. Need some alone time with the girls ..
-Mhm . That's all he said and me and the girls went upstairs.
-So ? What's up ? Ella asked sitting on the bed next to me.
I was looking down at my hands.
-He said he loves me. I said calmly.
Both of them gasped.
-What do you mea-
Before she could continue her sentence I cut her off .
- He said he loves me , that he was going trough hard times , and that he knew he'd have no chance with me because of me and Andy.
-But .. You .. He raped you... Sammi said.
-I know Sammi ...
-Do you believe him ? Ella asked me .
-I don't know ... I muttered , I started crying.
-Why are you crying ? Shhhh . Ella said comforting me and Sammi pulled me in a hug.
-Cause this is so fucking difficult .. Why did it have to be me ? I'm stuck in all this vampire thing :. I got raped .. I'm a total disaster , I just can't stand it anymore .... I said sobbing and putting mascara all over Sammi's shirt.
-Yes I know , but you have Andy. She said.
-I can't tell him this , he'll get mad and .. Probably kill him.
I can't believe I actually didn't want Peter to die . Something strange was happening , I hope I didn't have any feelings for him..
-Fine , well , me and Ella are gonna go at the guys tonight if you want , it's Friday so yeah . And by the way we have to Go to class.
-Yeah , sorry about your shirt and all. I said wiping away my tears.
-Dont worry , now go wash your face.
So I went to fix my face , I still had the puffy red eyes though.
We went to class and I was thinking about this thing the whole time.
I couldn't get Peter and Andy out if my mind , i didn't know what to do.
We finished class for the day and decided that Ella and Sammi will go at the boys tonight so I and Andy have some alone time to explain everything.
Once we got in the room I changed in my pjs and went to sit on the bed . After that that Andy came in and started kissing my lips .
-Andy I'm sorry but , I'm not in the mood for what I've said this morning . I said pushing him away slowly and avoiding eye contact .
-Tell me all. He said ad so i told him everything I noticed he got mad and had his fangs out .
-Please don't do anything bad , please.
-He can not love you.
-I know..
-Do you love him too ? He said looking up at me.
-I .. I don't know ..
Thats all I said , he got even madder . His eyes were now red.
-Andy I-
Before I could finish my sentence , Andy was drinking my blood roughly , I couldn't move , I was scared , this was not MY Andy.
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