Let You Down
Chapter 7: A soul worth saving
Darcys POV:
i thought it was gunna be better than this. they always say, you never forget your first love, or some rubbish like that. but right now all im feeling is let down by what i built love up to be in my head. i thought i was meant to feel all happy and like what the word...smitten? but no. it isnt anything like that. its a hurt, secret and lonely feeling. especially when telling them will literally ruin the only good things in your life right now. Anyways no one wants to know about that...
it had been a week or two since i left for a tour with the band. but it had been too long since i had skyped mum. i opened up my dak laptop as i sat in the dark of my bunk. the guys where all out celebrating or partying or something. so i was alone. again.i didnt think it would be this way if im honest. i had been on my own quite alot. andy had tried to stay but of course little miss perfect had to pull him out. she really hated me. ah well i hate her too. anyhow - damn it ashley! i started stealing his sayings - i opened my laptop and requested a video call with mum. before she answered i had realised that i had a tear running down my cheek. i guess it really did effect me more than i let on...truth was,i was starting to feel like i did when i was at school. that wasnt a good time...it really wasnt. the callopened.
"MUM!" i shouted whn her image appeared on myscreen
"Darcy! hey sweetie! how is it?"
"differeent to how i thought, urm but its fine,"
"ok truth now, all of it, whats happening wheres your dad?"
"out with the guys, some of their girlfriends and it. urm im just sat here on me ones yano, coffee and coco pops hardly leaving the bunk and watching a show every so often, i just thought we would see more of each other, meh oh well i met my grandparents annd the world know about me now, i mean they know who my dad is but yeah, ah well," i said putting my thumbs up and smiling.
"whos it?"
"oh dads girlfriend, juliet simms. i dont liek her, pretty sure she dont like me. we have hate-hate relationship and i make my digs funny ash and cc and jake laugh, dad kinda gives me a look like dont-push-it-young-lady and jinxx and sammi kinda watch her reaction ready to snap if she said something unfair, esspecially sammi, she lovesssss me,"
"awr i miss sammi, we used to be best friends, her and jinxx still together? wow i knew theyd last! and oh she sound ew. well your digs havent changed have they!"
we staeyd talking for a whiel and mum told me that her a dad need to talk when he can...i have to stay longer. just as me and mum signed off, i heard someone. heavy footsteps. they where marching closer and closer to my bed. i was so scared. im starting to get worried i tried to grab my phone under my pillow. i rushed to dial the first number i could and then boom...some one ripped my curtain back. then all i could do was scream.
i thought it was gunna be better than this. they always say, you never forget your first love, or some rubbish like that. but right now all im feeling is let down by what i built love up to be in my head. i thought i was meant to feel all happy and like what the word...smitten? but no. it isnt anything like that. its a hurt, secret and lonely feeling. especially when telling them will literally ruin the only good things in your life right now. Anyways no one wants to know about that...
it had been a week or two since i left for a tour with the band. but it had been too long since i had skyped mum. i opened up my dak laptop as i sat in the dark of my bunk. the guys where all out celebrating or partying or something. so i was alone. again.i didnt think it would be this way if im honest. i had been on my own quite alot. andy had tried to stay but of course little miss perfect had to pull him out. she really hated me. ah well i hate her too. anyhow - damn it ashley! i started stealing his sayings - i opened my laptop and requested a video call with mum. before she answered i had realised that i had a tear running down my cheek. i guess it really did effect me more than i let on...truth was,i was starting to feel like i did when i was at school. that wasnt a good time...it really wasnt. the callopened.
"MUM!" i shouted whn her image appeared on myscreen
"Darcy! hey sweetie! how is it?"
"differeent to how i thought, urm but its fine,"
"ok truth now, all of it, whats happening wheres your dad?"
"out with the guys, some of their girlfriends and it. urm im just sat here on me ones yano, coffee and coco pops hardly leaving the bunk and watching a show every so often, i just thought we would see more of each other, meh oh well i met my grandparents annd the world know about me now, i mean they know who my dad is but yeah, ah well," i said putting my thumbs up and smiling.
"whos it?"
"oh dads girlfriend, juliet simms. i dont liek her, pretty sure she dont like me. we have hate-hate relationship and i make my digs funny ash and cc and jake laugh, dad kinda gives me a look like dont-push-it-young-lady and jinxx and sammi kinda watch her reaction ready to snap if she said something unfair, esspecially sammi, she lovesssss me,"
"awr i miss sammi, we used to be best friends, her and jinxx still together? wow i knew theyd last! and oh she sound ew. well your digs havent changed have they!"
we staeyd talking for a whiel and mum told me that her a dad need to talk when he can...i have to stay longer. just as me and mum signed off, i heard someone. heavy footsteps. they where marching closer and closer to my bed. i was so scared. im starting to get worried i tried to grab my phone under my pillow. i rushed to dial the first number i could and then boom...some one ripped my curtain back. then all i could do was scream.
Notes
hi! so this is just a chapter to bring scout back into it and thought i can give Darcys emotions in about touring and gunna lead to her past and background :p hope you all like :3Leviistrouble :) <3
ok great thankyou again :D
7/14/13