In The End
This is my hell
~Jasmine's POV~
I had been in high school for 3 days and one word to describe how i feel FUCKED! People here hate me! the past 3 days i have been called emo goth fag and bitch! People told me to go kill myself and i can tell people are staring at my scars. I feel so awkward and outta place, people are staring, oh god! I run to the cloesest bathroom and hide in a stall. I pull out the little bag that held my razor blade, i had tears in my eyes and i didnt think before i did it. I just took to my wristes, i didnt think at all, i just cut *your not good enough* Cut *Nobody wants you* Cut *your fat and ugly* cut *Your a wast of space* cut. By the last cut blood was driping from my arms. i had 4 new cuts on each arm. I couldnt let someone see me like this, i couldnt make the bleeding stop either. I had to wait for the bell to ring to go get it wraped up. What would they say if they saw my wrist? They would call the Phyco hospital and drag me there, i wasnt Phyco i was depressed. They will say Amanda isnt fit to be my guardian, i will be draged back to that hell hole! "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!" i heard my scream fill the bathroom. i hear people run in, they sounded concerned. "Jasmine?" i didnt recgonize the voice. "Who is there?" i was worried it was some prissy bitch! But to my surprise it wasnt "No its andy!" it was Biersack boy! why was he in the girls room? '' Biersack what are you doing in the girls room?" i open the door. "I heard your scream." i wounder how he knew it was me but before i could ask i blacked out.
*5hours later*
~Andy's POV~
I had brought Jasmine to the hospital after she blacked out, i left because they said she was in a coma. I knew she wouldnt remember me, so i left, i was mearly going to not talk to her so she couldnt find a attachment to me. I was an outcast i wanted her to have the chance to have friends. If some one saw her with me they would hate her, as people always hated anyone around me. I know someday though i could be her knight in shineing armor and be there for her but right now i have a band to focus on. i was late for practice any way! Ashley was going to nuder me for being late! I arrived 10 minuets late ''BETTER BE GOOD BIERSACK!" Ashley said. I explaind to them what happend and what i was going to do. "You better hope she wakes up!" cc made a point to smirk like a petofile! These where my familey hopefully hers one day too. I love you Jasmine and one day you will be my Mrs. So we started to practice and all my thoughts were with the image of Jasmine and her beautifule body that is laying a rest in the hospital. I hope she wouldnt be an angel.
I had been in high school for 3 days and one word to describe how i feel FUCKED! People here hate me! the past 3 days i have been called emo goth fag and bitch! People told me to go kill myself and i can tell people are staring at my scars. I feel so awkward and outta place, people are staring, oh god! I run to the cloesest bathroom and hide in a stall. I pull out the little bag that held my razor blade, i had tears in my eyes and i didnt think before i did it. I just took to my wristes, i didnt think at all, i just cut *your not good enough* Cut *Nobody wants you* Cut *your fat and ugly* cut *Your a wast of space* cut. By the last cut blood was driping from my arms. i had 4 new cuts on each arm. I couldnt let someone see me like this, i couldnt make the bleeding stop either. I had to wait for the bell to ring to go get it wraped up. What would they say if they saw my wrist? They would call the Phyco hospital and drag me there, i wasnt Phyco i was depressed. They will say Amanda isnt fit to be my guardian, i will be draged back to that hell hole! "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!" i heard my scream fill the bathroom. i hear people run in, they sounded concerned. "Jasmine?" i didnt recgonize the voice. "Who is there?" i was worried it was some prissy bitch! But to my surprise it wasnt "No its andy!" it was Biersack boy! why was he in the girls room? '' Biersack what are you doing in the girls room?" i open the door. "I heard your scream." i wounder how he knew it was me but before i could ask i blacked out.
*5hours later*
~Andy's POV~
I had brought Jasmine to the hospital after she blacked out, i left because they said she was in a coma. I knew she wouldnt remember me, so i left, i was mearly going to not talk to her so she couldnt find a attachment to me. I was an outcast i wanted her to have the chance to have friends. If some one saw her with me they would hate her, as people always hated anyone around me. I know someday though i could be her knight in shineing armor and be there for her but right now i have a band to focus on. i was late for practice any way! Ashley was going to nuder me for being late! I arrived 10 minuets late ''BETTER BE GOOD BIERSACK!" Ashley said. I explaind to them what happend and what i was going to do. "You better hope she wakes up!" cc made a point to smirk like a petofile! These where my familey hopefully hers one day too. I love you Jasmine and one day you will be my Mrs. So we started to practice and all my thoughts were with the image of Jasmine and her beautifule body that is laying a rest in the hospital. I hope she wouldnt be an angel.
7/3/13