Our Final Goodbye

I walked into Carrie and Dad's house with Brice. Rebecca didn't want to come, she doesn't like Carrie or Dad, joke's on her they don't like her either!
I looking like crap with dark circles under my eye's. I haven't been sleeping much because Rebecca and I aren't doing so well. She doesn't like how I call everyone from Carrie and Dad to Ronnie and Max to check up on him.
Carrie and Dad weren't in the living room with 5 people from Carrie's side of the family, so I went to the kitchen. Brice followed me, he's shy around others.
About 10 minutes into talking, I heard the front door open and close.
Me: "Who is that?"
They didn't answer just looked at each other before dropping their glaze to the floor.
Me: "Are you expecting someone else?"
As I said that he walked threw the door. FUCK this is going to go bad!
Sage: "Hi."
Me: "Brice, go play with Alyssa in the living room."
Alyssa was her name I think, she was Carrie's cousin Grace's daughter. With that Brice left.
Carrie: "Well, Chris and I are going to go talk to the rest of the family in the living room. Please keep the arguing down!"
With that Carrie grabbed Dad's wrist and dragged him out the door and into the living room.
I felt his eye's on me.
Sage laughed: "You can't be real, stupid me must be dreaming!"
I then looked at him.
Sage laughed: "You would never come back!"
Sage began to get teary eyed. Fuck I hate hurting him so much!
Sage cried: "Why does my dreams taunt me so much!"
Oh God! FUCK! Why him of all people....!
Me: "This is real its not a dream."
Sage: "Oh, you must have thought I wasn't coming."
True.
Me: "Well, they said you didn't come around much."
Truth. Don't give me that look, I'm not gonna lie to him!
Sage: "Well, I'm gonna go home now."
God I don't want him to leave! BUT its for the best!
Me: "Ok, goodbye"
None of us moved, we just stared at each other.
Me: "Where is home?"
Well FUCK, why not start a conversation! You know, lead him on a little! I'm so so very fucking STUPID!
Sage: "Ronnie and Max's place."
I just looked at him before saying: "Well, must be pretty lonely because they are on tour for 6 months."
Sage: "Well, I don't really come out of my room much so I don't really mind."
We just looked at each other for a while.
Sage: "I can't believe that your here."
I just dropped him eyes to the floor. I can't look at him or I'm gonna give in.
Sage cried: "N-NO... I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT YOU LEFT!"
I can't believe I did! You are my sunshine!
I cried: "I had too."
Lie.
Sage cried: "Andrew...you..b-broke..m-me-"
I know honey and I'm so sorry!
Me: "The guy I loved died 2 months into his coma....I mourned for him! He's dead!"
Lie.
I cried: "I know...without..y-you..I'M....DEAD....INSIDE....."
I'm dead inside too!
Me: "You'll find someone else...I did and I love her so much!"
Don't find someone else PLEASE, I can't live without YOU! I can NEVER love someone else as much as I LOVE YOU!
With that sentence he broke down and dropped to the floor. I walked over to him and grabbed his wrist making him wince and move away.
GOD NO PLEASE! NOT AGAIN! NOT HIM AGAIN!
Sage: "Andrew, just give me a second I need just a moment."
I walked over to him and crouched down before gently grabbing his wrist again.
Sage cried: "Andrew...PLEASE....don't..."
My Love PLEASE NO!
Of course I didn't listen to him and rolled up his sleeve.
I cried: "Sage! Oh god.....why!"
I finally said Sage's name!
Sage cried: "I can't move on....I'm broken!"
I don't want you to move on anyways! BUT its for the best!
I cried: "Have you been taking you depression pills?"
Sage cried: "They make me feel worst! How did you even know about them! You left ME! You BROKE ME!"
I cried: "Just because I left doesn't mean I didn't ask about you. You were the person I loved."
After a while we stopped crying.
Sage: "Andrew....can we kissed on last time...."
I then looked at Sage before we walked to each other, it was like the pulling of magnets.
We looked at each other's face's before I put my right hand under his chin before tilting his face up we looked into each others eyes. We then slowly but passionately kissed. While still kissing passionately we both started to cry.
After a while we pulled away.
Sage: "I'm gonna leave now."
NO PLEASE STAY! STAY WITH ME!
I yelled: "Wait!"
I then grabbed his hand a wrote my number on it.
Me: "Call me if you need anything."
He then took my hand and wrote his number.
With that he left.
After a few hours later Brice and I left.
When we got home, Rebecca was in the living room making out with some guy.
I took Brice upstairs and got him ready for bed, tucked him in and then went down stairs to find Rebecca still making out with the guy.
I pulled the guy off of her and dragged him to the door and out into the yard. I then walked back to Rebecca to see her drinking.
I grabbed the bottle and yell-whispered: "WHAT THE HELL! Your pregnant with my baby!"
Rebecca: "Whatever!"
With that both of us went up stairs to bed.
In the morning when I woke up I grabbed my phone and sent Sage a message.
'Hey its Andy! Good morning beautiful!'
A few minutes later my phone buzzed and I opened it to see a message from Sage:
'Morning Andrew.'
He's such a fucking tease!

Notes

Hey guys!
So I was going threw the story's because I was bored and I found 'Mute By Mouth, Not By Heart'
By: Hell'sAngel
Not gonna lie, when I read the tital and summary I was like wait. Because the summary of the story sounded very similar to 'Mute' , but I read the chapter's and its like a whole different story then I thought it would be. I am in love with it. Its so good, so go check it out!
Love You Guys!
-xoxo Frank