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Bloody Lonely


(Y/N) has been on her own for millennia since Andrew was killed. One day she hears his voice coming out of a passing car. Could it be that her beloved has come back for her?

I'm taking a special break from all other writing to work on this story for my loyal tumblr posse. I just hit 200 followers recently, and I told them I'd whip up a surprise when I did. Lately I've been getting a lot of hate and a lot of flak. I think hatred and the like is pathetic and petty, it's totally shit to discourage writers that aren't doing really fucked up shit and are minding their own business. I don't like being told what to do, so I figured I would write this story to celebrate. This is me telling everyone who has been hating on me to go fuck themselves, because that's all they have. You'll feel better afterwards, motherfuckers.

Be advised: This is ~slightly~ more tragic than my usual fare, but hang in there!

All my fanfiction is exactly that: fiction. Any real people are heavily fictionalized and not intended to be representative of any actual real-life goings-on/events, etc. All original characters, and the story line, are copyrighted to me. © 2017

Please note: Adult subject matter, graphic, etc!

Wattpad user-run contest awards for Bloody Lonely:
*Honorable Mention, 2017 Story of the Year, 2017 IC Universe Awards*
*1st Place, Passion Awards*

So you like my stuff?
Here are links to other stories of mine:
Birthday Present
Action Figure
Intergalactic Prison
I Didn't Want to Get Married
The Last Oracle
The Gorgon's Daughter
After Life
Turning Thirty

My terrible twins:
A Demon's Bargain
A Demon's Regret

And my collection of misfits, one-shots, bits, & pieces:
Smutty's One-shots

I am also co-authoring a short guide to writing RPF:
A Handy-dandy Guide to Writing Real Person Fiction




She is older now than Andrew ever was. Maybe older than anyone ever has been. She does not care too greatly about that, or anything, anymore, without Andrew by her side. Your preconceptions about her will be wrong, but she will not let that bother her. She will either kill you or make you forget everything about her quickly soon after you have met anyway.



Already a truly ancient creature at the time of his demise {(Y/N) cares little for time, but it was during the Middle Ages, circa 700 AD}, Andrew has spent every moment since death attempting reincarnation, so as to be reunited with (Y/N).

Andy Biersack

Andy Biersack

Andy is, it would seem, a healthy, human, young man. Nothing strange or suspicious here. Just very driven, exceptionally handsome, quite significantly above average intelligence, and bizarrely talented. Right?


  1. #1

    (Y/N)'s POV

  2. #2

    (Y/N)'s POV

  3. #3

    Andy's POV

  4. #4

    Andy's POV

  5. #5

    (Y/N)'s POV

  6. #6

    (Y/N)'s POV (mildly smutty & bloody)

  7. #7

    (Y/N)'s POV (smutty)

  8. #8

    (Y/N)'s POV (smutty)

  9. #9

    (Y/N)'s POV (smutty)

  10. #10

    (Y/N)'s POV (smutty)

  11. #11

    Andy's POV (mildy suggestive)

  12. #12

    Andy's POV

  13. #13

    (Y/N)'s POV

  14. Poll about potential future short update

    (not a chapter per se)

  15. Note about the poll


  16. Epilogue

    (Y/N)'s POV (smutty)



Aww, you poor dude! Hopefully you enjoyed it alright! :3

SmuttyPariah SmuttyPariah

@smutty pariah
I know I wrote out a giant review but it must have disappeared- fucking bummer man :/


I don't see anything....?

SmuttyPariah SmuttyPariah


Haha, I'm so glad you liked it, man! :D

SmuttyPariah SmuttyPariah