Cursed by love

The sound of rising water steam has wakened me up. I turned around and suffused coffee in two bigger cups. I also added milk and sugar. Then I picked them up and carried them into the living room. Andy hasn´t come yet. So I was looking around with coffee in my hand. I noticed photos on the shelf, so I came closer. A lot of pictures of him and Juliet and the band as well. I smiled. They were adorable together. They seemed euphoric to me. And an exhibition of their lives was continued on another side of the white wall. I recognized Katie with Alex on one photo. It´s taken for one year ago. I moved a little bit and saw myself on one. (Juliet and me sitting on the edge of stage keeping crazy faces). And our complete old crew on party… And on it… Oh no! Stand it! C´mon girl! Tommy and I were kissing. I got dizziness, and everything turned black.

*Andy´s POV*
I was upstairs looking for DVD when I heard that alarming sound. I quickly ran down. I saw Laurie´s body on the ground and next to her shattered cup and spilled coffee. I laid her on the couch and brought towel wetted with cold water from the bathroom. I placed it on her forehead. I held her hand. “Hay baby, I´m here. Come back! You can´t do that to me again!”

*Laurie´s POV*
“Ahhmmn….What ha-ppe-ned?” I slowly opened my eyes passing hand across my forehead hitting on something wet and cold. Andy helped me sit down.
“You fainted. I found you lying on the floor.” I looked around noticing shattered glass.
“I´m sorry! I made a mess. But don´t worry I´m gonna clean it.” I tried to stand on my legs.
“Don´t! I´ll do it… Just get some rest.” He smiled at me so nicely. “And then I´ll show you something. Okay?” I nodded. Andy went and got a rag. He knelt and collected all shattered pieces of glass and then he wiped coffee. It was quite funny looked like the rock star is cleaning the mess. I´ve never imagined a situation like this. On the stage, they seem untouchable as Gods. Sometimes I forget that they only people with flesh and bones, just like me. He took it out and after that sat next to me.
“Are you ready?”I nodded, and Andy turned the television on.
“Today´s your big day? Please describe your feelings…” I carefully watched it trying to remember what happened there and what we were talking about, but it was vain. I watched my digital journal. My thoughts turned to run in my head and made a big mess there. And something flashed.

*flashback – the day of concert (three years ago)*
I´m sitting on Tommy´s lap next to the Juliet, and we´re talking about tonight. We´re dealing with technical stuff. Andy and Katie rush into the house with new black professional camera filming all around.
“Today´s your big day? Please describe your feelings…” asked Andy zooming the definition.
“So in short… I´m pretty excited about how it´ll be ending and quite nervous I think. But that´s all cool.” I responded giggling. “I´m gonna performing for you guys!” I winked.
“And how are you dealing with all?”
“The biggest thanks are coming to coffee and also the great big family I have here.”
Andy turns it off and joins us. We´re laughing, singing, and having fun. We were all happy.
*end of flashback*

The movie of my life three years ago ended. I saw myself on the stage. I was so confident and wild and full of energy. People were screaming my name applauding. It felt like a dream I´ve dreamt. However, it´s happened! Andy switched TV off and turned his body to me. “Are you still thinking you´re nobody?”

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