My Beautiful Nightmare

It has been about 5 months since I lost Andy. The fans dont know that he is technically gone, they just think that he's taking a small break from music. Ash and I decided to get together. I found out that I was pregnant, a week after the fight. I lived with the band the following months. I was in Ashley's room most of the time, and didnt come out only to eat. I was too hurt. I lost Andy. My one and only. Im marrying in a week. Don't get me wrong. I love Ashley. But he can't be mine. My head will be with him but my heart wouldn't. But, it's for the future of my baby.
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I heard a knock on the door, Jinxx went to go get it. I was in the room, eating soup. I heard some whispers downstairs. Today was the day.
The day I lost my loyalty to never fall for anyone else but Andy. The dress had arrived. The makeup artist had too. I looked down at my belly. It was still small, but I could still feel the baby move. I smiled down. A tear fell off my cheek. I know that a wedding day is the most exciting day for a bride. But I feel like I am dying. Walking to my grave.

After the makeup artist was done, I put on my dress and she fixed my hair. It was simple. Hair down with a flower crown over my head. White lace dress. Uncovered from the back, my belly well hidden. I looked into the mirror.
"Ready for your new life?" I looked back. CC was at the doorway. I smiled lightly.
"Hopefully I am." I smiled trying not to cry. He walked up to me and hugged me. I hugged back.
"I kmow it hurts. But its for the good of the baby." I nodded. He pushed me off lightly and cleaned a tear from my face. I smiled.
"lets go. Everyone's waiting." I nodded.
Since the house was pretty big, it had a huge backyard, so we decided to do the wedding here instead of somewhere else. I didn't want many people to come. Only close friends. Well. Ashley's close friends. My family was gone. I sighed as I walked close to the door leading outside. I held on to CC's arm. The music started to play. "Its All Done For You" by BVB played. The fact that Jinxx was singing made me sad. I looked forward as CC walked me down. Ashley was waiting at the end. Smiling. Feeling proud. Looking handsome. I felt like running away. But my legs felt weak. Ronnie was next to Ash. He was the right hand man. He looked at me and gave me a small smile. I smiled back. CC handed me over to Ashley and walked back to his seat. Ashley smiled as the priest started.
"we're gathered here today, to unite these young souls." God how I want to run away. I zoned out for most of the preaching.
"Jewel?" I heard. I looked up at the priest.
"sorry. What?"
"Do you, take Ashley Purdy as your husband?" no
"I.... I do." I said as I looked down.
"Ashley, do you take Jewel as your wife?" Ashley smiled looking at me.
"I do."
"If there is anyone who is against this marriage, speak now, or forever hold your peace." Silence. No one stood up. Everyone looked around. Looking for that someone who will tell me or Ashley "I always loved you".
"Well, if no one will say anything against this, I now declare you, husband and-"
"I have something to say." I heard a deep voice behind me.
I looked back. Andy.

Notes

CLIFF FUCKING HANGER
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