Unbroken

When we woke up CC was still on top of me from what we did last night, I started playing with his hair he groaned when he woke up, “How’d you sleep love?’ he asked me and smiled. Before I could answer there was pounding on my door,I wasn’t dressed and neither was CC. I got up put CC’s shirt on, and walked down stairs and when CC got down stairs he was in his pants, “You look good in my shirt.” He said as he got the door, “Making breakfast?” he asked.

I shook my head no "COFFEE!!!!!!" I said and the guys came rushing in bruised and a little bloody.

“What the fuck happened?!?!” I shouted and the guys looked over at me and sighed.

“Well, you may or may not like this, Bat” Ronnie said looking over at me, “So we ran into Phoenix, Hayden, and Jean or Bailey… anyway we asked what they were doing you know trying to be friendly in all and they said that if we don’t back off they were gonna beat us up, we started laughing and shrugged, we asked why they attacked you and they had enough, Phoenix came after me and punched me, she has a good punch and Hayden said that we can’t do anything to them since they were minors and the attacked us, the only one we could go after was Hayden, because he is 18 almost 19, and technically it was self defence. So yea, we won’t get in trouble.” Ronnie said staring at me, I looked around the room and the guys were looking at me, “We will be leaving in a few hours so… you all ready?”

“I don’t know” I said looking around again. My eyes landed on CC and what my life would or could be if I hadn’t called Radke. “Yea, I have to pack up though.” I said as Ashley’s eyes landed on my legs.

“ISABELLA!” Ashley shouted and I jumped spilling Coffee all over me, it burned.

“PURDY! Why in the Hell would you shout my name and make me spill burning hot coffee all over myself I shouted back at him, walking towards him. Ronnie pulled my arm and wouldn't let me move, If I was strong enough to life Ronnie up with no help, I was able to beat the shit out of Ashley, and he knew it I got out of Ronnie’s grip and went to change. Ash followed me up along with CC and Radke, “WHAT!?” I shouted and Ronnie and Ashley were staring at the huge scar on my back, I had told CC what happened, I think… if not well then I’m the only one who knows.

“The scars on your legs… they look brand fucking new! Didn’t you promise us that you wouldn’t cut!” Ashley half yelled, and that was it, I turned around and my shirt was half on, I was pissed.

“OH! REALLY?! I CLEARLY REMEMBER THAT! YOU KNOW WHAT?! I’M FUCKING DONE! I DON’T KNOW WHEN I’LL BE BACK BUT HERE’S MY PHONE!” I yelled and the guys were scattered around my room, I threw my phone on the floor and brushed passed the guys, “YOU KNOW WHAT? I’LL BE BACK IN THE MORNING!” I shouted grabbing my keys, and heading out the door only to come back in and find CC standing there, “Look I’m sorry I just well… wanna go on a walk?” I asked throwing my keys on the counter. CC nodded and grabbed my hand. He took his phone out and turned I Stand Alone by Godsmack on.

“So what's with that huge scar on your back?” CC asked, If you don’t mind telling me that is. Ronnie said he didn’t even know…”

“No he doesn’t know one knows what happened but me and Emma, My dead sister, I have something to tell all of you and it has to do with the scar, but when we get back okay?” I said looking at him.


‘’Okay, you all need to know something very important, you know how the crash happened when I was 8? O r that’s what I said… well it happened when I was 4 I don’t know how to put this lightly, well I lived in a box up until a few years ago, I’m so skinny because I barely ate, I lived in a box! No one cared, I ate out of the garbage I was able to go to school because of a friend's mom but she couldn’t feed me, all of my teachers knew what was going on, everytime the offered to help I declined, I meet Ronnie when I was 16 or 17, he pitied me, he gave me his number, I had a phone because of the teachers, I had all of their numbers so I could contact them if need be. It was a nice but creep gesture.” I said looking up, “To clarify I don’t want to be treated like a charity case. I’m fine now, recovering but still a little hurt, just be by my side when I need it?”

“A-a-always Bella” CC said looking down pulling me into a bone crushing hug “I loved you before I knew some of this, and I love you now, no more no less.” He said kissing me, “Better? Oh try not to go ape shit please I know he kinda pushed you to your limits but he was worried, you're like a daughter or well a sister to him.” CC said as we turned around, we weren’t very far from my house, when we got back to my house they were watching the door, CC made me go in before him, the second I got in the yelled my name and I hid behind CC, peering from under his arm, “It’s okay Bella share what you were going to…” He said after kissing my forehead, I love him, I don’t want anyone else.

