You're Never Gonna Get It I'm A Hazard To Myself (on hold for the moment)

I wake up the next morning, yawning softly. I make my way to my dresser and grab some black leggings and an over sized shirt advertising the mascot of some college that had come to my school for college fair. I go to the shower and get in after stripping down. It felt good to have the hot water run down my skin and the warmth hit my bones. I open my eyes and grab the purple shampoo and rub some into my hair. Having white hair wasn't that hard to maintain but I know I did have to redo my roots. I had Dads dark hair naturally but Junior year wanted to do something crazy so white hair after two months of working hard to bleach my hair and not damage it.
I wash up the rest of my body and get out, shivering in the cold air. "Who left the window open...?" I whisper to myself seeing the cracked window bringing the cool breeze in the bathroom. It was raining again and the wind was blowing pretty good. I get dressed before deciding to change the shirt out for a thick knit, oversized sweater from Killstar that I bought myself for Christmas. I walk downstairs and find Mom eating an apple at the table while on her laptop and working in her planner. "Hey Mom." I said grabbing and orange from the freezer, peeling it. "Hey honey." She smiles. "Where's Dad?" I ask gently not seeing him.
"Outside in the garage. That reminds me, please take the extra space heater out there, it's raining and cold out there. He's gonna freeze." She said gently. I nod smiling gently, "Can do Mom." I smile and go to the closet getting the heater out and make my way to the garage. "Dad?" I ask gently knocking. "Yes sweetie?" He said not looking up from his work on Ashley's bike. "Dad i brought the heater. You know its cold out here." I said plugging it in and starting up the heater closing the window he had open. "You and your mom." He chuckles. "I'm used to the cold sweetheart." I smile. "Yeah but you don't want to take the chance." I said gently. Suddenly, the garage door opened and in came Ashley dressed in a hoodie and jeans along with a beanie. "Jesus its summer and it's still cold." He laughed. He had coffee and doughnuts in his hands. "Hey Haydn." He smiles gently. "Want a doughnut?" He offered. I look at my orange and nod smiling. Of course I was still going to eat the orange too but a doughnut would also be good. I take one with sprinkles and thank him smiling gently.
"Here we go Daniel." Ash handed him coffee and took his. "Thank you Ash." My Dad smiles and drinks it. "Let me go see if your mom wants some of these." He said to me and took the doughnuts. While it was me and Ash, I decided to ask him a question. "Hey Ashley?" I ask softly. "Yeah?" He said looking up at me. "Why did Andy move here? Didn't he love California?" I ask gently. Ashley sighs and rubs the back of his neck. "I'm glad someone besides the band and his parents have noticed...Andy used to have a girlfriend. She wasn't really liked by...anyone in the fandom. They got married and I don't know...something just happened between them, Andy started drinking and they got a divorce. Juliet got the house, half his stuff... he didn't seem so damn sad about that though. He said he was moving here, we asked why and he just said that he was serving out some punishment. We thought maybe he was gonna kill himself or something but I don't know, he just seems calm here." Ashley finally finished staring at the ground.
I was speechless, Andy had been through a lot and not even Ashley or any of the others knew why. Only him and this Juliet girl. I didn't get to ask anything else as my Dad came back in and started asking Ashley questions about the bike and stuff like that. I stand there watching for a bit before I walk out to the living room. I kinda wished now that I hadn't asked, because now I only wanted to know more.

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