It's him I love

Carlee's point of view:

I'm in the living room with my big brother named Ashley.
"Hey I'm having a couple friends over ok?" Ashley said looking at me.
"Ok." I said as I walk up stairs to the bathroom to take a shower.

I het of the shower and go to my bedroom and change. As I do I hear voices I know one is Jake, Ashleys friend,and the other is Cc ,his other friend.

I run down stairs and scream CC's name and he turned. I jump in his arms. I'm small I'm only 14 and Cc is 16 he has been there for me like my other friend Jinxx but there is something about us that connects us to being the best of friends.

I'm in his arms, "Hey girl haven't seen you since you were 12." Hey said putting me down.

"Yeah been along time! " I said to him while I walk to the fridge to grab us some root beer .


"Hey Ash told me you had something to tell me. What is it? " he said taking a drink of root beer I gave him. When he ask that My smile starts to fade away.

Flashback :

"Carlee! What are youdoing?" Ashley said walking in my bedroom.

"Ashley nothing...i-I don't know." I say starting to cry because I just have cut my arms with my razors and Ash caught me I got up to paper towels to wipe the blood away

"Carlee you are only 12 why are you doing this?"

"Because mom and dad are in heaven and I want to be with them" I say crying really hard. Ashley sits on my bed and rubs my back and says, " hey look it's ok I know you miss mom and dad ever since the car crash but we have to be strong ok? I love you carlee you are my baby sister, do you think I want to see you go through this? Carlee please stop this " he says starting to cry. I've never seen him cry before.

End of flashback

I start to cry hard and Cc comes over to the bed and try to calm me down. He calms me down and we are back to normal.

"can you tell me what you wanted to say?" He's says with a smile growing on his face.

Notes

This is my first fan fiction so tell me what you thin please