Teenage Dream

I'm glad someone actually cares about me and I really glad it's one of my heroes.

I watched CC for a while and he watched back. Every once in a while I would tell him a joke like: "Why did the chicken cross the road?" "I don't know why?" "To get to the terrible drummers house." "I don't get it." "Knock Knock!" "Who's there?" "The chicken!!" And He would flip me off "I'm just kidding I love you." "I love you too babe." I smiled and layed my head down. we were quiet for a minute. "Babe?" "Yeah CC?" "I love you. And I know it doesn't make sense cuz we met just a few days ago but I don't care. I love you." I looked at him and smiled. "I love you too. You and the guys have saved my life. I couldn't be more thankful." "How have we saved your life?" "If you didn't let me stay with you, I'd be dead by now. And you helped me realize not everything bad that happens to me is my fault." "What do you mean babe?" "Before I started going out with Mike, I was raped. I was walking home one day when I got pulled into and alleyway. This guy demanded I take off my clothes and when I didn't he hit me. He stripped me down and raped me. When he left I called the cops but the never found the guy." I stated tearing up. "Babe..." CC was speechless. "You can't tell anyone else. Please you're the only person I trusted since Mike and I never even told him. So I want to keep it a secret because I don't like the pity I get when people find out about it." CC moved closer and wrapped his arms around me. "I just realized I cry a lot. Wow I'm such a baby." I said laughing at myself. "You're not a baby and it's not your fault. You're just going through a series of unfortunate events. I promise you'll get through them. Hey look at me." I looked up at him. He smiled down at me. "What?" I asked him, confused. "Nothing you're just adorable. Even when your crying." I blushed a lot and moved closer to him. We fell asleep but we were still up before the guys. We got up and went to the lounge and watched tv. Soon the guys got up and they felt a lot better. "I think we should tell them." I whisper in CCs ear. He nods in agreement. "Guys. We have to tell you something. Me and CC are dating!" The guys overreacted and started cheering. Ashley high fives CC yelling "get some" to both of us before going to get a drink. "Ashley!" I call out to him. "What?" He says walking back to us. "Next time remember to shut the fuck up." I say talking about his "get some" comment. "Whatever he says walking back to the kitchen. We spend the rest of the day watching batman reruns with Andy. God does this boy love batman. I laughed as CC talked about how and would freak out when batman came on. CC and I wanted to go on a date tonight so I went to take a shower. I grabbed a nice black dress. It was lace and had long sleeves. I also grabbed clean panties and a bra that matched. I got my BVB leggings and black knee high converse. I got in the shower and washed my hair, face, and body. I got out dried off and got dressed. I did my makeup doing simple winged eyeliner, mascara and putting on blood red lipstick. I walked out to the lounge and saw CC talking to Ashley. He got up and walked over to me. "You look beautiful baby girl" he smiled at me and grabbed my hands. He was wearing a black t-shirt with black skinny jeans. He lead me to Andy's car and opened the passenger side door for me and I got in, thanking him. He caught my door and walked over to the drivers side and got in and started the car. "Where to, m'lady?" He asked making me laugh. "Anywhere as long as I'm with you. "Well then how about a movie?" He asked turning onto the road. "Depends, what movie?" I asked looking over at him. "Whatever you want baby." He intertwined our fingers. I smiled at him. Oh how I loved this man.
-time lapse to after movie<3-
"that movie was so good!!" I exclaimed after mms we left the theater. I saw an ice cream shop and started jumping. I liked over at CC who was smiling widely at me. We walked to the ice cream shop and ordered. I got chocolate and CC got twist. We sat down at a picnic table and held hands across the table. I smiled at CC as he ate his ice cream. He was so adorable I don't even understand why I get to love him. I don't deserve it. "What?" CC asks as I snap back to reality. "Just thinking about how I don't deserve you. You're so awesome and I'm me. It doesn't make any sense. CCs smile faded as I said that. "Baby. You deserve so much more than me with all the shit you've been through. Don't you ever say that. I know I'm awesome but c'mon. You're amazing. And I could never ask for anything more than you." I smiled at CC. I was convinced I didn't deserve him but he makes me feel so happy, it's hard to think about that.

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