Renegade Reasons
Rebel love song.
Val's POV
I couldn't beleive him! Wasn't it my choice to reject him or not? ......right?~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Fuck, I feel horrible now. I can't fnd him at all. I have two free days before we go to he second show, but I fear he may ignore me the whole time. I walked around the buileding asking everyone until the last place I could think of. The roof. I shrugged and mumbled "Might as well....".
'It's about seven. Has he eaten?' Hm...... I walked to the mini-mart nearby and grabbed some assorted snacks and then made my way up to the roof. I slowly opened the door to find Andy leaning against the little wall on the edge of the building.
He was asleep. I approached him slowly and set the bag of snacks next to him. I sat down next to him on the other side. I poked his arm a couple of times until he woke up. He seemed dazed for a moment the looked towards me. He kinda smiled, and I thought he was happy to see me for a moment.
"Hey rejector." Nope. He was still angry.
I sighed and then looked down. "Andy I'm sorry........"
"Why do you need to be sorry? It's your choice."
I thought about it for a moment. I needed to fix things with him. I mean it's not like I had never started to fall for him. I would have stopped him before he did anything to begin with last night.
"Andy.......since it's my choice, I can still choose right?"
He looked down. I noticed his expression. He seemed extremley pissed off.
"Mhm......." I leaned towards him and swept the hair away from his cheek before kissing it. He closed his eyes and then his expression turned to confusion. He stared at me and I knew he was asking me what the meant.
" I guess that wasn't clear enough.....". I smiled and leaned in again to kiss his lips. Right before I reached him I felt him press his lips against mine and then his whole body shift so he was facing me. He pulled me closer to him without breaking the kiss. I smiled a little and then stopped him. I stood up and then grabbed his wrist. I grabbed the snacks and then got off that roof. I ran down to the tour bus and found out we had rooms checked out. I had the bus driver take us there and in a couple of minutes we got t the lobby with everyone else.
I turned and saw the expression on Andys face. He seemed extremly sad and angry at the same time. I slid my hand into his and he looked down at it.
Andy interrupted Jinxx before he announced the rooms. "I dont care what you say, Val and I are sharing a room."
"UH, Andy you cant jus-"
"I dont give a fuck." He grabbed two of the matching room keys, and pulled me up towards the room. He opened it and then stepped aside. I walked in then turned around.
He was gone. I scowled and then walked ot the bed. I jumped onto and waited for him to get back, The door opened up and then he came in with our bags."I could have gotten my own."
"I could have been rude." I sighed.
'ok good point Andy.....' When he set them down I walked up to him and wrapped my arms around his neck. I got on my toes and then kissed him. He seemed slightly suprised but then placed his hands on my lower back and pulled me closer. We stood there for a while just kissing. I couldn't help but smile when I pulled away. He picked me up and held me 'bridal style'. He walked over to the bed and layed me down. He swiftly moved to the other side of me and layed down next to me. I turned over to face him and smiled. He laughed a little and then brought me a little closer to him.
" Hey Val. Why the sudden change of heart?"
"Oh? You don;t like it? Ok I'll just be on my merry way." I started to pull away.
He smirked and then pulled me up against him. "I never said I didn't.....I really do wish to know though....."
He brought his lips to mine and then stared at me for a moment. "I can say I was honestly just unsure of myself. I was being a hardass. I didn't want anything to be all fucked up, but I ended fucking something up anyways. I needed to fix it, so here I am......I'm sorry......I didn't mean to upset you like that......I guess you can say I was just afraid of what could happen......."
He didn't say anything. He just put his hand on the back of my head and pulled it to his chest. I closed my eyes and whispered. "I love you....."
He shifted a little and then sighed. "I love you too."
He pulled a blanket over us and then began humming something faintly.
When I realized what it was I thought he was being a little cheesy and laughed a little. I smiled and looked up. He looked down and then sung quietly.
"I can not hide what's on my mind. I feel it burning deep inside. A passion crime to take whats mine. Let us start living for today. Never gonna change my mind. We can leave it all behind. Nothings gonna stop us, no not this time. So take your hand in mine its ours tonight. This is a rebel love song......"
6/13/13