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Everything change

Ethan's POV
I could feel Andy looked at us when we walked in the diner. They sat at a large table, where we all could sit.
Me and Alex took seat beside eachother, Andy sitting beside me on the other side, and Kellin sitting beside Alex.
Andy looked down at me with a smile, a confused one i could tell.
Kellin didn't look at all, but i could sense that he was very curios. I looked down at my plate. Andy already ordered for me. I looked up and smiled thankfully.
He nodded and turned his attention to his food. So did I.
I began to eat, Alex did to. It didn't taste that good. The food. But it could be eaten.
I looked up as soon as i was done. I saw Alex was done to. We looked at eachother, and i gave him a weak smile. He looked down quickly. I sighed loudly, making everybody to look at me. I looked down and heard a voice. "What is it Ethan?" It was Jake.
I looked up at him. I sighed again. "I'm just tired." I answered. He nodded slowly and everyone turned there heads, except Alex. I looked at him, and he began to smile. I smiled back. "May we go outside, we are done eating?" I asked Andy. Andy nodded. "Yes, of course" I smiled, and Alex and me left the table, walking outside.

Alex's POV.
It was a little tense, eating with the others, but to my rescue Ethan got us outside.
I looked at him and stopped, when we where around the corner. He stopped aswel. "It was awful, wasn't it?" he said, smiling, I smiled back and nodded, "It was really tense" I answered. He agreed. "Yes, very much"
I sighed "I wish we just could tell them" Ethan looked right at me. If eyes could kill.
"Alex, we are not gonna tell them, if they found out, it could ruin the entire tour." I looked down. "Not telling them, is beginning to ruin me" Ethan took at step closer to me, lifted my head, to look at him. "Alex, it ruin me to, but i don't want to see them get ruined" i looked confused. "But with me you will?"
My eyes begin to be filled with water. He looked surprised "No, No! Alex it was not what i meant, oh god, I'm sorry." Tears began to stream down my pale face. "Then what did you meant, cuz i can't find any other explanation" I snift.
He sighed "You really want to tell them?" I nodded "Yes"
"Then go tell them, see what they say!" he yelled and then walked off.
I stood there with tears in my eyes, I began to cry. I run to the guys bus and ran into the bathroom, locking the door. I didn't thought he would be like that to me. I thought i found the one. Think not. I took a razor blade out of my pocket, i always walked with one.
I sliced my-already.scared-covered-wrist. The blood ran and i cried even more. Then i was interrupt by a knock on the door.
"Alex!" I was Kellin "You out there?" My crying of course busted me. "Yes" I cried "what's wrong.... May i come out?" "No!" I covered up my wounds, dried the blood away.
"Alex, come on!" I sighed and unlocked slowly the door. He bursted in and looked terrified. He looked at my arms, i didn't covered them enough. "Alex! What did you do?" he closed the door. And took my arms and looked at them. "Who made you do this!?" I couldn't say Ethan, Kellin was to mad "No one..." Kelling looked at me in disbelief. "Who!?" I began to cry again. "Ethan... But you don't understand, Ethan and i are like.... Boyfriends, and he didn't want me to tell you guys, but i wanted to, and he got mad at me" Kellin pulled me in "I knew it some how" He looked down at me. "Really, you did?" He nodded and smiled. "But don't cut just because of that, don't you ever cut" I nodded and smiled, "There is a party going on at the Black Veil Brides tour bus, wanna go?"
"No thanks, but you should, i will just relax a bit" Kellin nodded. "I understand" He walked slowly "Don't cut please?" He then walked off. I spent the afternoon laying in my bunk, crying. This was the worst day ever!

Ethan's POV.
I hated walking away from somebody who cired. But i was angry, really angry. I didn't want the others to know about mea and Alex. But seeing him like this, crying and ruined, it made me sad, really sad. The others came on the bus. "Party! Everybody coming, get ready Ethan!"
I smiled, CC of course. "Yay" I cheered.
The others was soon ready to party. Me on the other hans was not, but i wouldn't change my clothes so on the other hans, i was ready.
Sleeping With Sirens soon walked in, but Alex wasn't with them. I began to worry.
Kellin looked right at me, and walked over to Andy "Andy we have to talk" was the only thing he said before leaving the room.
I walked to the closed door they where behind. Leaning my ear against, listening. And they started to talk.
"Alex didn't came with us, he just have cut his arm everywhere and he didn't feel well. He said to me that him and Ethan is boyfriends, and claims that Ethan got mad at hun because he wanted to tell us, but Ethan didn't want that." Alex cut? No way in hell! Why? I suddenly fell quilt flowing in my veins. "Kellin, I'm so sorry to heat, I'm going to talk to Ethan right after the party. Good luck, getting him clean, he doesn't deserve that." I walked away from the door.

I walked off the bus and ran over to SWS tour bus, where Alex should be.
I knocked on the door softly and not even a minute after, stood a tear streaming Alex in the doorway. His eyes where red, as he have cried over two days. I looked in his confused eyes and ran up to hug him, as soon my arms was wrapped around him he was crying hard and hugged me tight. "Shh... Alex I'm so sorry" I began as i remembered what Kellin had told Andy. I pulled away soft. "Give me your arm" He gasped, and tears was streaming. "Please, not now Ethan" He begged silent. "Now Alex!" Making my voice raise high.
He started to cry again, really loud. I closed the door, and the after pulled him into a tight hug. "Please show me Alex, i want to help" He sighed loud and then showed me his wrist. His whole arm actually. It was covered with old scars and new wounds. "Oh Alex" I said soft. He cried silent. "I'm sorry" He cried. I pulled him in again. Kissed his forehead, his nose and then.
He moved his lips as i moved mine. I pressed him against the wall behind him. He moved with and jumped up to lock his legs around my hips. I grabbed his legs to hold them up. His arms was around my neck. I walked over to the couch and laid him there still kissing him. My first impression of this guy was that he was really hard to get and a badass, but i could see i was mistaken, he was soft, so soft inside. He was caring.
"Stay with me tonight Ethan, please?" "I will, just relax" I said softly.
As he relaxed i saw how tired he was. I smiled, I took him up and carried him to his bunk where I laid him. I laid beside him and he laid into me. "I love you" I smiled "I love you too" I answered and a bit after we both slept.

Notes

A new chapter is up, hope you will enjoy xD

Comments

That black butler reference!!! Love this story please update soon!

LeGinger13 LeGinger13
3/31/14

That black butler reference!!! Love this story please update soon!

LeGinger13 LeGinger13
3/31/14

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Oh please do! Lets get this done!

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may i help with the beating of Kellin?