Save me from myself

Riley's POV


Okay... I should have seen this coming, I mean look at me, I'm not good enough for him. I'm a waste of space, a burden. I'm not really mad at him. If I was him I wouldn't want me either.

Its 12am my phone has been buzzing for three hours since I left the club. I decided it would be stupid to go back to the bus, so I found an old park to stay at and just think. My thoughts were interuppted by phone buzzing again. I give in and look at the text messages. I have over 80 text messages and 30 missed calls.

Andy:please call me...
Ash:were the hell are you?
Andy:please...I love you.
CC: COME BACK!!!
Ash:Andy told us what happened, let him explain.
Jinxx:we'll come get you, tell us where you are?!
Jake:Riley please come back...

I don't know what to do, I'll just call Ash and tell him where I'm at. I call him and he picks up immediately.

"Where the hell have you been!!!" He yells at me , I don't blame him for being mad....I probably worried him sick.

"I'm sorry, I just had to think." I whisper.

"Just tell me where you are and I'll come get you, okay?"

"Okay...." I told him the address of where was and he said he would call a cab and come get me.

The cab pulled up about a block away , then someone probably Ash came bursting out and running toward the park.When he saw me he let out a deep sigh then came running towards me. We hugged then he looked me over like he was trying to if I was hurt.

"I'm fine...." I said to reassure him. He nodded then guided me to the cab. The car ride was silent, I was dreading seeing Andy. We pulled up near the tour bus.

"Come on." Ash said. I shook my head.

" I don't wanna...." I said. He smiled.

"You'll be fine, just talk to Andy.." He said and I nodded.

We walked into the bus and I was engulfed in a huge group hug.

"Were where you!?" CC said. I just shook my head and started to walk to the bathroom, but someone grabbed my wrist. I turned around, it was Andy....

"Please talk to me, let me explain..." Andy said.

"Okay, let's talk in the bathroom." I said.

"Okay"

We went inside the bathroom. I sat on the toilet while Andy stood by the door. God I'm nervous.....

"I'm not mad, just confused. You said you love me then you kissed somebody else." I said on the verge of tears.

"Listen, after I went to the bar this girl was flirting with me and told me to buy her a drink which i declined. Then she just kissed me, right when she kissed me I saw you then I pushed her away, I tried to before but she was strong. I'm so sorry, I would never cheat in you...and I do love you....so much I will never stop loving you, when I saw you cry....I thought my whole world was crumbling before my eyes..." He said and I could tell he was about to cry. "Do you believe me?" Do I believe him? I love him so, so much. Of course I believe him. I stood up and looked up into him eyes. Then ran my hand along his cheek, then grabbed the front of his shirt and pulled him down and kissed him.

"Of course I believe you..." I said after we broke the kiss.

"I love you so much." He said.

"And I love you too...." I said and kissed his cheek, he smiled and we walked out of the bathroom. Everyone was looking at us.

"We talked, we're good." I said smiling, they all smiled back.

"I thought at first I was gonna have to kill Andy." Ash said I just shook my head and walked over to him and kissed his cheek.

Notes

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