It's him I love

"....and that ...is...I love you" he said with lust in his eyes. I couldn't look away.

"Carlee will you go out with me?" I was shocked..really shocked, "yes I would love that!" I said with joy. I hugged him so tight.

He looked at me in the eyes and smacked his perfect lips on mine. I felt something that I've never feel before, I felt like I was loved by someone for the first time.

I heard footsteps come to the door. The door swung open, there stood Ashley shocked and angry. He took CC and pushed him up against the wall and started beating him. I screamed for him to stop. But he kept going, he did stop. I started to see blood drip on the floor. I tried to get Ashley off of him but he pushed me back and yelled "WHY THE FUCK DID I COME IN HERE AND SEE YOU KISSING CC, CARLEE REALLY...? WHY I THOUGHT YOU KNEW BETTER" He dropped CC on the floor and I was crying So hard. I ran to CCs side and held him in my arms and cried. Then I looked at Ashley and started to yell, "WHY THE HELL DID YOU DO THAT I LOVE HIM TO DEATH OK?, ALWAYS HAVE AND ALWAYS WILL. HES THE ONE THATS BEEN THERE WHEN I WAS SUICIDAL, HE WAS THE ONE THAT DIDNT JUDGE ME ON STUFF, HES THE ONE I LOVE MORE THE ANYTHING IN THE WORLD. AND FOR,YOU TO COME,IN HERE AND BEAT THE SHIT OUT IF HIM IS SO LOW, EVEN FOR YOU, NOW GET OUT OF MY FUCKING LIFE, FUCKING JERK. I HOPE I,NEVER SEE YOU EVER AGAIN."

His eyes stared at mine for a minute then he walked out of the room and stomped down the stairs. I heard the front door slam. I look at CC and cried, " CC wake up please I need you" his face covered filled with bruises, blood all over him. I grabbed my phone and called and ambulance.

When they came, they took CC to the hospital. I drove to,the hospital.

I ran to the ladies front desk and asked where Christian Coma's room was she told me "on the second floor in room 203"

I ran to the elevator and went to the second floor and looked for room 203. I found the room. I had seen that CC was in there with tubes in him and needles. Just to see him like that made me feel like I got stabbed 100 times.

I asked the nurse if I could see him and they said no. So I went back homcrying. As I got home I went to my bedroom and packed all my things and took my blade and went to the bathroom with my lighter also. I cut deeply. I cut 10 times on my wrist very deeply. Blood everywhere. I took my lighter out and burned my other wrist, the feeling made me happy. I thought to my self you'll never have to worry about me again CC I'll be gone. Goodbye.

Notes

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