“Okay so, if you didn’t see it, I have a huge scar down my back and here’s why, the car accident happened when I was 4 and when I was 6 I lived in a box till I was 16 a few years ago, How I got the scar is a different story, you may know that I was abused, well that’s partly true… I was raped, when I tried to get away he cut my back he took well chipped part of my spine, I was in a coma for a while. The only way for me to go to school was if my friend Phoenix’s mom took me to and from school, but she never feed me, I ate of the garbage, all of my teachers knew what was going on, everytime the offered to help I declined, I meet Ronnie when I was 16 or 17, he pitied me, he gave me his number, I had a phone because of the teachers, I had all of their numbers so I could contact them if need be. It was a nice but creep gesture. Now this is what I told CC I don’t want to be treated like a charity case. I’m fine now, recovering but still a little hurt, just be by my side when I need it?” When I looked up they were practically crying, and only one had a question, Jinxx had the question…

“Wait how did you eat? Like basically how much did you eat?” He asked with tears rolling down his face, I smiled reassuring them I was fine.

“Ummm okay so I only ate on Wednesdays, and Saturdays if I was luck, sometimes I didn’t eat at all.” I said looking down…. “Anything else?” I asked looking at Ashley he nodded. He too had tears rolling down his face, in fact they all did…

“Most recent time cutting?” he asked. I looked around and thought.

“Most recent? That would be when I disappeared…” I said and looked at the clock it was about 12:30 “If we want to get to L.A we better start packing” I said laughing, “we could manage right? I mean we should be at the airport at 1:00 and the plane leave at 2:00 exactly. We have time but still…” I said looking at Radke… and we smiled I knew what he was thinking… Party! “BVB is flying me and Ronnie are driving my ferrari we will be in L.A by 5:00 tonight or tomorrow.” I said talking to no one in particular… I heard something moving and CC came up behind me and put his arms around my waist calming me, “Everyone stay still!” I whisper screamed, they froze I walked up to the door pulling my knife out Ronnie right behind me, we opened the door and it was Kris! “Fuck you Kris!” he turned around as I said that he looked at my hands and saw the knife and laughed. I put the knife down and we told Kris what was going on and he helped pack up when we were done the only thing that wasn’t packed was my Xbox When it was all packed I remembered my stash of nerf gun in my closet I need 8 I think I have just that… I ran upstairs and came back down and dropped the box.

“Really? Nerf guns?” Andy asked Jake’s head shot up and he dove of the couch and grabbed a nerf gun, “We have an hour let’s not make the best of it” that was it, I grabbed CC’s hand and pulled him up stairs.

“What are we doing?” he asked me…

“We are pulling a prank… I have glow stick remember what we did last time?” I asked laughing he nodded and suddenly understood where I was going he went down and told the guys to grab a gun and load up when CC gave me the okay I shut the power out and gave them a glow stick, “Use them wisely” I said “when you are hit three times you’re out” I announced “Ready? Set Go!” I went into sniper mode I was very quiet and I ran up the stairs and Ronnie go figure had a whole bag of ammo, Jackass, I took my belt off and I was able to snag his amo I reloaded and shot him three times, he laughed we eventually got everyone out it was only me and Andy left I saw him running around shouting my name I zeroed in on his arm or what I could make of it I shot him once, twice, and the last time I was laughing like a madman they turned the power on and I stood up still laughing.

“Really?!?!” They shouted

“I never said anything about no sniping!” I shouted back and got down it was about 1:00
It was time to head out we loaded my car and left.


TIMELAPSE

When we got to the airport we made it through security and we sat for about minutes and then they started boarding the plane, I got in my car and Ronnie followed Ronnie was driving I hocked my phone up and we drove off took us all day and most of the night we got to L.A about 5: 30 in the morning we got in the house and everyone was asleep Ronnie sat on the couch and was out I plugged my phone in and sat on my laptop, going through the tour schedule, I checked my E-mail it was something from Saddie, I opened it, I wish I hadn’t it said, “I miss you, I was faking it, I’m so so so so so sorry forgive me?” I laughed and smiled nope, I closed my laptop as CC came down the steps he sat next to me and the last thing I remember was him whispering sweet nothings into my ear.

Notes

Sorry It took so long I've been really busy! Thankyou all for your support! now if you'll excuse me I'm gonna look for new industrial bars... and spam my ex... he's my best friend, and probably my only friend after tomorrow!!!

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