Save me from myself

Riley's POV


Me and Andy was sitting on the couch watching a movie. I was snuggled into his side, while his arm was wrapped around my waist. He suddenly turned to face me and he smiled and leaned in and kissed me passionatly. I wrapped my arms around his neck, he tangled his fingers in my long black hair. Then he suddenly started moving his hand under my shirt, I pushed his hand away, and broke away from the kiss.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to-" Andy started to say but I cut him off.

" Its fine Andy, but I think I'm gonna go to bed." I said.

"Riley I really am sorry." Andy said looking sad and disappointed.

"No your fine sweetheart, I'm just tired." I said and pecked him on the lips. I went back to my bunk and laid down and drifted off to sleep.


~~~~Riley's Dream~~~~


I was walking down a dark, old abandoned alley. I thought I heard footsteps behind me so I quickly turned around it was nothing. I kept on walking, not knowing where I was going. I heard the footsteps again and turned around to see a girl. She smiled at me, then looked at me with her bright blue eyes. I recognized her, then I finally realized she was me. I gasp and then fell hard on my ass. She laughed and started walking towards me. I was scooting away from her until I hit a brick wall behind me. I was trapped. She bent over where her face was inches from mine.

"Your a worthless piece of trash, you don't deserve happiness." She said with a low ragged voice.

"Wh-y wo-uuld you say that?" I stuttered out. She laughed.

"Because its true you deserve to die. Your a waste of perfectly good oxygen, human garbage. You don't deserve Andy." She said.

"Stut up." I said with venom in my voice.

" No, your a fat, ugly, stupid, and a dumb ass bitch!" I couldn't take the words she was saying, they hurt. But they where true.

"LEAVE ME ALONE!" I yelled at her, then she started laughing. I have to wake up now, NOW.

~~~End of dream~~~



I jerked awake. I know what I have to do to make the pain go away. I grabbed my makeup bag out of my suitcase and ran into the bathroom and locked the door. I grabbed an old pencil sharpener out of my bag and broke it to where I could get the blade. I got the blade out, and pulled down my leggings and sat on the toilet. I cut once, twice, three times while I was watching the crimson streams fall from my leg, I heard a knock at the door.

"Riley is that you in there?" Oh fuck it was Andy, no,no, no.

"Yeah I'll be out in a minute!" I said while trying to clean the blood up.

"Okay." He said. After I cleaned the blood up, clean my cuts, I stashed the razor blade in my makeup bag. I made my way to my bunk to put my bag away.

Notes

Longish chapter. Hope you like it, leave me a review!! <3