Unbroken

Later that night, the night of the walk if I wasn't clear. I have to admit lying next to CC made me wonder, do I have feelings for him or is it just my imagination I tripped several times going up and down the steps and the last time I tripped, I twisted my ankle go figure that's something I'd do. after we played the Xbox for a while Ronnie decided to ask me how much I could bench, "Ummmm about 145 if I remember right... why?" I asked

"Oh no reason.." he said "Think you could bench about 200?" he asked me and the guys looked at me as I smiled and laughed.

"Bring it Radke, five or ten?" I asked laying on the ground as Ronnie started to laugh and the guys got nervous and Andy pulled his phone out probably going to record it or call 911 if a 200+ guy crushes a 110 pound girl.

"Let's go with 10, or is that too much?" he asked standing over me.

"Nah that's good," I said as Ronnie leaned over me I one hand at his abs and the other at his legs and got relaxed "You ready Radke? You trust me?" I asked

"Yes and yes." he said and sucked in a deep breath "Go." he said and I started to lift him as high as my arms would let him and the guys were shocked , "Now you know not to mess with Batgirl. If she can lift me, I don't think she'll have a problem beating you up..." he said as I lifted him for the 6th time it was getting easier

"Four more Bella!" Ashley called out as CC and Andy stood up and circled me and Ronnie and Jake and Jinxx just sat there with their jaws dropped, I neared 8 2 left till I was done.

"You sore yet Marie?" he asked me as I got a flashback

*FLASHBACK*

I had an abusive foster father and mother they only beat me not Tracey only because she was never home, they blamed everything on me. I had a good life till I was about 12 maybe 13, that's when they started getting abusive, they beat me to the point where I would beat me and they would scream "ARE YOU SORE YET MARIE?!?!" or "STOP CRYING YOU EVIL LITTLE BITCH." or my favorite "ISABELLA MARIE! GET YOUR ASS UP OFF THE GODDAMN GROUND AND FUCKING CLEAN UP YOUR DAMN BLOOD!" I couldn't take it I started cutting, that's when the addiction started, every time they got drunk every thing I did was wrong no matter what it was, then they'd beat me, and after I took the beating I either cried myself to sleep or I'd cut or both.

*END OF FLASHBACK*

"Bella!?!?" Ronnie said as he snapped me out of the flashback "Calm down you're crying you have me worried and you have neared 20, put me down please." he said not wanting to be mean that's when I realized I had hurt him.

"Ronnie! I'm so sorry c-can you f-forgive me?" I said as I sobbed into his arms he looked at me confused when I looked up at him

"You? wait, what? why are you sorry?" he stammered

"I-I hurt you. I'm sorry," I said looking down and backing away

"It's okay Love yo-" he said before I cut him off

"NO! It's not okay!" I said and ran up stairs. I sat in my bed remembering my promise to CC I wanted to break it, but I couldn't I can't hurt him like that, then I remembered all my blades I have hidden under my bed I grabbed them and wrote a note and left it on my bed and packed a few things and jumped out my window and onto the roof and climbed down my makeshift ladder and started walking, I didn't know where I was going or for how long I just knew I had to get away.

CC'S P.O.V

"I'll go find her." I said as we all stood there in shock about what happened, I walked up the steps and went into her bathroom nope not there, in the closet not there, well duh why would lock yourself in a closet? Then I checked the spare bedroom not there either then I finally checked her bedroom the only thing there was a box and a note, 'Dear CC, I don't want to break my promise to you, it would hurt you and the guys, anyway if you're reading this that means I'm not here don't worry I'm alive I'm just leaving, I'm walking don't go and try to find me because I don't know where I'm even going love Batgirl' I looked in the box and there had to be around 30 blades I only thought she had one, I noticed she was hurt and I realized I was hurt more than I normally should be, do I have feeling for her? I brushed that off for now and ran down stairs and the guys were looking at me I showed the the note and then showed them the contents of the box they were just as shocked as I was, well except Ronnie what does he know?

"You mean... she was never fine?" Ash asked me

"No, sit down," Ronnie said "She never was okay and I don't know if she ever will, there are somethings that even I don't know and probably never will, anyways her parents died when she was 8 she was the only survivor out of 4 her sister, mom, dad, anyways when they all died she went into an abusive orphanage after that something along the lines of getting adopted and then getting thrown onto the streets again for the 7th time in her life. When she met me she handed me this," Ronnie said grabbing his wallet and pulling two things out " One is a note and it said 'Dear mr.radke I hope we can become great friends even though I'm only 15 if I didn't trust you I wouldn't be giving this to you, Love Bella' and inside a little pocket was a bloodied blade that even I could tell was recently used, it broke my heart man and it still does, she's only 17, 18 tomorrow and she has attempted over 12 times in the last 3 years dude only fucking 17! Anyways ever since then she is my little sister, I'll never forget this and well you know she impacted my life in one note, and within 5 minutes at that. how long did she impact you?" Ronnie asked us starting to tear up.

"She has impacted me greatly, like yesterday we all had fun! and I'll never forget that. Is she always like that man?" I asked

Ronnie nodded, Only when I'm around with Kellin she did the same to him the blade she gave him was covered in dried blood too, it was recently used maybe an hour before he got it, and every time we skype her eyes light up, she's happy and feels safe around us and when she talks about her past the light fades away for a minute then it comes back." He said smiling "She has always made an influence on others, I brag about her to the band, she's closer to me than my girlfriend if that's even possible." he finished

"Well I don't know about you all but I'm gonna go find her, even though the note said not to, I don't like sitting here not knowing when she'll come back and knowing that Hayden's out there." I said walking towards the door and the guys followed I walked to the docks and no surprise there she was sitting at the edge no lying at the edge asleep I picked her up and walked to the house she was cold when I got to the house I covered her up and called the guys "Hey she's at the house I found her sleeping on the edge of the docks get here now!" I said and hung up and shortly after she started moving but I noticed something on her arm, red, puffy, "oh no Bella did you?" I said and started to tear up, now I knew it I do have feelings for her, she affects me so much the guys too, but she knows me, she loves everything I love and honestly she's perfect.

Notes

Sorry love she did break CC's promise, it wasn't my intention! don't hate me! LOL love you

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