I love you as long as the bridge hugs gently the river

When I woke up, I got dressed and went out with my notebook and a pencil to the lake. Again U just wanted to be alone, to get lost with my thoughts and create something. I usually draw and write something when I'm sad, so I guess it's time to do something beautiful and sad at the same time.
I was sitting again close to the water, when I suddenly heard some screams and someone falling to the ground. Oh dear God what should I do? There is no one to help me now. When I was about to get up, someone grabbed my shoulder and I automatically turned around to see who it was. I wanted to scream but he put his bloody hands on my mouth. The man who was standing in front of me was my boyfriend, Mike:
-Oh God, Mike what happened ??!!!- he got bruises all over his body and blood was coming from his stomach.
-Helena...-this is all he could say, before I stopped him.
-No Mike, don't talk, we're going inside-I grabbed his arm and his waist and helped him inside. When we got inside I started to scream-HELP!!! ANYONE PLEASE HELP!!!!- I cried the last part, because even if I wasn't feeling that strong love for him, I still cared for him a lot, and feeling his blood on my hand, made me cry my eyes out.
-HELENA!! What the fuck happened???- I heard Jinxx shouting, and saw CC and him running towards us.
-He...he is my boyfriend Mike. I found him like this when I was at the lake. Please help me.-I said and Jinxx helped me to take Mike in my room.
-CC go and get Ash, Jake and Andy.-said Jinxx
-And please Sara and Julie too-I whispered, because I had no strength.
We quickly went into my room and laid Mike down onto my bed.
-I'm going after Mr. Potter, are you going to be OK?
-Yeah, I'll be fine, anyway the guys will be here soon, so you just go quickly!!- I said and Jinxx only nodded.
I sat down next to Mike and held his hand when the door popped open and Andy walked in alone. He quickly ran towards me and gently grab my face and looked at it and then at my whole body, but I didn't look at his face, I just couldn't, because if I done it, I would have broken down even more.
-Look at me angel! Are you OK?
-Andrew, please don't call me an angel, and I'm fine, just please don't touch me, I don't want it- I said simply trying to look emotionless.
-OK-I could hear the sadness in his voice, which broke my heart even more- Do you know him?
-Yes, he is a soldier, but he is not a robot...uhm..he is my..-I couldn't finish what I was saying, because suddenly the boys and the girls ran into my room.
-MIKE!!!-Julie and Sara screamed in the same moment and ran towards the bed.
-What happened with him??!!- Julie asked.
-I don't know, I just found him there outside, almost unconscious.
-Mr. Potter will come in 10 minutes, he is doing some operation.- Jinxx said.
-OK, but Helena who is this guy? You girls seem to know him very well.- Ashley asked us, and we just looked at each other, not knowing to tell the true or not, suddenly Sara spoke out:
-He is Helena's boyfriend, Mike, he is in the army- everyone stood silently, not knowing what to say, I could see the shock and sadness on Andy's face, but then he turned very angry and ran away leaving us there. No one said a word to me; in 2 minutes the doctor came in:
-What happened to Andy? He seemed very angry.-Mr. Potter asked us, we kept quiet, but CC saved us:
-Maybe some trouble in the Paradise with Veronica, you know:- CC let out a little laugh and so did the doctor, it seemed that he believed us. I looked at CC and gave him a 'Thank you' look and he just smiled at me widely.
-So what happened Helena with this young boy?
-I don't know, I was just drawing next to the lake, when I heard screams and someone fell to the ground, I thought that the robots came again, I thought that they are going to kill me too, and when I stood up, I saw him all covered in blood and bruises, I didn't talk to him, so I don't know anything else.
-OK, I understand, and are you sure that nobody else was watching you?
-I don't know, I'm sorry, I was a stupid just going out by myself, I didn't think about the consequences. I'm so so sorry!-I was about to cry, oh shit, why I have to be so freaking weak.
-Hey sweetheart, please don't cry-Jake said and hugged me tightly.
-We just have to thank God that you're safe and alive-said Mr. Potter.
-Yes-the guys all agreed.
The doctor said that everything was good with Mike, he just needed to rest and not to be bothered, so I had to go and sleep somewhere else. I and Jake were going to ask Andy if he would let me sleep there and he would sleep with Veronica:
-Jake, wait!-I stopped.
-What's wrong sweetheart, you look worried.
-I..I'm afraid of Andy. How will he react at all the things?- Jake came closer and gave me a bear hug.
-Look, nothing bad is going to happen, and I'm here with you, I won't leave your side OK?-He asked and I just nodded and we continued our way to Andy's place.
When we arrived, I took Jake's hand and held it. Jake knocked and Andy immediately opened the door and looked at Jake first, then at me and then to our locked hands:
-Oh, so now you're with Jake?-He said in an arrogant voice, which made me to let a tear escape from my left eye, he saw it and for a second I thought that I could see sadness on his face, but a moment later he turned back being an asshole.
-Man, don't talk to her like that, she doesn't deserve it!-Jake said.
-Aha..because you still think that she is a saint, well she is not!-'Oh Andy, I'm so sorry for hurting you' I said to myself, I couldn't even look at his face, because I knew what I would see at it, 'HATE', only pure hate:
-Don't ever talk to her like this!- Jake went closer to him to punch him in the face, but I grabbed his arm and whispered:
-Please Jake, he is your best friend, you'll regret it later-and with that he calmed down a little bit, I hoped.
-Anyway, we just came here to ask you, if Helena could sleep here, because Mike is in her room and he can't be bothered, he needs to rest, and you can sleep with Veronica.
-No way!!-Andy said simply. And this was the moment when I entered in their conversation:
-Please Andrew, I need to sleep here, I have nowhere to go! Please!- I said and I looked directly in his eyes. He looked down at me for a moment and sighed.
-And what about you, or the others?
-Man, you know we are sleeping with our girls, she can't sleep with us, we don't have enough space.
-Oh fuck it, OK! You can stay here and I'm going to Veronica's. Just give me a few secs.
-OK, then please Jake, can you put my stuff inside and you can go back, I'm sure that Sara is already waiting for you.
-OK, but are you sure you'll be fine?
-Yes, yes! Just go and have fun!- I exclaimed to the very excited Jake. He was so in love.
-So how many days are you gonna stay?
-Well it depends when Mike wakes up and then we will figure it out where he can stay.
-Oh, I thought that he will stay with you!- why is he doing this to me, why is he torturing me, I turned away and started to cry silently without saying anything else, I unpacked my things, trying not to be close to Andy, he was so mean to me, I started to feel that he really didn't love me. I would die for him in any moment, I never felt this strong feeling towards no one else. But he hates me.
-OK, I'm done. If you have any problem, I'm going to have some fun with Veronica. Don't bother me-I didn't look at him, I was looking down at the floor and played with my fingers:
-OK, have a great night!- I was trying not to burst into crying. With that he left. And as I thought that he was far enough to not hear my cries, I collapsed to the ground and started to cry like a little baby. A few hours later when I was out of tears, and I just only stood on the ground emotionless, I walked to the bed and laid down just not to be able to fall asleep.

Notes

Finally, oh my God.
I'm so damn sorry.
I just really didn't have time and I feel a little bit emotionally fucked up, but I hope you enjoyed the new chapter :) <3