Outcasts

It was around 5 in the morning and empty wine and beer bottles lay around the fridge area, bed area, and some around the bathroom.

Me and Ashley drank for a little while and talked. It was nice to get to know him more rather than knowing just his lady's man and sex addict self. Ashley lay in the bed to the right and I laid in the bed to the left.

"I knew it was a mistake!"
"Yeh well maybe it was!"
"Maybe it was!" "Maybe it was a mistake that you came!" I shifted in the bed as tears fell. Andy's words repeated in my head and it made me wonder...Did he really love me...?
I got up from the bed and slowly crept to Ashley's. I slowly laid down in his bed and lifted the covers. He groaned and shuffled before he turned and lifted his head to look at me.
"Abriel?" he said conceringly. He came close to me and I wrappe dmy arms around him and hugged him. He squeezed me tight in the hug and kissed my forehead I let go of the heavy grasp and settle din the bed with Ashley. From there we fell asleep after all the alcohol and secrets and memories shared on that bed that was on the right...

We awoke in eachothers grasp at 12 and I hugged him before I went over to the door and rept out to me and Andys room. I slowly snuck in and grabbed some clothes before chanign into them. As I slipped into my shirt I felt arms wrap around me and a sniffle.
I yanked away from Andy and grabbed my things to put them in the tour bus where i woud sleep from now on.
"Abriel..."
I scoffed an dlooked him in the eyes.
"Oh so you didn't have the energy last night but now you do!?" I said and shook my head as i left the room not caring about Andy that was left behind.
I wiped my tears that had fallen and mentally cursed a tmyslef for crying. I carried my bags to the tour bus where I found the other boys making something to eat and/or playing games.
"Good morning munchking." the guys said and I greeted them and hugged them. I carried my stuff to the back of the bus and set it down before setting up my sleeping area. I sighed and sniffled as I set my sleeping area up. Goddamnit why do I alwas cry!

Once I was almost done I heard a knock at my doorand it was Ashleys voice.
"Come in."
"Hey munchkin...Wha..What are you doing?" he asked and eyed me down. I fell back into the couch in the back and cried into my hands before Ashey joined me to sit.
"Hey hey please don't cry babe..."
"I'm leaving.."
"What?"
"I'm leaving.Im going home..."
"What?! You cant!"
"Yes I can..i can just call a cab and head home..Andy doesn't need me here...And don't you dare say anything cuz its happening..." I said and Ashley sighed.
"IM sorry...
"Don't..dont say your sorry when you didn't do anything..."
After those words were spoken there was a knock on the door and Ashley rushed ot the door to answer it.
"I don't think she needs or wants to see you right now..."
"Don't pity me Ashley! Shes my girlfriend and I do what I want...Back up now.."
"And..."
Andy pushed through the door and Ash sighed as he was forced to the side.. He then smiled ot me ad nodded before leaving...
I looked away from Andy as he fell to his knees and reached for my hand.
"Abriel...please..im sorry.." (Listen to Say Something by A Great Big World lol)
"Don't...I don't need or want to hear what you have to say...you have obviously said enough.." I said and his eyes watered...
"Abriel I'm so sorry...please just hear me out...Listen I never ment anything I said....I never ment to hurt you and I wasn't thinking correctly...Listen I was drunk or tipsy whatever the fuck! I was tired and just upset about whats been happening an di didn't want to have an outbreak and hurt you!"
"Well you still did!" I said overcome by my motions and crying by now.
"I know! And I'm sorry but I didn't want to...I was trying to tell you to stop before it happened but you just kept going!" He said and tears fell.
"Listen I know...I know I'm a shitty boyfriend and I know I'm not the best to be around but...I cant lose you...I cant ose you...I love you Abriel and I'm sorry. I was drunk and grumpy and crabby and tired and upset."
Andy was cut off when I kissed him roughly to shut him up. He grabbed me and kissed me back without hesitation.
"Andy when I came I thought it was gonna be different and that I would actually see you more but that didn't change..." I said and cried more.
"I thought it was a mistake that I came and I was hurt.." I said stopping because I was sobbing.
"I know .. I know and...I am I'm so sorry baby...im so sorry.. I never meant to hurt you....please don't go..."

Notes

I literally listened to Say Something the song on repeat during the whole time writing this lmao...somethings wrong with me lmao
Omg the fuckin feels gat me!
Oki I hope you enjoyed............................
Later and bye!