Shhh... He's my best friend

When Jinxx and I got to the hospital I rushed to the desk to ask where my Grandma was. I was told and I sprinted to the room. 'Was hast du so lange?' my mum said 'Ich kam so schnell ich konnte,' I replied. Jinxx looked at me confusedly. 'I'll explain in a bit' I mouthed at him. He nodded.
'Wie ist Großmutter?' I asked 'Sie hat etwa eine Stunde nach links.' Mum replied sadly. 'Scheiße' I muttered. I walked over to my Grandma and sat and held her hand. 'ich liebe dich Oma' I sobbed. And, after that, the monitor let out a long single beep. With that single sentence, she was gone. I let out a scream and I kept sobbing. Jinxx took me home, and sat with me. When he went I was broken and alone. My mum had gone to arrange funeral plans and I was left in the house. I did the only thing I could think to do. I ran into the kitchen, grabbed a knife and drew it across once, twice, three times, four times, and a final vertical slice downwards, opening the vein. As my vision started to blur I found my sleeping pills and I chucked them all down my throat. I was determined to die. As I started to black out I heard someone sobbing my name in the pool of my blood and the wail of a siren, I started to die, hoping I would go to a better place to be with Oma and Opa.

Notes

Was hast du so lange? - What took you so long?
Ich kam so schnell ich konnte -I came as soon as I could
Wie ist Großmutter? -How is Grandma?
Sie hat etwa eine Stunde nach links -She has about an hour left
Scheiße-Fuck
ich liebe dich Oma -I love you Grandma

So, that was really hard for me to write. Btw Mirror and her mum were speaking german in case you didn't know. Love you all and odn't forget to subscribe and vote!
-Zo