Let You Down
chapter 14: dead and broken
Ashleys POV
she and i had been laying together for probably too long. the rest of them must have been wondering where we were, i know andy must have been thinking he doesnt wait around does he?! but she was asleep, so i could go look for the others
"hi guys," i said as i walked in
"andy explained i feel bad for her...why were you there so long?!" jake said standing up, ready for a fight by looks of it
"whats it gotta do with you?!" i said back, and cold tone to my voice
"ash, shes vunderable...dont you dare!" CC said back , the same as jakes reaction
"nothing happened..." i answered
"sure! shes andys kid!" jinxx shouted
"i am not a kid! im 16 nearly 17 years old! if you must know he was talking to me about mum, school and life back home! when none of you knew i existed! when i only had mnusic to save me from things! you guys saved me! now you are all critising my decisions... now please dont start! ive had enought today all of you leave me the fuck alone!" darcy ran in and screamed. andy got up after her,
"you guys need to sort your issues out, but dont you dare bring Darcy into it. i am not loosing her again. now sort it!" he shouted. i could hear her crying her run to her dads arms. ive messed up already, she wasnt even my girlfriend yet.
Darcys POV
i ran out and slammed the bathroom door behind me. i heard dad shout something then run towards the bathroom i locked myself in. he knocked the door.
"Darcy, sweetie? let me in?" he opened the door and walked in
"dad!" i said and cried as i ran into him in tears his arms wide open. he held me and stroked my hair and we sat on the floor.
"tell me, whats the matter, what made you that upset?" dad asekd
"im not a litlle kid dad...i want to be treated like someone older than somekid..."
"what you mean by the fact the music saved you..."
"through everything. it made me forget about things that made me not want to be here anymore, stopped ,me fom hurting..." i burst into tear. as i lifted my arms to him i think he saw some old ones. he held me tight and said sorry until we were both in tears
"im sorry dad, im sorry, i didnt tell you i was like this!" i said cuddling my dad
"im sorry i wast there... i am so sorry darling but i am never gunna leave you again i swear! never again!" he said as he hugged me tightly, "i love you darcy,"
"i love you dad"
she and i had been laying together for probably too long. the rest of them must have been wondering where we were, i know andy must have been thinking he doesnt wait around does he?! but she was asleep, so i could go look for the others
"hi guys," i said as i walked in
"andy explained i feel bad for her...why were you there so long?!" jake said standing up, ready for a fight by looks of it
"whats it gotta do with you?!" i said back, and cold tone to my voice
"ash, shes vunderable...dont you dare!" CC said back , the same as jakes reaction
"nothing happened..." i answered
"sure! shes andys kid!" jinxx shouted
"i am not a kid! im 16 nearly 17 years old! if you must know he was talking to me about mum, school and life back home! when none of you knew i existed! when i only had mnusic to save me from things! you guys saved me! now you are all critising my decisions... now please dont start! ive had enought today all of you leave me the fuck alone!" darcy ran in and screamed. andy got up after her,
"you guys need to sort your issues out, but dont you dare bring Darcy into it. i am not loosing her again. now sort it!" he shouted. i could hear her crying her run to her dads arms. ive messed up already, she wasnt even my girlfriend yet.
Darcys POV
i ran out and slammed the bathroom door behind me. i heard dad shout something then run towards the bathroom i locked myself in. he knocked the door.
"Darcy, sweetie? let me in?" he opened the door and walked in
"dad!" i said and cried as i ran into him in tears his arms wide open. he held me and stroked my hair and we sat on the floor.
"tell me, whats the matter, what made you that upset?" dad asekd
"im not a litlle kid dad...i want to be treated like someone older than somekid..."
"what you mean by the fact the music saved you..."
"through everything. it made me forget about things that made me not want to be here anymore, stopped ,me fom hurting..." i burst into tear. as i lifted my arms to him i think he saw some old ones. he held me tight and said sorry until we were both in tears
"im sorry dad, im sorry, i didnt tell you i was like this!" i said cuddling my dad
"im sorry i wast there... i am so sorry darling but i am never gunna leave you again i swear! never again!" he said as he hugged me tightly, "i love you darcy,"
"i love you dad"
Notes
hi, hope this is ok? it was diffcult to write personally, so yah urm byeLeviistrouble <3
ok great thankyou again :D
7/14/13