Searching, Seeking, Reaching. Always.

"Honey? We're going to be leaving soon!!" Dad yells from the living room. I grab my luggage and my laptop, rushing to the living room. It's been three years since mom passed away. Dad's went through a deep depression for a year and a half, but with the new album out, he distracted himself. My dad stands on the small stool to grab Crow. I don't why that cat loves to go high places, I just don't get it.
"Crow." He meows and dad rolls his eyes, grabbing him and getting down the stool. He lays him down on the couch and crow lays down, ready for his seventh nap of the day. There's a honk on the front and we grab out bags and walk out. The black bus opens its door and Jake comes outside.
"Macy!" He wraps his arms around me and kisses my head. "Hey Jake." He smiles and grabs my luggage. I walk behind him and my dad, entering the surprisingly silent tour bus.
"Hey guys." I mumble as I pass by them and to the back where the bunks were placed. I yawn, rubbing my eyes and lay down to my bunk for the past four years. I look at the pictures taped on the wall, and close my galaxy curtains I did by myself. My phone starts to vibrate and I reach for it quickly.

Tyson: have fun babe. I love you. Stay safe and see you in five weeks.
Charlee: I'm gonna miss you! Have fun and see you when it's the date here in LA. Chester says hi!

I send them each a quick I love you's and lay my head on my pillow. Mom's picture with me was on the top, where I can see it before I go to sleep and after I wake up. Her smile reaching her green eyes,the ones that dad has cried so much to see again, the ones that I miss seeing me preform.
"Machiala?"
"Bunk." There was some footsteps and an engine start. The bus driver starts to move and I sit up, just to meet face to face with Jinxx. "Hi." He smiles and his blue eyes look deep into mine. I pat the empty side beside me and he sits down, the road started to get bumpy and I grip myself on the bunk.
"How you doing?"
"I'm doing fine. Just glad I'm on vacation."
"You're really doing a lot of work."
"I am, it just to keep my mind busy, Jeremy. It's something that would make my mom so proud. I wanna graduate a little earlier, just so I can do my profession, earlier."
"But you need breaks."
"That's why I'm here."
"You're still working though. You're up and about with the crew."
"I know." He sighs and I do as well.
"You know what you're doing, Macy. You're 19. You can make your own decisions." He stands up and leaves to the front. I look down at my hands and let's my tears fall down my face. I know I've been pushing myself past my limits. But I can't do anything without my mom passing through my mind. Every little thing reminds me of her, and every second I miss her harder than the last. I lay back on my bunk and hug the Minnie Mouse she gave me when I was 4. I feel my heart break and my brain become a movie theater as it played memories. I hold the plush toy harder and cry for her to listen to my plead. So she can wrap her arms around me and let me know that everything is going to be alright.

That my dad will be the same as when she was alive.

Notes

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